Uhm... I'm Kaerelie Cecilia (and just in case you haven't noticed, it's my pen name not my real name. Not many people have name like Kaerelie in case you guys are too dim witted to realize. *sarcasm*)

I like to write (duh, why else would I be publishing stories? I recommend that you go and check if your IQ is within the range if you just realized that I like to write) and especially when I'm suppose to do my homeworks. Writing stories help me get away from the hell called my life. I get to be anyone I want in my stories and I get to do whatever I want to do. There's no such thing as can't in stories, you know.

Oh yeah, I also write during my classes (math, advisement, science, etc) and bunch of half written stories are forgotten in my laptop or in piles of papers in my desk drawer, never to be found again... hahaha (*sarcastic bitter laugh*)

I'm described as being in different dimension a lot (including my best friends... seriously?) and I zone out a lot. Well, zoning out and day dreaming is much better than to have to live my life. They at least makes me forget that I'm me even for just a short moment.

I'm not a social outcast but not exactly the most popular kid in my school either. The blondes got that spot long time ago... The only thing I actually like to do is read and write stories and do net surfing. And I have tendency to write depressing stories (but I didn't publish any of the really depressing ones yet so...).

Here I am, wasting my life away on internet and books, but hell, who cares? It's not like anyone give a damn about me so I might just as well shoot myself in the head... (but I won't do that quite yet. I still have some things I want to do before I do that).

Everything is crap and I'm totally... Blah...

Kay and that's it really... my life's really not that interesting...

VISIT ME AT:

DeviantArt:

Blog:

FictionPress: http://www.fictionpress.com/u/737581/

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LiveJournal:

NEW ANNOUNCEMENT:

Okay, right now, I just snuck into FanFiction cause my mom's sleeping. It's like four in the morning. I just want to tell you that I'll be updating my stories on my blog: kaereliececilia.blogspot.com

I have all the stories I'm currently working on posted (or posting, in some cases) and I'll be done posting in a week or so. Come visit me at my blog to read more of my stories. My mom might have gotten me off FanFiction but she's not stopping me from writing stories... If I stop writing stories, I probably will go insane (not that I'm any sane).

ANNOUNCEMENT:

Oh, and my lovely mom is making me put my FanFiction, FictionPress, and DeviantART account in hiatus mode now that the school year is starting again. Yeah, great. So I won't be updating any of my stories for a very very VERY long time. And for those who are a bit slow, I won't be publishing any of my new stories that I have started but not published.

The next time I will probably update my stories are when the school years over or possibly, though probably not, at around Winter Break. Well, that is if I don't do anything rash like cutting and get caught or something. I'm not Emo or Goth or anything but I might just as well be one. Well, let's just put that if I cut myself, it won't be the first time (but no one ever noticed so it's not like they care).

I won't be accepting any Beta requests for now, so I'm sorry if any of you guys wanted me to beta your story.

Okay, so I guess I'll see you next year I guess? I'll try not to do anything stupid... at least I won't kill myself yet, so I think you will be reading more of my stories, even if it is a year from now. I really appreciated those who read and loved my stories and I'm really depressed that I can't continue them, well at least for now.

This really isn't helping my depression though. Seriously, fuck school for all I care. I guess I'll just have to concentrate on studying so that no one will notice some occasional scars or my ever growing depression that I manage to hide from everyone else or the fact that I'm slowly going insane up in my head. Well, I think I'm going insane cause now, I kinda started talking to myself in my head and I get confused as to what's real and what's not (but I don't do drugs, unless you count the caffeine in coffees and caffeinated drinks).

Name: not tellin (Why do you think I use pen name? Are you that stupid?)

Gender: Female

Age: somewhere between ten and seventy...

Trivia: I kinda have insomia (well, I sleep but it's like 30 minutes or if I'm lucky, 2 hours because my body for some reason can't sleep more than 2 hours without sleeping pills)

Trademark and Symbols: Black skinny jeans, gothic movie theme songs, black rose (it's my personal emblem - I have them everywhere: on my textbook, binder, desk, drew it on my black backpack with white-out, laptop screensaver, you name it), and I'm NOT a Goth nor Emo. I wear semi-colorful (well colored) clothes and is straight girl (-ish I mean. Everyone thinks I'm straight, at least).

Likes: Black Roses, Black anything basically, books (preferably dark kind), my laptop, my journal where I write my stories (her name is Alexis but I call her Lexie), writing my stories, my violin... I don't have much likes.

Dislikes: I HATE guys who think they need to be all cool and strong in front of girls (this is the reason I broke up with all my boyfriends and is proud to say I'm single). I also don't really like heavy crowds cause they make me feel claustrophobic (I'm actually not claustrophobic but just don't like having too much people around) and besides, they talk too much, especially when I want my little personal bubble. Populars also disgust me (they think they are so cool and they are the hottest in the school. Besides, they put on too much make ups and go around flirting with boys like some kind of slut). Anyways, my dislikes outnumber my likes by quite a lot so... that's it.

FAVORITE AUTHORS: Orson Scott Card, Cassandra Clare, Anya Seton

FAV CHARACTERS (books, movies, mangas, wtvr...):

07 Ghost - Ayanami, Kuroyuri, Frau
Mortal Instruments Series - Jace Wayland, Raphael
Katherine - John of Gaunt(Ghent) 1st Duke of Lancaster, Third surviving son of King Edward III
Ender/Shadow Series - Ender Wiggin, Julian (Bean) Delphiki
Naruto - Itachi Uchiha, Kakashi Hatake, Nagato(Pain), Konan, Neji Hyuga, Hinata Hyuga
Inuyasha - Rin, Lord Sesshomaru

FAV PAIRINGS (books, movies, mangas, wtvr...):

07 Ghost:
Ayanami - Eve
Frau - OC

Inuyasha:
Kagome - Inuyasha
Rin - Sesshomaru
Rin - OC
Sesshomaru - OC
Miroku - Sango

Naruto:
Itachi Uchiha - OC
Naruto Uzumaki - OC
Gaara no Sabaku - OC
Naruto Uzumaki - Yugito Ni'i
Temari Sabaku - Shikamaru Nara
Sasori no Akasuna - OC

I like any good OC stories but they have to be really good for me to like them. I also like stories where a lot of people suffer.

FAV SONGS: Hey Soul Sister (Train), Dynamite (Taio Cruz), DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again (Usher), Let Me Love You (Mario), Eenie Meenie (Justin Bieber & Sean Kingston), Happy (Leona Lewis), Bleeding Love (Leona Lewis), Over (Drake), Dirty Picture (Taio Cruz), In the End (Linkin Park), Broken (Seether and Amy Lee), How to Save a Life (The Fray)

Favorite Singers/Bands: Usher, Leona Lewis, Taio Cruz, Ne-Yo, The Fray, Linkin Park

Favorite Genres: Science Fiction, Realistic Fiction, Tragedy, Romance (preferably dark humor with bits of tragedies), Classic/Historical both tolerated/liked but not loved (except Katherine)

Favorite Quotes:

"Thank God the week is done / I feel like a zombie gone back to life (back to life) / ... / Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again / Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again / So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life / Gonna get you right" (Usher, "DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again"

"Before me things create were none, save things. Eternal, and eternal I endure. All hope abandon ye who enter here." (Dante Alighieri, Vestibules of Hell 'Inferno' Divine Comedy)

"I have not slept. Between the acting of a dreadful thing and the first motion, all the interim is like a phantasma, or a hideous dream: The Genius and the mortal instruments are then in council; and the state of man, like to a little kingdom, suffers then the nature of an insurrection." (Shakespeare Julius Caesar)

"I sung of Chaos and eternal Night, taught by the heav’nly Muse to venture down the dark descent, and up to reascend…" (John Milton, Paradise Lost)

"Long is the way and hard, that out of Hell leads up to Light." (John Milton, Paradise Lost)

"Facilis descensus Averno; Noctes atque dies patet atri ianua Ditis; Sed revocare gradum superasque evader ad auras, Hoc opus, hic labor est." (Virgil, The Aeneid)
*translation* "Easy descensus To repulse ; By night and day patet atri door Authority ; But to call back to conduct one's self superasque to go out to heaven , This deed , this to sink est. "

"The descent beckons, as the ascent beckoned." (William Carlos Williams, The Descent)

"Man is born to trouble as the sparks fly upward." (Job 5:7)

"I loved you, so I drew these tides of men into my hands and wrote my will across the sky in stars." (T. E. Lawrence)

"I believe I am in Hell, therefore I am." (Arthur Rimbaud)

Antonio: Will you stay no longer? Nor will you not that I go with you?
Sebastian: By your patience, no. My stars shine darkly over me; the malignancy of my fate might, perhaps, distemper yours; therefore I shall crave of you your leave that I may bear my evils alone. It were a bad recompense for your love to lay any of them on you.
(Shakespeare, Twelfth Night)

"Oh yes, I know the way to heaven was easy. We found the little kingdom of our passion that all can share who walk the road of lovers. In wild and secret happiness we stumbled; and gods and demons clamoured in our senses." (Siegfried Sassoon, “The Imperfect Lover”)

"Day of wrath, that day of burning, Seer and Sibyl speak concerning, all the world to ashes turning." (Abraham Coles)

"A gun is a tool, Marian; no better or no worse than any other tool: an axe, a shovel or anything. A gun is as good or as bad as the man using it. Remember that. " (Alan Ladd as Shane, Shane (1953))

"Shane! Come back!" (Brandon de Wilde as Joey, Shane (1953))

"There's no living with a killing. There's no goin' back from one. Right or wrong, it's a brand... a brand sticks. There's no goin' back. Now you run on home to your mother and tell her... tell her everything's alright. And there aren't any more guns in the valley." (Alan Ladd as Shane, Shane (1953))

"I'm very drunk and I intend on getting still drunker before this evening's over." (Clark Gable as Rhett Butler, Gone With the Wind (1939))

"I can't think about that right now. If I do, I'll go crazy. I'll think about that tomorrow." (Vivien Leigh as Scarlett O'Hara, Gone With the Wind (1939))

"I'm not asking you to forgive me. I'll never understand or forgive myself. And if a bullet gets me, so help me, I'll laugh at myself for being an idiot. There's one thing I do know... and that is that I love you, Scarlett. In spite of you and me and the whole silly world going to pieces around us, I love you. Because we're alike. Bad lots, both of us. Selfish and shrewd. But able to look things in the eyes as we call them by their right names. " (Clark Gable as Rhett Butler, Gone With the Wind (1939))

"My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius, Commander of the armies of the North, General of the Felix legions, loyal servant to the true Emperor, Marcus Aurelius. Father to a murdered son, husband to a murdered wife. And I will have my vengeance, in this life or the next." (Russel Crowe as Maximus, Gladiator (2000))

"As God is my witness, as God is my witness they're not going to lick me. I'm going to live through this and when it's all over, I'll never be hungry again. No, nor any of my folk. If I have to lie, steal, cheat or kill. As God is my witness, I'll never be hungry again." (Vivien Leigh as Scarlett O'Hara, Gone With the Wind (1939))

"You talkin' to me? You talkin' to me? You talkin' to me? Well, who the hell else are you talkin' to? You talkin' to me? Well, I'm the only one here. Who the fuck do you think you're talkin' to?" (Robert De Niro as Travis Bickle, Taxi Driver (1976))

"Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn!" (Clark Gable as Rhett Butler, Gone With the Wind (1939))

"I'm gonna make him an offer he can't refuse." (Marlon Brando as Don Vito Corleone, Godfather (1972))

"Toto, I've a feeling we're not in Kansas anymore." (Judy Garland as Dorothy Gale, The Wizard of Oz (1939))

"You don't understand! I could've had class. I could've been a contender. I could've been somebody, instead of a bum, which is what I am." (Marlon Brando as Terry Malloy, On the Waterfront (1954))

Stories currently working on:

The Truth (Naruto)
classifying characters: Naruto, Itachi
genre: romance, adventure
main characters: Naruto Uchiha, Itachi Uchiha, Hinata Hyuga, Reiko Senju (my oc)
OC: Reiko Senju and some others that are not quite as important

Heiress of Rikkudo Sennin (Naruto)
classifying characters: Kakashi, Itachi
genre: romance, hurt/comfort
main characters: Yura Onoko, Itachi Uchiha, Madara Uchiha, etc.
OC: Yura Onoko, Kohaku Senju, Sayuri Senju, and others that are not quite as important

Phoenix: The Reincarnation (my original story)
classifying characters: well, it's my original story
genre: romance
main characters: Theodora Cecilia McKellan (Thea), Lucifer (Christopher), and rest of six arch angels...
OC: all of them unless you count the seven arch angels as using from the Bible.