What can I say, except I love anime?
Only recently -- if you can say March is recently -- have I gotten wild with it. I’ve been buying quite a bit of DVD’s and have several story titles in manga (also meaning what titles I’ve got, I’m up to date with whatever volumes they have out)

Okay… so I’m into yaoi! or shonen-ai, or whatever boy-on-boy!

My collection didn’t start that way… just once I got my hands on the first yaoi DVD, FAKE. Yep… that’s what started me off. Then I just had to get the manga’s… of which I am the proud owner of all seven issues -- plus two of volume 7.

It’s strange. I was going to buy the DVD without knowing anything about it. Something just urged me to, but I didn’t. Then a few weeks later I buy a DVD that had a disk of trailers of anime shows and FAKE was one of them.

What got me was their kiss. Ryo was just... beautiful... laying there looking up at Dee, and Dee was just so -- I hate using the word sexy, but GOD... those eyes and the way he looked right then!! -- and then he bent down and kissed him. They looked so 'good' doing that. And then I could have kicked myself because I had the DVD in my hands!! Needless to say, I bought it two days later.

After I found out the DVD wasn't completely with the manga story, I just had to get the books. I started with the one that related to the anime, and got also picked up the 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th volumes too. I was so glad I bought them at the same time, and only had to wait for the 7th one for a couple of months. The 1st one, too, since they were out of stock at the stores. But like I said already, I have them all now!

HA! I've never been wrapped up with any character(s) before this. And two guys nonetheless! I love those two! I don’t care what anyone else has to say about them either! It's been the start of a different 'acceptance' within myself.

I know watching anime DVD might not exactly be the way to go about thinking differently, but it's been a part of it along with reading, and now writing about two males together. I don't see it as something completely strange. I can understand feelings...

Well, since then, I have collected -- for my now fetish --
Ai no Kusabi - Very good, but angsty. No happily everafter in this unless it's in the after life. Oops, sorry... but it doesn't have some great scenes!

Bronze - Desperate Love - I liked it, wish there was more with them.

Earthian - Don't get me wrong I do like them, but Kagetsuya needs to smack Chihaya upside the head and borrow Yuki's Gravatation)popular saying, "You moron", or at least to stop being such a whiner. Chihaya's got a great guy already, but insists on running after this other guy (right in front of him too!) Yeap... I think I would smack him.

Fruits Basket - Yeah... who'd have thought. Not actual scenes but you definitely can't miss it in conversation. I really like Kyo and Yuki's (not Gravatation) brother in this one.

Fushigi Yugi - Is another anime DVD I have had my hands on several times before purchasing, which I can kick myself for, too. It's suggestive right now, but I intend on getting the other volumes. I am going to purchase the original DVD's of it, also. It made me laugh in parts.

Gravitation - Yes, I've got the DVD, and the manga series but only the US versions. I also have the story CDs and the music CD.

Legends of the Blue Wolves - Very expensive, AND they don't blot out the guy parts! But another sad one.

Mirage of Blaze - Another one where the seme should just take a firmer hand. I hope the next addtion their suppose to be coming out with gets these two together. 400 years is just too long. Give the guy a break already!

Nightwalker - Not bad. It's 3 hours long, and I like Shindo. There's only suggestive comments of him and Cain, who is the vampire that turned him, that there was a 'relationship' between them.

Weis Kreuz Night Hunters - Only have the first one. Not too bad, but I can't make any other judgement on it.

Others include: Final Fantasy (original), Full Metal Panic, Mouse, Saikano, Samurai Deep KYO, and X.

I was incredibly unsure about writing, especially yaoi. Portrait Without Sin was my first, and now I am attempting my second, called Wake Me When Death Comes. Portrait Without Sin is the first ever that I have written explict sexual scene(s). And no, you won't find the story on FF.

I've always wanted to write a novel or comic (but the drawing gets too tedious to do so much), and fanfic was a way I could test the waters, so to speak. I enjoy writing fanfic very much now.

As I’ve commented in notes of my stories, I write to hit emotions in people, and I make NO apologies for what I write in language or in story line. I just hope that HOW I write and portray the story is close to the standard of some of the other authors that I look up to.

I don’t much give out certain ‘personal’ information, but I over 18, and I my love is my computer! I may not always be good to it, but without it I’d be lost. I'm not into all that heavy surfing and what-nots that people can do with a computer. Just as long as I can get to my fiction sites, be able to read stories, write my stories and save them, I can be pretty content. Oh.. and be able to buy the otherwise ‘can’t-find-anywhere-else’ kind of anime DVD’s.

Well, that about sums it up of why I'm here. Hope you read my stories. If you don't like, then just don't make a comment. I don't mind 'helpful' criticism, but flames... that's just immature. But if you do read and like, well... please make a review. If there's delays in updates... well, I could list a billion things why, but just know I will get that update out sooner or later... Thanks.