Hi!I'm outgoing n happy but insane n kinda childish!I smile a lot,laugh at random moments,talk w/ de voice in my head (a.k.a Evi) n non-livin' objs.,sleep w/ teddys,n more!I luv blood,drinkin' blood,screamin',cryin' (just cause I luv cryin' don't mean I cry all de time!),de night,rainy days,winter,snow,fire,laughin',storms,etc.

Name: Eriko or Evi (a.k.a alter ego)

Nicknames: Winter

Hair: dark/light reddish brown w/golden red hints (looks black when wet n red in de sun but de color depends on wht light it receives : )

Eyes: brown (keep starrin' n they look red/maroon n from distance look black)

Sign: Pisces

Gender: FEMALE!

Age: Who knows... : )

Fav. Colors: Black n Red sometimes marble or blue-gray.

Hate: I HATE SCHOOL! n I HATE MORNINGS! (school is hell to me n when u wake me up no matter wht time it is it will ALWAYS b an ungodly hr to b up at...unless I wake up w/out anyone tellin' me to get up then it's a perfectly normal time)

Teachers: I think tht teachers r demons sent from hell to earth to create hell on earth...which they already have n even got parents to send their poor kids to it for 8 or more horrible hrs from Mon. to Fri.! n yes ppl I'm talkin' 'bout school!The principal is probably a mini-clone of the Devil himself! n I bet they just added field trips so tht our parents think "school" is actually fun!Cause we all know field trips rock!(Winter:Except for de educational ones!but not de Zoo!Hell no!De Zoo rocks!)AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!(Evi: I'm stuck w/ a total idiot.~hits head~ Winter: ~lol~ I feel sooo bad fo...Hey! ~glares~)

Family: well I've got mommy,daddy,my lil bro,2 male puppies n 1 female puppy (even if de puppy isn't a puppy anymore but an adult dog I still call 'em all puppies : ),3 male cousins n 2 female cousins (tht's all I 'member but I know there is more),2 grandmas n 3 grandpas (2 r dead n sure I got sad but I didn't cry cause I never really got to know 'em tht good),4 aunts (but I'm sure there is more) n 2 uncles,n tht's it...but I also consider some of my fav anime characters as part of my family too!

Wishes: I wish tht I never ever had to grow up!...I wish tht I could fly!...I wish to go back to being a child!

Problems: I get kinda claustrophobic!(I could b in an empty room n still feel trapped) I tend to sometimes write on de comp. wht I say when I talk to ppl as well as de lil arguments Evi n I have in my head even if I don't want to.

Interests & Hobbies: thinkin',readin' ff,climbin' trees,swimmin',writin' poems,sleepin',watchin' the rain,watchin' vids,listenin' to music,I want 2 learn french n mayb japanese if I can find ppl to teach me that,etc.

Favorite Movies & Shows: Bleach,Fruits Basket,X-Men:Evolution,Naruto,Titanic (T-T it made me cry! n de song didn't help at all),Inuyasha,Teen Titans,Southpark,Chaotic Century Zoids,Ranma 1/2,Elfen Lied,Digimon (oldschool),Pokemon (oldschool),Gundam Seed,Chobits,Wolf Rain,Underworld,Witch Hunter Robin,Yu-Yu-Hakusho,Dragonball,Dragonball Z,Dragonball GT,Trigun,Rurouni Kenshin,FLCL,Beyblade,Hamtaro,Sailor Moon,Popolocrois,The Fifth Element,The Grudge,The Ring,The Ring 2,etc.

Favorite Music: Saving Me,What Hurts The Most,Sweet Misery,Boulevard of Broken Dreams,Welcome To My Life,My Heart Will Go On,Scars,Complicated,Lilium,Bring Me To Life,Are You Happy Now,Beautiful Disaster,My Immortal,Miss Independent,Listen To Your Heart,Unwell,She Will Be Loved,Home,My Happy Ending,Iris,Hello,Nobody's Home,Girl Next Door,Concrete Angel,Fighter,This Is Your Life,Cold,Last Resort,Never Had A Dream Come True,Cry,Can't Imagine Me Without You,Blood,Somewhere I Belong,Listen To Your Heart,Poison,Because You Live,Hands,You Found Me,Breakaway,Breaking the Habit,Stop Crying Your Heart Out,Open Wounds,As Long As You Love Me,Far Away,Just Like You,Cold,etc.

Favorite Books: A Walk To Remember,The Rescue,Message in a Bottle,The Notebook,Waiting For Helen,What Happened When My Sister Went Crazy,The Cold One,Kissing Doorknobs,etc.

Couples I Like:

Naruto

GaaraXSakura (Meant to b!Not to mention more than perfect for each other!Perfection indeed: D Their luv is pure!They r pure!)

NarutoXSakura (They'r both so innocent n child-like!How can u not luv 'em!)

KibaXSakura (I luv puppies!Besides Kiba is kawaii! n w/ Akamaru at his side de kawaii-ness ain't gonna stop!)

KakashiXSakura (But only if Sakura goes back to de past n they meet!It depends on de great-ness of de story: )

ItachiXSakura (Like w/ Kakashi I'll only like this couple if Sakura goes back to de past!It depends on de great-ness of de story!)

(I like all couples for this anime as long as my bros n sisters (a.k.a my fav characters) don't get their heart broken!Cause if one of 'em gets their hearts broken I'm leavin' de story faster than u can say or think BYE! Evi:we'r NOT kiddin'!)

X-Men:Evo,X-Men,X-Men:The Movie

RemyXRogue (Kawaii: D Perfection!)

(De same thing as Naruto!I'm leavin' de story if Remy or Rogue get their hearts broken or if they'r not together!)

Inuyasha

InuyashaXKagome (Meant to b since de beginning of time!Perfection to de max: )

MirokuXSango (Funny! plus kawaii!)

(Same thing will happen if they get their hearts hurt!I'm leavin' faster than u can say or think bye!)

Elfen Lied

KoutaXLucy/Nyuu (PERFECT!)

(Same thing w/ Naruto.Hearts broken=leavin' faster than u can say or think bye!)

Yu Yu Hakusho

HieiXBotan (Kawaii: D 'Sides u know wht they say "Opposites Always Attract"!)

YusukeXKeiko (Kawaii couple not to mention funny!)

KazumaXYukina (~snickers~ tht is if Hiei doesn't kill him 1st ~lol~)

KuramaX? (De fox can b w/ anyone he wants as long as he's happy...but NOT Botan cause she's Hiei's mate!)

(Same thing w/ Naruto will happen if they'r hurt!)

Bleach

IchigoXOrihime (More than perfect!Hell yeah!Believe it: )

IshidaXOrihime (I can stand it.It's a cute couple...IchigoXOrihime is still better though : )

(Hearts broken=BYE!plus a lil flame!cuz i'm currently obssessed w/ this anime)

Fruits Basket

KyoXTohru (Kawaii! ~giggles~)

YukiXTohru (Kawaii : )

(Hearts broken=BYE!)

Popolocrois

PietroXHue (Soooooooo kawaii!)

(I'm leavin' if they get their hearts r hurt!)

Pokemon

AshXMisty (Perfect : )

(Leavin' if their hearts r broken!)

Digimon

TaiXSora (Kawaii!Meant to b!)

(Hearts broken = leavin' de story faster than u can say or think BYE!)

Ranma 1/2

RanmaXAkane (Come on even a 5 year-old can see they'r meant to b!)

(Broken heart = BYE!)

Quotes I Like: (my total favs r in bold n my extra total favs r in bold capital letters : )

"HELL YEAH!" (a.k.a Shannaro)Inner Sakura

"BELIEVE IT!" (a.k.a Datte ba yo)-Naruto

"Leave me alone" (a.k.a Watashi tanshin demasu)-Winter & Evi

"I WONT GIVE UP!" (a.k.a Akiramenai)-Winter

"How I curse& try not to cry these days when even your lingerin' ghost starts to fade away"-unknown & Winter (Me! i added a bit to it)

"One last time you close your eyes,never to be opened again even at the end of time& I'll try not to cry"-unknown & Winter (i added a bit to it)

"I hold you close but the wind still blows"-unknown

"IT HURTS TO BE BETRAYED BY THE ONE YOU LOVE DOESN'T IT?unknown (it hurts more than anyone can imagine!)

"The dark falls & will cover & destroy those who resist but will protects & hide those who embrace it"-unknown & Winter

"ONCE I DROPPED A TEAR IN THE OCEAN...AND THE DAY I FIND IT IS THE DAY I'LL STOP LOVING YOU"-unknown (in other words it means i'll never stop luvin' u: D)

"How can two people who are more than perfect for each other be separated?"-unknown

"You laugh at me cause I'm different,I laugh at you cause you're all the same"-unknown

"I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not"-unknown

"To the world,you're just a person,but to me,you are the world"-unknown

"When it's dark enough,you can see the stars"-Charles A. Beard

"People commit suicide for one reason...to escape torment"-Li Ang

"Those whom God wishes to destroy,he first makes mad"-unknown (Cool but 'tis very creepy! n i also don't think it b true but i still like it)

"Darkness & a troubled mind aren't very compatible"-unknown

"Just like an arrow,swift & true"-unknown

"If you feel sad,if you feel alone,look for a smile,it will make you happy"-my mommy (She's the best in the universe : )

"Suicide is telling God we quit"-Evi (my alter-ego)

"You say I'm pretty when I cry"-unknown

"You say you love me but you don't know who I am"-from song "Let Me Go"

"Happiness is a state of activity"-Aristotle

"One glance at a book and you hear the voice of another person, perhaps someone dead for 1,000 years. To read is to voyage through time"-Carl Sagan

"Follow your heart"-unknown (Never heard any wiser words : )

"In relationships the little things are the big things"-unknown

"A strong person and a waterfall always channel their own path"-unknown

"It is better to light a candle than to curse the darkness"-Chinese Proverb

"Life is like a waterslide: chose a slide and you're in it till the end"-unknown

"When it seems that the door of opportunity is shut tight, look for a window to crawl through"-unknown

"Darkness cannot run out darkness, only light can do that. Hate cannot run out hate, only love can do that"-Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

"World peace begins at home"-bumper sticker

"The kindness you show others will come back to you-- if not today or tomorrow, then someday"-unknown

"It's kind of fun to do the impossible"-Walt Disney

"A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a step"-Lao-Tzu

"People will listen to you more if you learn to listen to them first"-unknown

"All that is gold does not glitter, not all who wander are lost"-J.R.R Tolkien

"It takes courage and self-confidence to be yourself"-unknown

"How far that little candle throws its beams! So shine a good deed in a weary world"-William Shakespeare

"A little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest men/woman"-Roald Dahl

"Inspiration comes from the word "breathe," to "inspire." So don't forget to breathe!"-unknown

"A day without laughter is a day without sunshine"-unknown

"Curiosity killed the cat, but it works for everyone else"-unknown

"Carpe diem-seize the day!"-unknown (Latin sayin'!)

"The great art of writing is knowing when to stop"-Josh Billings

"He who is really hurt doesn't talk"-unknown

"Experience to live life"-girl from my school

"LOVE IS GIVING SOMEONE THE ABILITY TO DESTROY YOU, BUT TRUSTING THEM NOT TO"-unknown

"Hate will only cause more hate!"-unknown (doesn't take a genious to figure this out,ne_~)

"People cry to show they still have their hearts!"-unknown

"Crying is the strength to admit that something is the matter, whether it's good or bad"-unknown (it takes a lot of courage to accept things even if they're bad ~nod~)

"The wounds of war run deep, cutting across generations. But there is always the hope of healing, so long as there are souls among us, whose hearts are more full of love...than hate..."-unknown (i hate fightin'! so it b good to know we can heal)

"IT'S FINE IF IT'S PAINFUL, NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT HURTS INSIDE...WHETHER IT'S PAIN...OR LOVE...THEY'RE ALL PART OF MY DREAM!"-Mitsuki

"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."-unknown

"I smile because I have no idea what's going on"-unknown

"YOU THINK LIFE NEEDS A PURPOSE, BUT THE TRUE PURPOSE OF LIFE IS TO LIVE THROUGH IT. PEOPLE WHO COMMIT SUICIDE ARE QUITTERS. QUITTERS ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO WEAK TO FACE REALITY!!"-unknown

"What if life is just a dream we need to wake up from?"-unknown

"FLESH AND BLOOD AREN'T JUST THE BASIS FOR BEING HUMAN..."-unknown

"IT'S BEAUTIFUL WHEN IT RAINS. IT SEEMS LIKE THE WORLD IS CRYING FOR US. AFTER IT'S DONE CRYING IT SHOWS US ALL OVER AGAIN HOW ALIVE THIS WORLD IS WITH THE SUN AND THE COLORS OF THE RAINBOW. IT SHOWS US THAT AFTER THE TEARS WE CAN SMILE AGAIN. WE CAN MOVE ON...THAT'S WHY IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL."-unknown

Poems I Like & Poems I Created:

You Know Me Not

You look at me Yet turn away You see my tears but walk away You know the truth but you don't care You care not of me but of yourself You look at clouds and see nothing You know not what you do to me You don't see my pain or you don't choose too Truthfully you know nothing about me You don't care and you don't know So for that I hate you so... -unknown

Tears In The Rain

Tears fall from my eyes As rain falls from the sky My tears are hot As for the rain is cold My tears are salty As for the rain is not My tears sting As the rain washes them away This is what it means to stand with tears in the rain... -unknown

12.27.09 - I'm...shocked. Well, alright, maybe I'm not. But sheesh! I can't believe how...insane? immature? childish? weird? I was. Ah but that's wrong too, 'cause I can believe it. Oh hell. I was one weird kid/teen/whatever. But at least I was happy back then, ne? Of course I am right now too. I'm finally super comfortable in my own skin. The joys of being 16, you know- older. ... Why am I even posting this? Hmmm, well, I guess I'm still a tad bit weird. Not so much but still a bit. Anyway, I got to go so... Bye.