AU Post season 2. Stiles can't stand how imperfect he is to everyone and everything...especially to Derek. This story follows the both of them through trials and nightmares as Stiles struggles with inner demons and constant despair. After sleepless nights and too much thinking, Stiles comes to learn just where he fits in this idealized reflection that the world calls "perfect".

Stiles hated this. He hated lying, he hated the secrecy and he was beginning to hate that he had to pretend he was fine when he felt like he was falling apart. Takes place just after Abomination. AU. Slow build. Slash. Sterek.

Stiles has been fighting a battle on his own for the last 8 years. His mom lost the battle, but Stiles still fights. He ignores his weaknesses in order to help his friends to survive against the supernatural, but what happens when the werewolves can smell his sickness? Rated Mature for future chapters. Please review :)

When Stiles attempts the unthinkable, the pack has to contemplate how they're treating him. Warning! Attempted Suicide

Every Alpha dreams of finding their True Mate, the other half of their soul. Derek knows his chances of finding his is one in a million and refuses to dwell in a fantasy world of hope. It's just his luck that his True Mate practically runs him down one day as he tries to escape from the City Police.

Stiles and Derek find a dead body, before they can do anything about it the police is there to investigate. During their investigation Stiles and Derek find a common ground and some unexpected feelings for each other.

Derek sighed again, "There's something Stiles needs to understand" he said "It's a known fact that Werewolves are very possessive. That's why Lydia and Allison haven't been targeted because they smell like their mates – like pack" Stiles' eyebrows furrowed "Why don't I smell like pack" he was clearly offended. "It's quite hard to smell like pack when you're not a wolf or sleeping