"Dan, I'm gay." Phil thought it was a reality, then he woke up. But was it just a dream? This story is of the pairing Phan or Dan Howell/danisnotonfire and Phil Lester/AmazingPhil. There is lots of Phan sexiness and maybe a little bit of sadness. I hope you enjoy it. :D

A PHAN FICTION LOVE STORY! STARRING AMAZINGPHIL AND DANISNOTONFIRE. Please note this story involves sex, attempted suicide and an eating disorder. I cannot really summarise this fanfic so just give it a go and follow it if you like it. - Thank you.

Dan self-harms and is anorexic. Can Phil help him battle his demons, or is he too tightly held in their grip? (Phan) WARNING: may be triggering.

It was elegant, a single clip blade tucked neatly into a dark mahogany handle. He drew the cool flat of the blade against his inner wrist, shivering in anticipation. (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire).

One morning, Dan and Phil get up and soon realize they have no waking memory of their lives. They can't remember their names or any specific people. They are alone in a place that is obviously their own, but how will they get their memory back? Warning: this is a rather dark story. (Changed to M for triggering material.)

The events of the previous night make Dan want to die. Because, really, no human being should have to put up with someone as pathetic and horrible as Dan. Especially not sweet, innocent Phil... Phan. Mentions of limes. Rated M because I'm paranoid (like everyone else).

Phil and Dan are cute. Phil and Dan are gay. Phil and Dan are oblivious. Phil and Dan are not together. Well, not really. Well, maybe. Eventually. Possibly. And Totoro keeps eyeing them. Silly plush thing. SLASH, Phan sexiness! This ain't your mommas slash, kid. Be warned. In here be monsters. And no, I can't write a proper summary. Eh.

Dan is in love but is afraid that person can never love him back. He turns to dangerouse things and takes them too far... It's a long road to recovery but with that little thing called love he can be okay Dan POV unless stated

I was prompted to write a fic in which Dan fucks Phil while he's sleeping. Written in first person point of view, from Dan's perspective. Contains depictions of male-on-male sex that is slightly non-consensual. [Disclaimer: I do not own/know Dan or Phil. No events in this fic have actually taken place. Phan is not real.]