IluvmyJimmyChooshide bio
 A little bit about me Well, i have been in love with Grey's Anatomy since FOREVER. I discovered this site one day while doing research for an essay i was writing for uni, and instantly fell in LOVE...the rest, well, that's history FanFiction is my lifeblood...when i'm not studying or not thinking about studying, FF is my escape! My favourite couple on Grey's is MEREDITH AND DEREK...Yes! i do worship at the alter of their dysfunctional, cheesy, dark and twisty, 'love you even if i hate you' relationship. They're all I tend to read about here at FF.net. I completely adore Meredith. In ways i am just like her... "I fought it for as long as I could. And now, looking back, I realised that I'd fallen long before i even admitted it to myself. It was the scariest, most vulnerable feeling I'd ever felt in my life." Derek...what can i say about him, he's McDreamy. "Its just...you're that guy. That guy that every girl dreams exist. You're the guy in all those cheesy romance movies. The ones who hold a radio over his head or whatever. I mean, I always dreamt you existed, but more in a prince charming fairytale kind of way. I hoped, even believed that you were out there somewhere. But, never once did I dream you'd pick me." I'm not an author of any sorts yet on this site (sorry! for my lack of contribution) as i have yet to summon the courage to put my MEREDITH AND DEREK story into writing (they really only ever exist in the totality that is my subconciousness). So, i am mainly just a reader! Stories i have read here have taken my already profound love of their relationship to a whole new level... they have also taught me a great deal about relationships in a way... |
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Shattered Dreams by merder4lifetime reviews
Begins with events on episode 4.11 and its immediate aftermath. Definitely Mer/Der as they work through this latest break up and ultimately make their way to a healthy, nurturing, committed relationship. Shattered Dreams Fulfilled will have its original conclusion in spite of S11.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 243 - Words: 1,146,055 - Reviews: 2272 - Favs: 309 - Follows: 282 - Updated: 11/18/2017 - Published: 1/25/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G.
Thinking Over by TurnMyGriefToGrace reviews
Mainly a MerDer story. Maybe the other characters. My Season 4 continuation after 4.11 in which I attempt to fix things. Hopefully a good healing fic. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 179 - Words: 819,829 - Reviews: 3516 - Favs: 643 - Follows: 573 - Updated: 2/20/2016 - Published: 1/10/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Where You Belong by starvingstudent reviews
What if Derek and Meredith had been together through all of season two and beyond? A different look at season 2 Includes all major events from the *COMPLETE*
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 131 - Words: 686,328 - Reviews: 3562 - Favs: 1,047 - Follows: 720 - Updated: 9/28/2013 - Published: 9/28/2007 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Has This Ship Sailed? by sozzy reviews
Meredith and Derek don't talk much. Meredith decides to try it; it seems to help. She and Derek progress, and she accepts her sisters. Mark and Derek talk. Meredith and Derek visit the Shepards. They're engaged! I don't own Grey's Anatomy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 117,757 - Reviews: 168 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 4/16/2013 - Published: 3/17/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Bright and Shiny by karensmith reviews
AU MerDer. Different take on season 1 and the relationships. What if MerDer were married before she started her internship?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 228 - Words: 166,158 - Reviews: 5487 - Favs: 1,342 - Follows: 952 - Updated: 7/7/2011 - Published: 7/6/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Heartbreaking Reverberations by merder4lifetime reviews
Beyond the post it wedding. It was sweet, romantic and tender, as a prelude to a wedding. But we've been told "it was the wedding", and big reverberations forthcoming, implying the shoe is about to drop. This explores S. Rhimes cryptic message.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 202,819 - Reviews: 358 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 114 - Updated: 9/21/2010 - Published: 6/14/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Painful Doubts by merder4lifetime reviews
Post5.17-3 chapters became 13.Meredith deals with truth behind some of his words,forcing Derek to own up to consequences of drunken words and actions. Undoubtedly, written in support of the"legend",includes post engagement scene,6.12& hopeful pre SF post.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 37,011 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 5/20/2010 - Published: 3/18/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Do You Ever Get Weary by greymcdreamysgh reviews
MERDER. Future. Home. Love. Marriage. Family. Surgery.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 212,800 - Reviews: 406 - Favs: 253 - Follows: 171 - Updated: 5/12/2010 - Published: 11/7/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Best You Never Had by Dempsey Dreamer reviews
Mer/Der AU ...
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 33,481 - Reviews: 195 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 3/11/2010 - Published: 10/13/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S.
God Must Have Spent A Little More Time on You by StarsHollowGazette2010 reviews
MerDer post season 5, exploration into married life of our favorite characters.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 93 - Words: 266,042 - Reviews: 1032 - Favs: 355 - Follows: 159 - Updated: 9/30/2009 - Published: 6/3/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Glorious Day by merderfanseriously reviews
A MerDer Story. Derek and Meredith as parents. Was a one shot, but now it's chapters!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 31 - Words: 143,488 - Reviews: 460 - Favs: 234 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 9/22/2009 - Published: 4/7/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Love in the Time of Science by Morgen86 reviews
Love. Tragedy. The things we’ve left unsaid. This is their story. Set after episode 5.05. Mer/Der
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 155,278 - Reviews: 439 - Favs: 202 - Follows: 175 - Updated: 9/20/2009 - Published: 10/27/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Dreams by OctoberJune reviews
When Meredith Grey relocates to Paris for six weeks to finish her most recent novel, she never expects to fall in love let alone become the heroin of her own story. Mer/Der only. Already completed, just correcting/posting an older fic.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 16 - Words: 45,689 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 6/20/2009 - Published: 6/10/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Can't Help Falling in Love by StarsHollowGazette2010 reviews
Derek Shepherd, Neurosurgeon. Meredith Grey, first grade teacher. What happens when their worlds collide? AU MerDer
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 89 - Words: 219,717 - Reviews: 1203 - Favs: 463 - Follows: 211 - Updated: 6/3/2009 - Published: 3/30/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Many the Miles by GreysAddict522 reviews
What if it hadn't started with sex? When MerDer first meet online, the connection is palpable. But when Derek moves to Seattle, will the realities of working together interfere? An alternate look at season 1 and beyond. AU for people that don't like AU.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 107,869 - Reviews: 401 - Favs: 380 - Follows: 201 - Updated: 6/1/2009 - Published: 2/13/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
My Lady's House by Morgen86 reviews
“Her voice came calling to him from out in the hall. Soft and hopeful. The voice of the woman who would be his wife.” Meredith and Derek on their engagement night. A post Elevator Love Letter one shot.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,588 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 148 - Follows: 28 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
you're like coming home by StarsHollowGazette2010 reviews
Grey's Anatomy College Version. I know it's been done before, but give this a try! MerDer and slight Maddison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 88 - Words: 182,608 - Reviews: 863 - Favs: 325 - Follows: 139 - Updated: 3/30/2009 - Published: 11/12/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Act of Contrition by Morgen86 reviews
Guilt and longing, love and anger. How do you find the first step towards redemption? A MerDer one-shot, post 5.17.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,522 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/16/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
One Step Back to You by TortieCat86 reviews
Before Rose, there were a hundred steps to go. After Rose, the path to their happy-ever-after seemed endless, but even the most arduous journey begins with one step. Derek and Meredith need to meet in the middle. M/D. Post 4.11. Reviews always adored
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 21 - Words: 182,410 - Reviews: 319 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 141 - Updated: 3/8/2009 - Published: 10/20/2007
Helpless When She Smiles by GraveDancer reviews
A post Didn't We Almost Have it All fanfic. Completely totally 100 MerDer...although hell, it's going to be a roller coaster ride. Song fic...Helpless When You Smile by the Backstreet Boys...yes, their brand new song.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 70 - Words: 109,239 - Reviews: 1038 - Favs: 293 - Follows: 203 - Updated: 11/3/2008 - Published: 5/25/2007 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Lightning Strikes Twice by AriaAdagio reviews
MerDer, post Time After Time. Derek takes Meredith to meet his family in Connecticut, but nothing goes as planned. [Lightning Series #1][COMPLETE]
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 58 - Words: 488,337 - Reviews: 1693 - Favs: 734 - Follows: 303 - Updated: 7/18/2008 - Published: 4/29/2007 - [Meredith G., Derek S.] OC - Complete
Still Here by starvingstudent reviews
She may have lost faith in the world, but never in him...' Sequel to 'WHAT I'M HERE FOR.' MerDer wedding.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 113,733 - Reviews: 324 - Favs: 312 - Follows: 126 - Updated: 6/23/2008 - Published: 4/18/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Count On Me by littlemissaddicted reviews
Mer/Der AU. Meredith and Derek are best friends, but one of them wants more. When circumstances force them to be pretend lovers, what happens? Now rated M for later chapters. Chapter 41 is finally up!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 103,286 - Reviews: 549 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 167 - Updated: 6/22/2008 - Published: 3/1/2008
Gravity by GreysAddict522 reviews
Sequel to Nothing Else Matters. MerDer have been living together for a few months and are finally letting their relationship progress. But when tragedy strikes, everything that they've built together gets called into question. Can they make it all work?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 145,939 - Reviews: 576 - Favs: 274 - Follows: 117 - Updated: 4/14/2008 - Published: 9/30/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
What I'm Here For by starvingstudent reviews
Meredith runs, but this time lets Derek find her...' MerDer from Susan's death to 'yes' with all of the steps in between.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 46 - Words: 207,757 - Reviews: 889 - Favs: 574 - Follows: 230 - Updated: 2/29/2008 - Published: 5/27/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Tears In Heaven by littlemissaddicted reviews
Meredith and Derek are married, and have been for three years. But when circumstances threaten to destroy all they have accomplished, will they pull together, or tear each other apart? Chapter nineteen is up.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 78,680 - Reviews: 211 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 11/9/2007 - Published: 6/13/2007
Nothing Else Matters by GreysAddict522 reviews
After the Season 3 finale, how over is it for MerDer? Can they repair all of the damage that they've done to their relationship? MerDer focus with other characters integrated into their plot. THE FINAL CHAPTER IS UP!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 60,507 - Reviews: 144 - Favs: 227 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 9/9/2007 - Published: 7/27/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Replaced By Everyday by Gig in the Sky reviews
Meredith and Derek cope with the challenges of marriage and family. Season 4 future fic.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 85,527 - Reviews: 216 - Favs: 217 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 8/29/2007 - Published: 7/1/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
The World Turned Over by Morgen86 reviews
Meredith and Derek discover what is worse: the pain of keeping secrets, or the aftermath of the telling. Set in early Season 2. Decidedly MerDer. Completed!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 297,735 - Reviews: 1374 - Favs: 563 - Follows: 271 - Updated: 6/27/2007 - Published: 12/7/2006 - Complete
Standing on Solid Ground by AriaAdagio reviews
Post Some Kind of Miracle. MerDer. Following the ferry arc, Derek is paralyzed by his fears of losing Meredith, while Meredith grapples with the consequences of giving up. A story about one second, and how that second changed everything.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 105,508 - Reviews: 454 - Favs: 306 - Follows: 104 - Updated: 4/17/2007 - Published: 2/25/2007 - [Meredith G., Derek S.] - Complete