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 Author has written 17 stories for Death Note, Harry Potter, and Doctor Who. Hi... If you arrived here from LiveJournal, my apologies. You are probably looking for Merlin or Merlin RPS. Those stories and probably the entirety of my published on-line fanfiction can be found archived at one of these two places. Please click either of the links below to reach them. My life's crazed right now, but I do plan on updating periodically in between moving, finding new schools for the children, and Dragon*Con. Did you see that Bloodshot Eyes won some awesome placement awards over at Dotmoon? Also, they are taking nominations for 2010, so it's time to nominate your favorites from this year and last. So... you want something good to read? This list of authors (in first to last by when they applied to me to beta-read for them) is a must: This is a list of stories that lovely writers have written or dedicated for/to me: MiaoShou: Tierfal: Jenwryn: Chamyl: Ca_Te: IceQueenRex: |
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Of Music by Mikanis reviews
Light is at the theatre, escaping from his life as he does every performance. Fate hands him her calling card in the way of a stranger sitting across the room. Can Light maintain his life when this one man manages to slip into it like he belongs there? AU
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 15 - Words: 97,027 - Reviews: 750 - Favs: 874 - Follows: 815 - Updated: 3/23/2016 - Published: 11/6/2007 - Light Y., L
The Slow Path of Rehabilitation by Silver Pard reviews
Light has a problem. Light has lots of problems. None of them seem to be going away, despite his best efforts. Redivivus Side Stories.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,293 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 689 - Follows: 544 - Updated: 5/29/2010 - Published: 10/31/2008 - Light Y., Ryuk
Going to Marrakesh by Edmondia Dantes Redux reviews
It's not right and it's not nice to try to kill the same thing twice. A divergence fiction.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 30,322 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 5/17/2010 - Published: 4/29/2009 - Light Y., L, Misa A. - Complete
For Better, For Worse by RobinRocks reviews
USUK. Roses are red, violets are blue, but green has always looked better on you. The Special Relationship as a marriage from then until now.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,642 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 378 - Follows: 26 - Published: 3/17/2010 - America, England/Britain - Complete
Between the Black and White by Serria reviews
When L captures Light, he finds himself unwilling to relinquish his kindred spirit to the police, and instead has other plans to make Kira atone for his crimes. But the saga of Shinigami, genius intellect and old memories - BB - has only just begun.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 103,652 - Reviews: 471 - Favs: 598 - Follows: 618 - Updated: 2/19/2010 - Published: 7/3/2007 - L, Light Y.
Redivivus by Silver Pard reviews
The most important thing Ryuk learned watching Light Yagami was how to follow the rules to the letter and still break them.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 47,786 - Reviews: 941 - Favs: 2,613 - Follows: 2,245 - Updated: 2/12/2010 - Published: 4/7/2008 - Light Y., L
Apples Equals Cyanide Equals Light by Silver Pard reviews
Ryuk’s favourite equation. It means the death of boredom, the only death that actually matters. Gift fic for Computerfreak101
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,727 - Reviews: 157 - Favs: 921 - Follows: 195 - Updated: 12/12/2009 - Published: 12/9/2008 - Ryuk, Light Y. - Complete
Jericho by Tierfal reviews
He will destroy Light Yagami if it is the last thing he does. Light/L.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,207 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 15 - Published: 1/22/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Sidekicking by Underwater Owl reviews
Gevanni and Matt collide head on, and discuss the nature of sidekicking and take a little bit of comfort in each other.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 889 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 37 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Matt, S. Gevanni - Complete
108 Bells by Serria reviews
Light meets his ever present stalker at a New Year's festival. The bells bid farewell to the past year, but the question lingers: which will be the one to claim the new tomorrow? L/Light
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,978 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 15 - Published: 12/27/2008 - Light Y., L - Complete
By and By by Tierfal reviews
He imagined you could lose yourself in those eyes - release your handholds and forget all you’d ever been. It was their vastness, or their depth, or their color, or the weird-muddled fusion of the three. Light/L.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,211 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 10 - Published: 12/24/2008 - Light Y., L - Complete
Seduction by MiaoShou reviews
When Raito finds himself chained to L, he expects the manipulative detective to do everything he can to prove he's Kira. But what else does L want from Raito? Yaoi, PWP, LxLight.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 27,771 - Reviews: 199 - Favs: 464 - Follows: 146 - Updated: 12/22/2008 - Published: 8/9/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Awareness by Scripta Lexicona reviews
Light has some lessons to teach L. Whether he wants to learn or not. All lessons now completed.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,693 - Reviews: 185 - Favs: 374 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 12/7/2008 - Published: 10/23/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Anything at All by Tierfal reviews
Mello doesn't say what he means, but he says the opposite, which is almost as good. Matt/Mello.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 9 - Published: 12/7/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Close by MiaoShou reviews
Near discovers some interesting items amongst L's paperwork. Leading him to ask questions which seem to have no answers.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,992 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 266 - Follows: 33 - Published: 11/24/2008 - Near - Complete
Dumb Luck by Tierfal reviews
“Mello smiled like a complacent cat. ‘We,’ he announced, ‘should play strip poker.’” Matt/Mello/Near Wammy's madness ensues.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,609 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 204 - Follows: 18 - Published: 11/10/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Salt by Alien ABC's reviews
He doesn't understand, but he obeys. Slash.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 189 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/5/2008 - Mikami T. - Complete
We Existed by Mirror and Darkling reviews
Roxas didn't understand. What was the difference between those with no heart, and those with them? Akuroku.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 835 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 8 - Published: 10/18/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Don't by Pardon the Insanity reviews
He didn't want to feel, and he didn't want to care. But around Orihime, Ulquiorra found it difficult to keep from doing either. Ulquihime
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,543 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 171 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 9/25/2008 - Published: 8/31/2008 - Ulquiorra, Orihime I. - Complete
Survive by RobinRocks reviews
LelouchxSuzaku/SuzakuxLelouch. "It wasn't a suggestion, Suzaku. It was an order." For AutumnDynasty. Threeshot. COMPLETE.
Code Geass - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,215 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 498 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 9/14/2008 - Published: 1/20/2008 - Lelouch L., Suzaku K. - Complete
Desideratum by Serria reviews
L didn't have a real name and he finds his immunity to the Death Note tragic. Light joins him on his journey of self discovery when Interpol joins the task force in finding Kira. The battle of the wits between detective and suspect isn't over. Yaoi
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 110,264 - Reviews: 537 - Favs: 581 - Follows: 593 - Updated: 7/26/2008 - Published: 5/13/2007 - Light Y., L
Scarlet Letter by RobinRocks reviews
A gothic romance of L Lawliet, Beyond Birthday and Light Yagami as the tales of serial murderers tangle on the streets of London, shrouded by the shadow of the single letter that started it all. COMPLETE.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 7 - Words: 23,374 - Reviews: 225 - Favs: 251 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 6/30/2008 - Published: 5/1/2008 - L, BB - Complete
The Prince by Neverending Odyssey reviews
He is not a saint. He is not God. Even his sense of justice is skewed. After all, how can Kira rationalize his use of the Death Note when he himself is nothing but a common criminal? A member of the yakuza? LxRaito, AU.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 123,568 - Reviews: 625 - Favs: 915 - Follows: 842 - Updated: 6/23/2008 - Published: 12/24/2007 - Light Y., L
A Canticle for Lawliet by Underwater Owl reviews
Twenty-five moments along the way. This is more of a character sketch than a story.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,464 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 5/27/2008 - Published: 5/20/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Gaslight Gothic by RobinRocks reviews
Victorian Elseworlds oneshot. A look at a very different first meeting between Light and L, the former untainted and the latter seeking his destruction elsewhere. LxLight.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,735 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 149 - Follows: 20 - Published: 5/20/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Sola Fide by Serria reviews
Naomi Misora gives L the lead he needs advance the Kira investigation with an arrested suspect and a possible conclusion. But in a world without eyes, he and Light Yagami are left guessing in a game that has no need for sanity. L/Light
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,811 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 267 - Follows: 47 - Published: 4/30/2008 - Light Y., L - Complete
Define Compatible? by ChanceXIII reviews
Romance, in general, could be considered the anti-thesis of anything having to do with common sense. Romance, however, must never be mistaken for love. YAOI ONE-SHOT L x Raito
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,810 - Reviews: 151 - Favs: 602 - Follows: 68 - Published: 4/23/2008 - Light Y., L - Complete
The Scream by Nilahxapiel reviews
AU. Kira had stolen everything from him; his life, his identity, his art… Hate consumed him, motivated him, drove him…and fear was his prison. But Raito is breaking free, and his rescuer is far from a knight in shining armor…Slight Yaoi.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22,266 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 554 - Follows: 75 - Published: 4/2/2008 - Light Y., L - Complete
Technicalities by uchiha.s reviews
AU. Oneshot. L is the creepy intern in the school computer lab, and Raito's computer just broke.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,927 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 318 - Follows: 22 - Published: 4/1/2008 - Light Y., L - Complete
Nicotine Patches and Picture Books by Underwater Owl reviews
As far as Matt's concerned, this 'saving' bit is the worst thing to ever happen to him. When you get gunned down, you should just die, not wake up in a hospital bed months and miles later. Bloody Near never could leave well enough alone, could he?
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 16,927 - Reviews: 131 - Favs: 335 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 3/7/2008 - Published: 2/21/2008 - Matt, Near - Complete
An Invitation For Provocation by synonomy reviews
Light craves a new kind of reaction from L, and is determined to get it. By any means necessary.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,297 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 19 - Published: 11/17/2007 - Light Y., L - Complete
Once is Once by Keyhala reviews
The same second that short and messy raven black hair was revealed, he staggered one step backwards. Those deep, black eyes looked calmly back at him. He took a shaky breath. “…L…”[Full summary inside]Yaoi.RaitoxL.[Spoils to vol7][chapter 14 FINALLY up]
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 14 - Words: 85,206 - Reviews: 228 - Favs: 204 - Follows: 234 - Updated: 9/28/2007 - Published: 11/18/2006 - Light Y., L
Checkerboard Dancefloor by RobinRocks reviews
Mello acts unnervingly like Near. Matt plays Pokemon. And they kiss on the kitchen table, of course. MelloxMatt.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,638 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/11/2007 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Onion Politics by Broken-and-fallen reviews
Ritsuka is older, Soubi's the same. That's mainly the reason the boy's so angry. Fluff, crack, general dumbassery. SoubixRitsuka. Drabble.
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,507 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/6/2007 - Complete
Smoke by Broken-and-fallen reviews
It's always the smoke that he remembers. SoubixRitsuka. One shot. Fluff.
Loveless - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,429 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/6/2007 - Complete
ParaSomnia by AnOtic reviews
L is having problems sleeping. Then again, he was never handcuffed to someone by day and night, so his sleeping disorder never really came up. However, Yagami Light has now become a victim of L's mysterious problem. :: Implied yaoi, LxRaito: R&R
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,913 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 2/27/2007 - Published: 2/7/2007
Candy Girl by Elektra3 reviews
She's such a sweet thing.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 8 - Published: 3/10/2006 - Complete
Great Minds by runespear reviews
Rated for language and yaoi (not intense). Raito and L have a conversation about the physical act of love. Set during handcuff and forfeit!Raito chapters.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,564 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 160 - Follows: 27 - Published: 2/1/2005
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A Seussical DeathNote Seduction reviews
One L Lawliet is convinced one Light Yagami actually loves him, and goes about questioning him in Green Eggs and Ham fashion. Consider yourself warned! Cracktastic Writing Ahead. Blame Tierfal and Anon Poster at her Porny Party.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/22/2010 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Be Mine? reviews
Like capturing all the candy hearts scattered on the floor, Light's attempts to make L notice him seem just as futile. However, with a little help from cupid, just maybe Light's finally found a way to L's heart. Extreme Fluff. REPOSTED
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,822 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 11 - Published: 2/14/2010 - L, Light Y.
My Cup of Tea reviews
There are some days the Tardis is too small for the both of them. And really, all Rose wants is a little appreciation. But doesn't she know? He finds her the most remarkable of all.
Doctor Who - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 633 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/8/2010 - 10th Doctor, Rose T. - Complete
No Hope for Beyond reviews
Emotions do not force humans to feel nor do they excuse unacceptable behavior as much as we'd like to blame them. However, when L refuses B; he wants, needs to see L bleed like a human.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,016 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/29/2009 - BB, L - Complete
No Day Like Today reviews
Who's Who? The reader must guess. Death Note in short ficlets with a pairing title. You guess the characters being written about. All reviews receive a response. Find out if you're right. REPOSTED.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,153 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/23/2009 - Complete
A Time and Season reviews
Light curses the gods that make him respond so to L, because what the detective wants, he always gets.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,066 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 13 - Published: 12/13/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Midnight Confession reviews
Mello wakes up in a tizzy, but nothing leaves him angrier than finding Matt with Near in the late hours of the night, especially when he's been hinting at wanting more from the redhead gamer.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,594 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/6/2009 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Frankenstein's Secret reviews
When a Wammy boy secretly outshines a government agency, a service employee is sent to investigate. Too bad for the agency, L and Quillish Wammy have already taken care of the situation.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,281 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/2/2009 - Watari - Complete
Blonde Expressions reviews
Halle knew when she was being played. Thing is, she was used to faking it, and this cause, was well worth the effort.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,187 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/24/2009 - Published: 11/21/2009 - Halle L., Mello - Complete
Close Encounters of the Third Kind reviews
Matt and Mello have a sleepover. Near crashes. X-Files spurs debate on science, religion and the existence of God. Prank's pulled and Near and Mello discover how well they work together.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,794 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/13/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
Take No Prisoners reviews
No one dared approach God, except L Lawliet. Blatant misapplication of Gandhi quotes and hints of teen sexual activity.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Published: 10/11/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Folie à deux reviews
Co-written with Serria. L challenges Light to a battle of wills, one that goes beyond the usual fistfights. How can Kira refuse? violence and dub-con
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,414 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/27/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Finite Sensibilities reviews
Near must battle alone against Kira, a man who strangely he can understand. And surprisingly enough, ruined his own life when he took the lives of those Near loved. So why then does destroying the God of the New World feel so right? But so wrong too?
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,549 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/18/2009 - Published: 2/18/2009 - Near, Light Y.
Drama at Julliard reviews
Light and L navigate their new relationship with interference from the heirs, an attractive musical genius named Mikami and the stress of not being chained together 24/7. Sequel to A Paparazzi Love Story. Will make better sense if you read Paparazzi.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,506 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 12/14/2008 - Published: 10/18/2008 - L, Light Y.
Egotistical Confessions of Two, Tortured Genii reviews
Light and L fight for dominance one day at a time. As they see more of each other, their kindred souls revealed, a new game is played. Follows canon in a strange way. Thirteen ficlets to make the written portrait whole. Spoilers up to seventh novel.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 3,062 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 11/19/2008 - Published: 4/28/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Why Harry Potter Likes the Color Red reviews
Red might trigger all kinds of emotions in the young wizard, and curiously, it is a prevelant color in every part of his story. Red-headed friends, Scarlet Phoenix and Quidditch Robes, Mahogany Broom, a Ruby-Eyed Mortal Enemy. Complete Challenge fic.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 666 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/1/2008 - Complete
A Paparazzi Love Story reviews
L takes on the paparazzi after they question his sexual orientation. Only when Matsuda, Misa and Light decide to help with damage control, do things really get out of hand! In the end, both L and Light realize there just may be some truth to those rumors.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 27 - Words: 45,467 - Reviews: 256 - Favs: 139 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 8/30/2008 - Published: 4/10/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete