Part 5 of my Be Be Your Love stories. I hate summaries. Basically, what should be really happy events aren't going as planned and it's making people sad and well ... brokenhearted. Ch9- Addek! MerDer.

Set in S4. Derek tells Meredith about his kiss with Rose, she tells him she's pregnant and she is done. All that's left to do is tie up loose ends but can Meredith really cut Derek out. MerDer.

Meredith runs, but this time lets Derek find her...' MerDer from Susan's death to 'yes' with all of the steps in between.

FINISHED AU: Derek and Meredith have grown up next to each other and have hated every minute of it. Now that the two of them are in the same work place, will they finally realize that animosity is closer to love than they thought? MerDer

Part 4 of the Be Be Your Love Series: Derek and Addison struggle with balancing their seperate relationships and the constant reminder of what they used to have. Ch8: Addek, MerDer,AddOC and Addex:bffs.

Now that Meredith and Addison have both given birth, Derek is a father to not one, but three newborns. How will he handle this? How will he divide up his time? Who will he chose to be with? Read to find out. Epilogue up!

Part 3 of the Be Be Your Love series. The consequences of Derek and Addison's infedelity and Meredith's accident are more complicated then anyone imagined. Ch8: Addek, MerDer

As a child, Meredith sees Derek and Mark as her older brothers. When she grown older, her long time crush on Derek and her deep connection with Mark flourish and grow into something different... and infinitely more complicated. MerMark, MerDer, AU.

Meredith and Derek cope with the challenges of marriage and family. Season 4 future fic.

When Meredith found out she was pregnant she moved to Boston in the hopes of being a better mother than her mother was. Now her daughter starts to understand that her parents are still in love. But will they ever realize it? Post season three, MerDer

My take on what might happen post season 3 finale and into season 4, plus some stuff that most likely WON'T happen. Something happens to Meredith.AGAIN, and can Derek help her? Lots of drama with the others too. I'm proud of this one...so READ IT!

The Prequel 'You Can't Run' was full of drama and heartache, but now Meredith and Derek are together and they're fighting for forever. With life being thrown at them more than they deserve, can they make it?

Next installment to Be Be Your Love. Things are still just as complicated and are deffinatly not getting simpler. Starts 3 months after the conclusion to Be Be Your Love: Sexual Healing. A fic by sydmonpeu aka KEDDA. Chap5: Addek, MerDer, AddOC.

What if Addison had never slept with Mark? A competely AU Meredith and Derek fanfiction. Also posted on the GA fanfic boards. Yes, obviously MD.

Where is Meredith and Derek's relationship at after the season three finale? When they finally realize they are meant for each other, where do they go next? Chapter seven is up!

MerDer. Possible Spoilers for Episode 3x25. Based on Promo bit, with tons of angst, ye be warned! What if Meredith was just the rebound girl? You don't marry the rebound girl. New and Final Chapter. Cont. of last chapter.

At SGH, it seems, that everyone just wants love. But when interns are sleeping with other interns, interns are sleeping with attendings, and attendings are sleeping with other attendings...things get complicated. By KEDDA.

They'd always told Derek that he was one doctor, he couldn't save the world. And he'd almost believed them, until his world became Meredith, and he knew he had to save her. A MerDer drama.

FINISHED AU: Meredith Grey is just like any other teenager in high school: struggling to understand her mother, trying to pass Biology, making friends, and falling in love with the most unattainable guy at Seattle Grace Prep.

Meredith and Derek dated for 6 years in New York until he started his internship at Seattle Grace. Now 7 years later she sees him and literally falls for him again. But there are two problems, he is engaged and she’s his wedding planner.

It is Christmas to New Years S2, 5 ch. Merek. Meredith's hurt, tired, sad. She's circling the drain. Derek struggles to do the right thing. When sex, tequila, work fail Meredith what can she do, but try to leave Seattle Grace. She wins in the end.

Meredith has abandonment issues. What if these issues were more serious than Derek realized? MerDer

Takes place right after the Whore speach. What happens after Derek calls Meredith a whore? MerDer! There's a meeting at the mediators and several other meetings.

Takes place after Wishin and Hopin. Mer is pulling away from Derek. Will he be able to save her from herself or will something happen that tests everyones faith and proves Mer is Far From Ordinary MerDer

Mer ignores her heart and picks Finn, who seems great...until he becomes possesive and abusive. Derek, left bruised and angry, might be the only person who can help her...if he lets himself notice. MerDer, angsty. NEWLY UPDATED FEBRUARY 24

A story of losing and finding each other eight years down the road. New characters are introduced that both keep Meredith and Derek apart and put them back together. Going from New York City, to Seattle, to Harrisburg, PA and back, their love follows them

Derek comes home from New York after leaving with Addison and sees Meredith. R&R please!

SPOILERS THRU LOSING MY RELIGION! WARNING: DEALS WITH SEXUAL ABUSE AND RAPE! After Meredith experiences the worst night of her life, someone has to pick up the pieces. Derek tries, and helps some, but Addison has something in common can she help? MerDer

An encounter between Meredith and Derek in an on call room causes things to spiral out of control, changing their lives, and the lives of others forever. Set during the awkward period when Meredith and Derek try to be friends. Merder

Set during and after the Code Black incident. Meredith is badly hurt by the explosion, and in the midst of her fight for life, Derek has to choose to uncrumple the promises she threw back at him, or to leave them with bomb debris and return to New York.

Meredith didn't deserve to be hurt so Derek walked away. And she was hurt by someone else. 2 years into the future. Song fic All I can Do by Chantal Kreviazuk. MerDer.

Ok, never would this happen, but a girl can fantasize. What happened after the A.D called cut on the set of the finale

Jeans. Yellow tee shirt. Grey jacket. Pink Converse. That's what eight year old Cassy Grey was wearing when her life changed forever...a look into the life of Meredith and her daughter Cassy and one hell of a misunderstanding...DerMer

Latest story, more angsty then normal. MerDer obviously. Sometime after Derek picks Addison, both are miserable. How far will they go in selfdestruction? COMPLETE

Meredith's life is spiraling down. She knows it, and soon everyone else will know it too. Can she pull herself out and allow those that love her to help? PostLMR MerDer

meredith tries to shut one door and open another, but will Derek let her?CHAPTER 11 UP! also has some stuff between addison and a new intern...mostly MD though

Meredith finally takes responsibility for her life and her actions. Post LMR.

What happens when Meredith is in a devistating car accident with a potentially happily never after? Derek begins to question his choice between the two women and Meredith has a secret that's going to change his life forever

My version of what happens next week... MERDER Obviously...

Meredith's leaving her old life behind to begin a new one. Chapter 22 now up! COMPLETE! please R&R.