CercandoUnaVoce
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Joined 04-03-18, id: 10566002, Profile Updated: 08-22-19
Author has written 15 stories for Chicago Fire, S.W.A.T., and SEAL Team.

“Tutto il problema della vita è rompere la propria solitudine, comunicare con gli altri” -Cesare Pavese-

In English: The whole problem of life is this: how to break your own loneliness, how to communicate with others.


Hi, as the quote I chose suggests, I'm here to communicate something.

Friendly reminder to myself: I am a preson. I'm authorized to have thoughts, and I'm authorized to have feelings. And that's not just it! I'm also allowed to express them.

Unfortunatley, finding the courage to publish is not always easy. But, anyway, I'm open to polite critics and comments on my stories. I always look forward to improve and learn. About that, if a Beta-Reader crosses this page by chance and is interested in helping me, please PM me, I'm quite lost in this period.


I have so many projects on my hands that sometimes I lose track of my thoughts, but I promise I'll do my best to never abandon a story.

My current works in progress:

SWAT:

- Crack, Break, Heal - This is the longest project I have undertaken so far, but unfortunately it's proceeding slower than expected.

- Love, Lies and Claustrophobia - My fisrt romance, almost done, only a couple chapters till the end.

SEAL Team:

- Hang in There, Brother - I had to pause this project because it was bacoming too heavy to handle. I'm counting to finish it with the tags and missing scenes from the last three episodes of the last season, ideally before the new season starts, but I'm running out of time.

- When Sonny's right - The title may change, this is the most concrete unpablished project on my deck now. It's about Clay being in trouble for not hearing to Sonny's warnings/whining. Chapter one is ready in two versions, but I still have to make up my mind on which one will be published.
The real problem for this is that I can't decide if make it as a sequel of my story Eyes Don't Lie, i.e. set mid season 2 and involving my OC Spencer, or if make it a distinct story, and set it post second season finale.

Aside from these projects, I have many more ideas and prompts ready to be developed in both fandoms. Well, if anyone would like to discuss anything about those stuff with me, I'll be here and glad to talk.


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Crack, Break, Heal reviews
Being a cop is a risky job, and being SWAT is even more. When Street has to learn this lesson the hard way, his team has to step up for him, pushing him hard to keep him feeling part of the family.
S.W.A.T. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 10 - Words: 43,807 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 9h - Published: 5/23
Love, Lies and Claustrophobia reviews
After Street and Chris kissed, their relationship cracked. Irreparably Chris keeps saying. Day after day, Street tries to win her back, and day after day, she turns him down. But when they find themselves trapped with anything else to do but wait for their teammates to rescue them and not only their friendship needing stitches, secrets and hidden feelings come to the surface.
S.W.A.T. - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,154 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 8/31 - Published: 8/3 - Complete
Hang In There, Brother reviews
Tag for episode 2.17-20. Some retakes, some missing scenes from the episode, just a peek in Clay and Sonny's minds right when things are happening.
SEAL Team - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 33,081 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 8/26 - Published: 4/16
Eyes Don't Lie reviews
A girl shows up at the bar where the guys are usually chilling demanding for Clay's attention. What she has to say about Ash and about herself is something that will change both their lives. One-shot written for the Writers Anonymous Random Opener Challenge.
SEAL Team - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,697 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 9 - Published: 6/29 - Clay S., OC - Complete
Like Him reviews
Little one-shot set after the second season finale. After the horrible day he had, loneliness is no good for Street. Fortunately, Luca is right there to support him.
S.W.A.T. - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,842 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/21 - Complete
The Sound of Brotherhood reviews
While tensions arise between Bravo Team members, a simple mission goes south and the team has to split leaving Clay lost. Facing the consequences of their choices, the whole Bravo Team struggles to keep the pieces together. There, Ray starts doubting himself, Sonny starts doubting everyone and everything, and Trent has to be the one to step up for them all.
SEAL Team - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 43,239 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 5/9 - Published: 2/4 - Complete
Mother and Son reviews
Street's mother is out in the wind, and Street suspects she is somewhere using. When the team breaks in a building to take out drugs smugglers, they find her there, and Street's nightmares come true. Just a little one-shot I wrote for the W.A. POV challenge. Narrated through Deacon's eyes.
S.W.A.T. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,707 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/18 - Complete
Christmas without bars reviews
Christmas is for families, and Street never had luck with that. His relationship with his mom is beyond problematical, but now he is SWAT and SWAT is a family. It took a while for him to understand that, and now, strong of that feeling, he can finally handle his complicated blood family. Little bonus scene from season 2 Christmas episode. Oneshot written for WA Holiday Challenge.
S.W.A.T. - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,535 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/22/2018 - Complete
Get back on the horse reviews
Sequel to my previous story 'Not alone'. As the S.W.A.T. family tries to help Street recover from his trauma, he decides to go visit his mother in jail. After all, what can go wrong?
S.W.A.T. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 20,033 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 12/5/2018 - Published: 10/26/2018 - Complete
Turning point reviews
Oneshot. Missing scene from episode 2x04 (spoiler!). A little peak on what happens in Street's mind right after his conversation with his mother. This is his emotional journey to start finding his way back to the team.
S.W.A.T. - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,576 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/23/2018 - Complete
It ain't over till it's over reviews
After spending a whole week running after bad guys in Western Africa, Bravo Team is now eager to go back home. But when the piece of hardware they call their ride starts making strange noises, they immediately acknowledge their goal is far from being reached.
SEAL Team - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 34,744 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 10/21/2018 - Published: 8/27/2018 - Complete
I needed you reviews
Oneshot about the relatioship between Clay and his parents. Warning: suicide is a major theme.
SEAL Team - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,114 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 11 - Published: 10/10/2018 - Clay S. - Complete
Not alone reviews
When Street goes missing, will the team be able to find him before it's too late? And can they protect him from the shadows of his past? Warning for some violence and mention of child abuse.
S.W.A.T. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 18,285 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 8/16/2018 - Published: 7/3/2018 - Complete
The long road home reviews
What if Otis' recovery doesn't go as well as it seems? How will he cope with some more unexpected? And how will the 51 family react? -I'm not a native English speaker so forgive me for grammar mistakes- -I'm always open to constructive critics-
Chicago Fire - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 8 - Words: 7,478 - Reviews: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/21/2018 - Published: 5/2/2018
stream of thoughts reviews
Spoiler 6X15-20 extended/missing scenes, trying to explore charcters's thoughts. Basically Otis but a lot of chicago fire's characters are present. This is my first fanfiction ever, I'm not native english speaker so I tried my best and I'm sorry for grammar mistake. Any comments and critics will be very apprecieted.
Chicago Fire - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,825 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/2/2018 - Published: 4/4/2018 - Complete