There are parts of our lives we ignore, parts of our memory & mind we wish did not exist, & parts of our hearts we keep in the dark. It keeps us from the hurt & pain we want so desperately to avoid. Detective Olivia Benson has more than her share of secrets, her new partner has demons of his own. Soon they see the only person who can reach that neglected space, is each other. EO

Scenes of Olivia's life post-Surrender Benson. Warnings: second person POV, sex, violence, and general unhappiness. Please heed the warnings for individual chapters. A bit of Bensidy, a bit of Olivia/Elliot. *Updated with a part 73 as of 4/26/19.*

AU. E/O. If Olivia had married the student that proposed to her when she was 16. Read the first chapter for a better overview. It's gonna be a wild ride, kids, buckle up.

*REHAUL AND REPOST* What happens when Elliot and Olivia run into each other after 7 years? On the night of his Bachelor party to another woman? Chaos ensues. EO

Olivia lets a sixteen-year secret slip. This story follows Elliot and Olivia through an entire partnership of denying an affair.

Snapshots of Elliot and Olivia's relationship, told over the course of three years/rated for language, content, and dark themes.

Picks up from the end of "Collateral Damages" when Tuckson is confirmed. Ed and Olivia are dating and Elliot has a new love interest. What happens when the former partners reconnect by chance after five years? Olivia struggles with her new feelings for Ed and old feelings for Elliot while trying to balance motherhood and being CO. What will she choose? Rated T but will turn to M.

He left the job but he didn't leave her. He would never do that. He didn't set foot in the 1-6 again for years after that fatal shooting in 2011, but how could he leave her after all those years together? If the past twelve years had proven anything, it was that their friendship was unbreakable. So what really happened aside from what was shown on screen? Rated M as of chapter 55.

Even after thirteen years she still remembers everything, and everything just feels right. Bensidy ship. Rated for content & language

Three years after Elliot leaves SVU, Olivia finds him unexpectedly. All of her old feelings of hurt and abandonment resurface. Will she stay with Brian? Will she choose Elliot? Slowly they begin to rekindle some type of relationship with each other, as neither one wants to lose the other again. But where will this new found relationship take them? Rated M for sexual content.

Door. Desk. Bookshelf. Bed. Spoilers for the end of the Always promo.

I don't need you. I don't want you. I don't love you. I'm a liar. One year, two months and seven days… I cant forget you.

Stupid, stupid, stupid, he thought, banging his head against the back of the driver seat, how childishly stupid. Castle and Beckett POVs. Happens after A Death In The Family, contains spoilers. Please read and review. Thanks!

Bobby and Alex have to go to a costume party. Bobby is dressed as Zorro, Alex is wearing a Catholic schoolgirl outfit. This is a LJ challenge and is Bobby/Alex fluff and romp. Zaps to your toes. Don't think about it too much.

Alex meets a guy, and ends up having a date for New Year's Eve. But something is amiss. Can Bobby Fix it? Second season, B/A. Nice stuff, a little angsty, nothing heavy. I hope you like it!

After the end of "all things". The first thing Scully noticed was her ear. It was cold. MSR.

post-ep 5x08 Kitsunegari: a fluffy, little piece, that just came to me when I rewatched the ep. MSR of course

Post-ep for Wildlife. He couldn't sleep because his wife had brushed against him when she rolled over, and he'd imagined it was Olivia's bare skin caressing his.

Elliot and Olivia on a stakeout right before Christmas. EO. Complete

oneshot. EO. Elliot speaks with the Father about his realtionship with Olivia.

At a bureau party, Tom Colton comes face to face with Agents Mulder and Scully, and finds that a lot has changed for the two agents.

Eames is coming back, and Goren can hardly stand the anticipation.

Bobby suspects that Alex is seeing someone - and he's jealous. (Story is COMPLETE as it stands - make of it what you will.)