hey guys, I just realized I haven't updated this since my senior year of high school, five years ago. A lot has changed since then. I'm not so busy for one thing. I no longer have all those wonderful projects and extra curricular activities I was so concerned with back then. Now it's easier for me to find time to write, but I hardly ever write anything that I think is good enough to let people read. My latest obsession is Wicked. I love this play. I think I can relate to Elphaba the most because our personalities are similar. We're both determined, passionate, and stubborn. I still play my flute that I played in high school, for no other reason than I enjoy it. I did the Disney College Program last fall and absolutely loved it, so much so I'm going to apply to do it again during next spring semester once I've graduated. I started going to college for teaching English but unfortunately I had to change my major due to some health concerns that don't necessarily mix too well with having to stay in a classroom full of teenagers. I have ulcerative colitis and I have to go to the restroom fairly frequently. I'm just going to leave that as the description of my illness, for those of you who want to know more simply pm me or google it. I will not let my illness keep me from updating anything. Writing gives me something to do on my sick days, which lately there seems to be a lot of. Hopefully I can get started on my new medicine pretty soon now that all my insurance issues are straightened out and payments are arranged.

well, i do have some really good quotes that i like. i guess i'll let you read a few of them.

"You can see houses flying through the air, can't you see that?" Fiyero from Wicked

"expect the unexpected, but be prepared for the best possible outcome," one of my friends said that one.

"It's not what's on the outside, it's what's on the inside he can't stand," Gobber from how to train your dragon

"Everything we know about them is wrong," Hiccup from how to train your dragon

"You are the most maddening girl I have ever met, no, the most maddening person. I'm including everyone male and female, that I've ever met in my entire life. Your irritating and argumentative. And so, of course you're the one I had to fall in love with," Giacomo, from this really good book i'm reading called the Juliet Club.

"Am I mad?"

"I'm afraid so, your completely bonkers. But, let me tell you a secret, some of the best people are," various characters in Alice in Wonderland.

sometimes actions speak louder than words.

If you truly love someone then you never really stop loving them.

"No matter how tired you are or how much pain you're in, push through it and work that much harder," one of my friends said this.

I wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away, I wrote your name in the sky but the wind blew it away, I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay." idk who said it.

"Sometimes what's best for one person may not be what's best for someone else." Charlie Swan from Twilight.

These are the days you're gonna miss the most.

They say that penguins stay with one mate forever, will you be my penguin?

Life is organised chaos.

If I had a flower for everytime I thought of you, I would walk forever in a garden.

A boy gives a girl 11 real roses and one fake rose and says I will love you untill the last rose dies.

"People can change but the past can't" written by the author of the book Hush Hush

"Life might have some bad moments but if you keep your mind in the right setting you'll live a life that everyone wants." one of my friends said this.

"A little body with a big soul lives longer than a big body with a little soul." The same friend who said the last one also said this one.

"There's always a bright side to every situation whether it's a good situation or a bad one," I said it.

i think that's it for quotes, as for songs, i like so many, it's had to choose.