"Make it stop!" she screams, the pictures in her mind getting more vivid. Pictures of evil things, monsters that lurk in the dark, usually in between the pages of horror novels, but are real—they're there. They're here. They're real, and they want out... Clary's in a mental hospital, tortured and trapped in her own mind. Rated M for violence and language. A little dark.

'Just go to work Magnus. I'll be here when you get back.' He smiled at me at the time. "But you weren't." I cried out as I hugged myself now. This story jumps from the past to the present under Magnus' POV. What's happened to him and Alec? Did Alec leave him? AU

AH AU Malec. Alec is shipped off to a NY boarding school after the incident. He's determined to be apathetic, but will his roommate stop him from destroying himself? Darker fic.