Hi People!

I haven't put anything in my profile basically because I never know what to say about myself. I'm going for it, I am a junior/senior in college, I have my associates degree in liberal arts. I am majoring in studio art, psychology and business, I am a single mom of a 4 year old hyper little girl. I am divorced, because I used marriage to run away from home, right out of high school and the jerk was very abusive physically and emotionally, I ran away from him, five months pregant from the hospital, in my gown. I decided I love my baby and he will end up killing us both if I didn't leave, I had lost part of my sight in my left eye that nigh that I woke up so to speak to my situation. He found me when my baby was three weeks, I had just moved into an apartment and I was going to run again, (see a pattern) I decided that there was no way in hell I was going to run again, if I did I will spend the rest of my life teaching my daughter to run from her problems and herself. I stood my ground, he never bothered me again, so far. (Maybe because I got a decent job at the police station as the county municipal court clerk). My friends describe me as very sweet, kind and will give someone my last dime if they need it, they say to kind, but just don't mess with me or cross me, my fury is something they don't want to mess with, they have never really seen me that upset. They say it's something that they sence about me. They tease me and say they would love to see that side of me, but not directed at them. (They can be asses sometimes). I have no boyfriends by choice, I'm concentrating on raising my daughter, and getting through school and I'm still working on getting over all that I have lived through. A part of me is still terrified of going through that again. All is good, lessons have been learned and I have been able to use my experience to help other girls.

Let me see what else. Oh, I love to cook, I make handmade books and sell gift baskets and other craft and art items for a side income. I have two jobs. I have a very rare, terminal, genetic blood disease, I survive on blood transfussions, so I'm home more resting or in the hospital, but I don't let it get me, I keep pushing through. I think since I've been diagnoised it's made me stronger, everything that I've been through has made me stronger. I get no family help. (You probably got that hint from my reason for getting married in the first place), Maybe that's why my favorate fics are the ones full of angst and hardship, I can relate to them.

I looooovvvvveeee animee! Inuyasha is my all time fav, it gets me through a lot, I just get lost in it. Dragon BallZ, Death Note,Naruto, Tokko, outlaw star the list goes on! I love reading fan fiction, I never flame, I belive it's unproductive, hurtful, rude and just plain mean! You don't have to do that, there is always a way to express what you feel in a respectful and caring manner. Besides, anyone brave enough to put themselves out there deserves respect. I never tell an author how to write their story, if I don't like where it's going on how the characters are then I just simply don't read it. It's their story, not mine.

I love movies! I actually movie hop in the summer, meaning I go to one theater then to another in the same day. I may end up seeing three movies in a day and I collect them as well.

I plan to post my first fan fiction this summer, encouragement from a couple of my friends. I write a lot of Inuyasha fan fiction with Inuyash/Kagome pairings, Sess/Kagome, Inuyasha/Kagome/Sess, (why can't a girl have it all?) and one Inuyasha/Kagome/Sess/OC, (Why can't a girl have her cake and eat it to?) I'm waiting for summer break to do it, so that I can manage the updates better and have a better chance to finish it. My pet peeves about fan fic stories are the ones that are left to die on the site, without an explaination from the author. I think that's disrespectful to the fans. Authors that beg or hold their stories hostage for reviews. That shows lack of confidence in your work and yourself and you are writing just to get reviews instead of writing for the joy of it. I know reviews are encouraging and helpful, but don't let them deside the fate of your work. I've read stories that had zero reviews and they still finished it reguardless, that was an author who had confidence and enjoyed what they were doing. I want to be like that, so I am going to post when I know I can devote the proper time to it. I am worried about spelling and grammar, but not to much it will improve as I improve.

Well people it was was nice talking with you, I don't have anymore to tell right now, I may later as I start to post. If you have any questions or anything let me know drop me an email, I love email!

Much Love

Jeweled Fairy

oh yeah, WRITE ON!