other ways you can reach me: quizilla- username: roseofthemoon67 (not on there much...) deviantart: cielphantomhivesgirl (XD i had to do it! im shocked that no one already had it!)

about me: I'm a visual arts major at my school but love to read, wright, and hang out in my free time. Im a mega nerd and am proud of it. My lifes quotes revolve around self-confidence (somthing i had nothing of for a while becouse of bulling...) and living life to the fulliest no matter what crap you go through!!! just cut my hair a few days ago.

I am christian so just know this may effect my wrighting a bit so do not be shocked. also please do not insult my religion!!!! you believe what ever the heck you want i dont care... in the end it doesnt effect me in the least. i fact i find a lot of religions a bit noblein their own way. to believe in somthing till the day you day... its beautiful i think. i dont shove my believes down YOUR throught you dont shove your down mine

link to picture of sorasaki:

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Badass uke

Sensual, rebellious, and intuitive, the Badass Uke can truly be a work of contrasts - an innocent appearance clothed in dark clothing, and a shy smile with eyes that suggest a naughty, darker nature (XD so true). They are at once easy and hard to approach, as their energy draws people to them, while their intensity and distrust (...) pushes people away... for maybe more than any other personality, the Badass Uke hides away deep in a fantasy world of their own creation, letting few, if any, in. Searching for the one person able to understand their need for something more, someone to protect them and share that mysterious world with them, the Badass Uke can seem lost and wandering, their loneliness sometimes reflecting an inner anger - as they cannot be content until they have been found and claimed, sensually and emotionally.

Most compatible with: Don't Fuck With Me Seme, Chibi Seme Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Romantic Seme

really fun quiz!

fav. quotes/sayings :

A genius cant better a hardworking man

be strong now becouse things will get better. It may be stormy now but it cant rain forever.

I AM selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I'm out of controll and at times hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst... then you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best

& shes the girl with her middle finger in the air becouse for once she doen't really care.

damaged people are dangerous becouse the know they can survive!!!!!

many people have told me i've changed but the truth is... i think i've just found myself (this is so true for me .

you never know how STRONG you are until being STRONG is the only choice you have

if people talk behind your back, its becouse your in front of them. and while their back there you can tell them to kiss your a$$

a friend would bail you out of jail. a best freind would be siting right next to your sorry butt saying "lets do it again!"

i'm the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile. the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if she cant brighten her own...

your prince charming will come... who mine? oh, he took a wrong turn, got lost and is to stubborn to ask for directions.

luv him o yes i do. he for me and not for you and if by chace you should take my place ill take my fist and smash your face!

she says shes not hurting but you look her in the eyes and tell me shes not

it hurts to love and to never be loved in return but what hurts the most is to love and never have the courage to put that love into words

one day your life will flash before your eyes so make sure that its worth watching

to love is to risk not being loved in return. to hope is to risk the pain. to try is to risk failure. risks must be taken brcouse the biggiest risk of all is to risk nothing

our attitude towards life detterminebs lifes attitude toward us (to true, to true)

the diffrence between school and life? school teaches you a lesson and then gives you a test. life gives you a test that teaches you a lesson

life is the art of drawing without an eraser

if god brings you to it he will bring you through it

nobady can go back and start a new beging but anyone can start today and make a new ending

no three words have greater meaning then "i love you", mean it when you say it

falling fells like flying until you hit the ground. so dont give up before you get the chance to really sour

you know your in love when you cant fall asleep at night becouse reality is finally better then your dreams -dr. seuss

sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple-dr. seuss

if love is a sin punish me with kisses if love is a crime i want to be your victim

you cant get him out of your head. you cant get him out of you heart. you cant get back the time with him. you just cant stop loving him. but then agian why would you want to. for he loves you as much as you love him

pride is the chef couse of the decline in the number of humbands and wives

both are to proud to give but dont want to bend. they shall never go any where unless they can take the first step

when it comes to pride it becomes hard to take that first step. when it comes to pride it becomes hard to stop. when it comes to pride its hard to say stop. when it comes to pride its hard to give up. when it comes to pride it will eather break of make you. so be prepard before you take that first step

strength doesn't allways lie in standing up and fighting somtimes the greatest strength of all is to walk away when you've had enough. to go and find what you trully seek the most

I've been to the darkside man...they lied about the cookies...T.T"

I want a man who, when I come running up with tears coursing down my face, smearing my mascara, my hair a mess, and sobbing hysterically, the first thing he says is: "Baby, you're beautiful. So, whose butt to I have to kick?!" and really means it.

Don’t knock on Death’s door. Ring the bell and run. He hates that

When life gives you lemons, make grape juice. Then sit back and let the world wonder how you did it.

A good girl is a bad girl who’s never gotten caught

You say I'm not cool. But cool is another word for cold. If I'm not cold, I'm hot. I know I'm hot. Thanks for embracing it.

WHAT we are WHAT we have been are shown more in the PATIENCE we exibit then thru any other virtue luke 2119

this is your world shape it or someone else will

the pure and simple truth is rarely ever pure and never simple

why stop dreaming when you wake up?

the more anger towards the past you hold in your heart the less capable you are of loving in the present

the best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up and make it happen

fall down seven times get up eight

you are braver then you believe, stronger then you seem and smarter then you think

nobody's perfect we're all just one step up from the beasts and one step down from the angels ~jeanette walls (i like this one. funny thing is is that if you do right you go up to the angels if you do wrong you go down to the beasts.)

If you aren't scared to wear more than one black garment of clothing at a time, copy and paste this into your profile. (i wear a lot of black but im acually really girly XD)

If you have a tendency to talk to yourself, copy and paste this into your profile.

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt! tahts so cool! If you could read that put it in your profile.

If you believe in Jesus Christ put this in your profile. Don't just ignore this, because in the Bible it says 'If you deny Me, I will deny you in front of My Father in the gates of Heaven

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. ( lol XD this is acually kind of true!) Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside.(hehe ;) ) Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. (sadly kind of true)
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. TalkativeDaydreamer Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character.Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.Fussy.Seldom shows emotions.Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led.Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well.Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.(mabey just a bit XD)
I like FIRE, so I must be an arsonist.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.(this is false all in itself. really if your EMO then you cut if not your not EMO! THAT KIND OF WHAT EMO MEANS)I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz (DIRTY BLONDE
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrori
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell (...)
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat (fart monkeys! thats not cool!)
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash (whats with that?)
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy (sigh i need to take em...)
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants (THATS SEXEST!!!! P.S. SEXEST ITS JUST AT GIRLS!)
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem(part irish)
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage (part native)
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals (XD)
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one"(wish i was italian. wait not for the big one!)
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention (oh gosh then my whole school is Dx lol)
I'm INTO THEATE& ART, so I MUST be a homosexual (agian then my whole school is!!!)
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe(pshh keep walking beatch! i love my boobs!)
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi
I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO (IAM as striaght as a side walk! oh yeah my buddys helped me come up with that one. i know its lame but its still fun to say!!)
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas(i like llamas!!!!)
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude (and if im not im a hoe? make up your minds!!!!)
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat(Dx JERKS)
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals (AGIAN "..." these are kind of insulting!)
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA ( i acually love this one. is that wierd ?XD)
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self controle (kind of but not really. im not acully that fat but i aint skinny eather though i dun want to be! im gunna have big boobs anyways and big ones dun look good on skinny girls!)
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs (pshh i wish i was wouldnt THAT be fun?)
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE so I MUST be a whore myself
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I must be homosexual
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak
I WATCH PORN, so I MUST be perverted.(granted it's anime porn but still not porn)
I'm an ONLY CHILD, so I MUST be spoiled
I'm INTELLIGENT, so I MUST be weak
I am AMERICAN, so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant
I'm WELSH, so I MUST love sheep
I'm SCOTTISH, so I MUST have ginger hair and wear a skirts
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE
an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future (i hate this!!!!)
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I MUST be a HOMOPHOBE
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue
I CHAT so, I MUST be having cyber sex
I'm PAGAN, so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins
I'm PAGAN, so I MUST worship Satan
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion
I'm SWEDISH, so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick
I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean
I’m STRONG, so I MUST be stupid(i am mintaly... strong i mean)
I'm Australian, so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times
I’m GAY, so I’m after EVERY straight guy around
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian (i m fine with not having one right now)
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too ( i almost became one. i cant though im scared of pain XD id be like "whabayghjfbdsjfu")
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp (i like to cry you feel soooo much better afterward you know? its like how cuting makes cutter feel better but you know its safer lol)
I can't help pointing out mistakes, so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist (i kind of am but still...)
I'm a PERFECTIONIST, so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake
I DON’T LIKE to talk about my personal life, so I MUST be having problems.