"In love the paradox occurs that two beings become one and yet remain two." -Erich Fromm

Hi, I'm Bickeringgiberish!

I love thinking of plots and giving them life. Too bad, I just suck at writing and I am just lazy to type those out.

What I write is usually full of drama and ends up pretty bad. Don't mind it. Sometimes I just feel like writing these kinds of stories. It's sort of my catharsis. Don't worry, I'm not some angst-driven individual who harbors hate and curses at my fate everyday. I assure you I have a lot of plots with happy endings that I don't post. I am just to lazy to do so.

I've been thinking of M rated plots, too. And I swear if only I wasn't lazy I would share to all of you the steaminess inside my head (Draco and Hermione; Draco, Hermione and Blaise; Natsume and Mikan; and Natsume, Mikan and Ruka). I have that problem of having a very vivid imagination but poor writing skills and procrastination.

Since summer all I've done was watch anime (yes, I don't have a life outside my home) and read manga. From Shoujo to Shounen to Seinen to Josei to Shoujo Ai, name it I've been there and I have no regrets.

If you wanna talk to me, just send me a PM, I would gladly reply! I love messages so don't hesitate if you want to badger me about something. :)

Hiatus

Helping Hand. I'm having a hard time writing the next chapters. I have two chapters written already, however, I feel like deleting them because it would turn the story longer. In addition, my old laptop gave up on me. I never thought it would happen to me but it did, and I cried for all my files (From 1st year college-3rd year college and my fanfictions) and cursed my laptop for giving up on me. So I don't know when I'll start writing the next chapters for Helping Hand.

Updates

Da Capo. Among all my stories, I think this one is my favorite. In music 'Da Capo' means to repeat again. I believe that this story would strike person's heartstrings who loves someone preferably all his life, only to be turned down but doesn't deter him in pursuing someone. This is a story about how a person would do drastic things for the sake of love, only to be denied love in return.

Minutes to Sunrise. I meant to post this earlier but I lost track of time and forgot about it. This is dedicated to the readers who cried when they read The Necktie. I know I was the meanest bitch, but I'm giving you no guarantees. Read at your own risk. Minutes to Sunrise won second in GARCA '12 for best in drama! Thank you to the people who nominated the story and voted. I really appreciate it, this is the first time I won something in fanfiction.net since I started writing *grossly sobbing*

Of Bonds and Bands. Shifting to the Shingeki no Kyojin fandom, where your OTP has a minimal chance of surviving, Hanji Zoe and Captain Levi caught my attention and my love. I simply adored the two of them and the dynamics of their working/interpersonal relationship. In this story, there are small moments that you wish to treasure, opting to keep them boxed so that no one can see. This is when you think life is worthwhile and worth living.

Polaris. Polaris is the star that guides you home, the brightest and the biggest one you see in the night sky when lost and wishing for home. I have this headcanon that the two of them consider each other as their home, and nothing could ever change that.

Beyond Borders. I believe that everyone has something or someone worth fighting for, and in this story Levifinds out he has one, after all the years not knowing he does.

Oh, and whoever is still reading this: Thank you! Thank you so much for still reading my work. If you're one of the people who is a moderator of a community and you've added my story in one, I am forever thankful! Seriously, I never expected my work to be in one. If you are a reviewer, well, thank you! You keep me going, sister! If you put me in your favorite author list, or put any of my work in your favorite list, thank you! If you have subscribed in the author alert or story alert, thank you. It means so much to me that someone is still waiting for what I could contribute to this site and the fandom(s). :)