Current Status: Active. But with terms.

Gender: Female

What exactly am I afraid of?

https://twitter.com/Darkmoonphase

http:// archiveofourown.org /users/ darcymariaphoster/profile

Come visit me!! :D

October 10, 2008

Thanks for all your patience.

Below are all the current stats of my stories:

Staying Strong - Updated on March 28, 2009 - Abandoned

Dear Diary – Updated on January 10, 2011 - Abandoned

S-Class Babies?!- Updated on January 22, 2011 - On long-term hold

Moving On - Updated on January 16, 2011 - Abandoned

Why So Serious? - Updated on February 13, 2011 - Most likely abandoned

Gossip Is His Coffee - Updated on April 6, 2009 - Up for grabs

Take Me Away - Updated on August 1, 2014

Afraid of the Dark - Updated on February 11, 2014 - Complete

I apologise for the abandonment of all these stories. I have moved forward in my life and these stories are no longer a necessary outlet and inspiration is harder for me to hold on to. For those who have loved S-Class Babies?!, I am going to try and finish that but it will be slow-going. If I get the interest, I may get back to Why So Serious? As for Take Me Away... I'm working on it. If anyone would like Gossip Is His Coffee, PLEASE MESSAGE ME FIRST. I just want to know who wants it and, if I give it to them, who that person will be. It's not really a matter of "who I like best"; I just don't want twenty million different copies of the same story going around...

I appreciate all the support I have gotten in the past and I hope that loyal readers will stick around to see me finish projects like the alternate ending of Afraid of the Dark and probably Take Me Away. It would be so great to see familiar faces until the end! For new readers, thank-you so much for your interest! I hope that I don't disappoint! But to everyone who has been watching my page, please have patience with me. Most of my stories are..."deep" and so they take time to write -- even with inspiration. If you have patience and pester me once in awhile, I will do my best to finish certain stories. Thank-you everyone!!

Below are all my new stories and their summaries:

Extras:

Sincerely

Why is it, every time I asked,

You'd say no?

Even before I knew?

And every time he asked,

You’d say yes?

Even before he knew?

Why is it you could look me in the eye,

And tell me a lie?

Am I that easy to predict?

Or am I easy to fool?

Do you sincerely love me?

Because I sincerely hate you

The stories I heard,

They were lies to you

Why?

Why did you want to hide it from me?

Hide the truth?

You found yourself running in circles

Lost in your own troubled mind

We tried to help

But you pushed us away

Why?

Why do you shun me?

Don't you sincerely love me?

Or do you sincerely hate me?

Like I do you?

I can't hear it anymore

I won't talk to you,

I don't care

You were never there

It was all just a lie

I never felt secure

I was afraid -

Of you

Afraid you'd break

Yelling at me

Smack me

But you never did

At least not to me

I hid my fear and pain from you

And now I cannot cry

Are you happy now?

Now that you've hurt me?

How can you live with yourself?

Knowing everything I do and more?

I can only carry so much pain

And you seem to carry none at all

How can you know more than me and not cry?

Cry about what you've done?

I've pushed them away

All the memories of you and me

Soon, no memories of us will exist

Because...

I sincerely hate you

(For Moving on by Darkmoonphase)

() ()
(0 0)
(") (")

November 28, 2010

The terms on my status...Well, seeing that I actually have a life now, it will not be dedicated to all my stories posted. I will write them as I get the chance and type them under such circumstances and they will be posted when I am satisfied with the chapters. I think everyone can understand that. :)

March 4, 2011

UWAA!! IT'S OVER!! D: "Afraid of the Dark" is over! But we knew it was coming. I let you know. But I have to tell you something before I get all you reviewers saying, "WTF?!" It's supposed to end on a note that makes you wonder. It's supposed to make you wonder if he'd lived through all of it or if he'd dreamt it all. And the "Who?" at the end could either be Kakuzu or one of his voices. It's supposed to make you think and wonder. That's how I've wanted it to end since I started the story.

June 20, 2011

I'm very thankful to all who have taken the time to read "Take Me Away". It's slow-going now that I'm out of pre-written chapters and I have to fill a few gaps. But hopefully no one will be disappointed. I will be going away this week and it will probably slow my progress even more. I am also disappointed to say that even though summer's started, I still have things to do so updates shouldn't be quick, unfortunately. But please don't give up. I will continue to work on "Take Me Away" in my spare time. Have patience and I'll give you chapters that are worth your time. Thank-you so much in advance! :D

Auf Wiedersehen...for now!

2016:

Writing has been my first love for years upon years. But, in reflection of my life, it has also been rather detrimental to my growth. I’ve used it as a crutch, an escape, a way to control outcomes of my own life that I never felt I had a handle on in reality.

This has actually been a long time coming and I’ve prolonged it with excuses like, “I promised I’d finish these stories”, “I’ll wrap this one up this month and that’s it”, or “I can still keep it as a past time”. Over and over, I have made up an excuse to keep falling back into these worlds.

Now, however, it’s a bittersweet thing to tell you that my life has shifted paths and I no longer need to rely on writing to cope. Maybe one day, I’ll be able to safely tread back into those waters again without drowning and finish some of the WIPs I’ve started. But it’s not going to be any time soon. It’s a relief to be letting it go, even though I may be “breaking promises” or “leaving people hanging”.

That being said, I would gladly welcome any offshoots or continuations of any of my stories (with credit where credit is due, please). If I come back, it would be fun to see how you thought the end should be or what you wish I would have done differently. And if nobody is interested in this, that’s fine too. The stories can sit and be a record of the different times in my life and in yours, too.

I appreciate all your support over the years and your kind words of encouragement, my reviewers and readers and followers alike. You have all been so wonderful and I wish you all the best in life. May you follow your path to its fullest extent as well.

Love and Light,

DMP

QUOTES:

"I'm running 'cause I can't fly." A website. I'm pretty sure a soldier said it but I don't remember from what war or anything.

"In the course of a lifetime, does it really matter?" "Walk Two Moons"

"A person isn't a bird. You can't cage a person." "Walk Two Moons"

"Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down." Dunno

"Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance..." Martin Luther King Jr. (1963)

"Faith is taking the first step even when you can't see the whole staircase." Martin Luther King Jr.

"Man, he's so head over heels he's not even doing somersaults anymore…" Arrina-san (more specifically, "Into the Fire" -- a story written by them)

"That's what you are. A tulip among sunflowers." An edited quote from "Afraid of the Dark"

"No man can walk out on his own story." "Rango"

"Worrying won't stop the bad stuff from happening; it just stops you from enjoying the good." Dunno

"Everyone you will ever meet knows something you don't." Bill Nye

"Nothing will end war unless the people themselves refuse to go to war." Albert Einstein

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace." Jimi Hendrix

"To admit that you were wrong is to declare that you are wiser now than you were before." Dunno