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Joined 06-23-10, id: 2417175, Profile Updated: 07-08-10
Author has written 1 story for True Blood.

Hey guys,

I am a True Blood fan, in fact I think I like it so much I think I am an addict.

I started watching the show when it first aired, and I constantly found myself wanting more. That is when I went onto True Blood wiki, which eventually led me to this site.

Anyway about six months ago I discovered that the late nights that I spent on this site were impacting my ability to function at school and at work. Sadly I had to make the hard decision to stop going on this site completely so that I could get back on track. Now it is summer and I want to start this season off with a new outlook.

Mostly what drove me back to this site was True Blood starting again. Ever since the first episode of season 3 I can't get the characters out of my mind. In fact, story lines keep running through my head to the point where I dream about them. There is one particular story that I seem very invested in and I want to publish. So far I have about 3 chapters outlined in my head and have typed up the first chapter. However before I publish I want to make sure that I read it through it with a clear mind to make sure it is understandable.

The story is going to be called "Like a Bird in the Wind". I have written the first chapter, which is entitled "rapture".

A quick summary of the first chapter is:

It leaves off after the end of season 2. I pretended as if I never saw any of season 3. Essentially Sookie and Bill are engaged but they are experiencing some problems. After he proposed to Sookie that night at the end of Season 2, Bill went missing for a week and still hasn't told Sookie where he went. This secret is wearing on their relationship to the point that Sookie doesn't know if she wants to be with Bill anymore. But as the story progresses you find out exactly what Bill was up to, and find that Sookie wasn't as loyal as she seems when he was away.

Mostly I am an Eric fan, so even though the story may start with Sookie and Bill, Eric will come into the picture very soon.

What is also important to note about this story is that it is full of SMUT!! I mean even starting in the first chapter!!!But do not worry this story has plot as well as complex emotions, just the way I like it. I am really trying to incorporate elements into my story that are very real and authentic.

I know that was a really long summary, but I hope that it helps once I get the nerve to publish the ff on this site.

Anyway I think that I need a beta for my story, so if anyone comes along this and wants to be my beta, please let me know. Also if you don't want to officially be my beta but you wouldn't mind reading my story and telling me what you think, that would be amazing too!!

I promise that I am really nice, and really friendly. So please pm me about anything!!!

Thanks for reading!!!

Update 6/29

I officially have a beta: Vamplover1. She is amazing. If you haven't read any of her stuff, you should!

Update 7/8

So for those out there who have been reading my story, I am wondering if you guys think I should submit an entry for the Eric/OC/ Godric contest? I think I could write something that is hot... anyway let me know what you think.

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CopOut by Sweet Sookie reviews
Eric is a cop that gets mistaken for a stripper at Sookie's birthday. What happens when Sookie finds out? A/H
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 9 - Words: 45,273 - Reviews: 319 - Favs: 172 - Follows: 367 - Updated: 6/2/2013 - Published: 5/9/2010 - Eric, Sookie
NOT DEAD YET by SVMReaderCH reviews
Sookie is trying to get herself together after her torture, can she get over the hurtles in her life to truly live?
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 89,076 - Reviews: 575 - Favs: 233 - Follows: 318 - Updated: 1/21/2013 - Published: 1/16/2010 - Sookie, Eric
Men In Uniform by kjwrit reviews
And by "Men", I mean Eric. This will be a series of one shots where Eric gets dressed up in a different yummy uniform that Sookie gets to take off of him. AH/AU Summer is the season for lemonade! Rated M for a reason!
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 128,357 - Reviews: 856 - Favs: 250 - Follows: 260 - Updated: 4/4/2012 - Published: 6/2/2010 - Eric, Sookie
Take it Off by Team Jane reviews
A new shy waitress finds herself working in an upscale Strip Club Hooligans. All hell breaks loose when a certain arrogant blond is the star of the show. Will Sookie be able to resist the arrogant ass clad in fur? All Human AU NOW COMPLETE!
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 27 - Words: 192,789 - Reviews: 1600 - Favs: 656 - Follows: 681 - Updated: 10/17/2011 - Published: 9/11/2009 - Eric, Sookie - Complete
School Hard by messalina77 reviews
Sookie has it bad for a certain hot, blonde teacher! Rated M for Lemons :D
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 16 - Words: 44,429 - Reviews: 638 - Favs: 321 - Follows: 420 - Updated: 7/10/2011 - Published: 9/15/2009 - Eric, Sookie
Expectations by kjwrit reviews
Sookie has mostly lived her life according to others' wishes. Eric is a playboy called home to be groomed to take over his father's company. They clash immediately but when they're forced to rely on each other for their very survival, can they? AH/AU
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 81,690 - Reviews: 1270 - Favs: 500 - Follows: 314 - Updated: 4/25/2011 - Published: 6/27/2010 - Eric, Sookie - Complete
What's Gonna Work Team Work! by Slayer4U828 reviews
AH/AU Eric and Sookie story. Sookie is having a tough time with her boyfriend of 4 years Bill Compton but a certain new temp in her company may change all of that…who is this temp? Maybe a tall, gorgeous blond that goes by the name, Eric Northman?
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 58,642 - Reviews: 277 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 179 - Updated: 3/3/2011 - Published: 10/9/2009 - Sookie, Eric
The Proposal by Absinth11 reviews
When Sookie's good for nothing brother gets her in serious trouble with the King of New York, she finds an unlikely ally in a certain Viking. ESN A/U Lemons Galore
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 16 - Words: 51,694 - Reviews: 425 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 322 - Updated: 1/8/2011 - Published: 6/22/2010 - Sookie, Eric
Hope Is The Thing With Feathers by Terri Botta reviews
A Let Love In side story - Eric gives Sookie a gift
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 117,515 - Reviews: 1473 - Favs: 1,103 - Follows: 875 - Updated: 11/6/2010 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Eric, Sookie
One More Chance by Nicollette Knight reviews
Fate always seems to be against Sookie and Alcide. What happens when a chance meeting throws them together once more? AH/AU
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 13 - Words: 26,669 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 8/22/2010 - Published: 3/15/2010 - Sookie, Alcide
Final chance by ericsminion reviews
What if Hallow didn't curse Eric with Amnesia? What if she made him human instead? Will Sookie finally succumb to the Vikings charm? Will Eric give in to his new human feelings? Rated M for adult themes. Takes place beginning of book four.
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 116,793 - Reviews: 621 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 379 - Updated: 8/17/2010 - Published: 10/31/2009 - Sookie, Eric
House Of Flesh On Fire by FarDareisMai2 reviews
This is an AU/AH fic, inspired by some late night ficleting is that a word? over at the Sookieverse. Professor Northman teaches English at a distinguished liberal arts college. Sookie Stackhouse is an English major. Yeah, you know it's wrong.
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 93,615 - Reviews: 2801 - Favs: 1,209 - Follows: 740 - Updated: 8/11/2010 - Published: 5/2/2009 - Sookie, Eric - Complete
Interview with a Sheriff by Southern Amateur reviews
Still human on vamp, but with some different ideals. I'm still playing around and hope it works out. OOC. Adult content, and language. Feedback is welcome.
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 27 - Words: 46,466 - Reviews: 630 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 294 - Updated: 7/10/2010 - Published: 9/20/2009 - Sookie, Eric
It's In The Blood:An Eric Sookie Love Story by CavalierQueen reviews
After Bill's kidnapping, Sookie finally realizes the importance Eric has in her life. She *finally* succumbs to his seduction...afterall who wouldn't? TEAM ERIC. M rated. Feed the muse, she's hungry...R&R. COMPLETE.
True Blood - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,315 - Reviews: 308 - Favs: 496 - Follows: 238 - Updated: 7/3/2010 - Published: 6/18/2010 - Eric N., Sookie S. - Complete
The Dead Truth by dazedrose reviews
This is the revised version of my entry to the Dead Pan contest. It's Sookieverse meets The Ugly Truth... first fic, and i suck at summaries
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,226 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/22/2010 - Eric, Sookie
They Say Time is a Healer, They're Full of Sh by EricBonesVladCurran reviews
One shot. Dark. Rated M for language. Written and published before S03E02 airs. Follow Tara off-camera during S03E01 and after the cliffhanger.
True Blood - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,796 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/18/2010 - Tara T., Lafayette R. - Complete
Flesh and Bones by Northwoman reviews
My very first fanfic which was an entry for the Deadpan Contest. Sookie and her new FBI Partner Eric face undeniable attraction as they solve a murder. Will these opposites be able to communicate with each other in the search for truth and true love?
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Parody/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,195 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/16/2010 - Eric, Sookie - Complete
Very Hard by Hawkear of WindClan reviews
Season 3, episode 1. The scene containing Bill Compton and Sam Merlotte - you know the one. Inspired by the close scene and my usual insomnia. Contains GAY SEX - you have been duly warned.
True Blood - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 518 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/13/2010 - Bill C., Sam M. - Complete
Dead Strange, Twisted and Deranged by Affynity reviews
My SVMFan1 dedication for 100 reviews. She chose the topic I just put the Affynity spin on it! Enjoy. Maenad Attack with a Spin...
True Blood - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,833 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/13/2010 - Complete
New Beginnings: Outtakes and Extras by onefee27 reviews
A collection of one-shot stories revolving around Sookie and Eric, from my story New Beginnings. AH/AU OOC
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,576 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 5/22/2010 - Published: 4/27/2010 - Sookie, Eric
Northman's Off Rivington by Zigster reviews
One night while Sookie is bar hopping with some friends on the Lower East of New York City she runs into, literally, a towering mystery of a man. AU - AH. Eric/Sookie
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 99,261 - Reviews: 1641 - Favs: 849 - Follows: 579 - Updated: 4/21/2010 - Published: 1/25/2009 - Sookie, Eric - Complete
Table For One by Lawn Girl reviews
Sookie is a waitress an at upscale restaurant. Eric is one of her regular customers, who barely talks to her. What happens when they slowly start to get to know each other? AH/AU Rated M for language and lemons!
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 104,366 - Reviews: 1619 - Favs: 775 - Follows: 520 - Updated: 4/4/2010 - Published: 5/6/2009 - Sookie, Eric - Complete
Score! by AF101 reviews
Sookie Stackhouse is the star soccer player at Bon Temps High School, but the playing field just got a little more interesting with the new coach. AH/OOC. Rated M for later chapters.
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 82,950 - Reviews: 371 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 255 - Updated: 3/2/2010 - Published: 11/1/2009 - Eric, Sookie
Tense & Release by Lawn Girl reviews
Eric Northman is a stubborn, hardworking bar owner whose physician gives him an unusual prescription for a back injury: yoga. Will his new yoga instructor, Sookie Stackhouse, be just what the doctor ordered? AH/AU. Rated M for language and lemons.
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 101,637 - Reviews: 1255 - Favs: 519 - Follows: 332 - Updated: 2/9/2010 - Published: 9/15/2009 - Sookie, Eric - Complete
Dead on a Football Field by Thyra10 reviews
Eric is the star of the team, Sookie the new assistant coach. He hates her for being a woman in male football. She hates him for being lazy and cocky. Arrogant Bastard meets the Ice Queen. AH. AU. OOC. Rated M.
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,458 - Reviews: 280 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 12/6/2009 - Published: 11/12/2009 - Eric, Sookie - Complete
The Games We Play by Indigobuni reviews
Sookie is a junior in college and really likes senior Eric. Can she get him to stop playing games? Story contains sexual tension and AH All Human cast.
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,657 - Reviews: 291 - Favs: 98 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 5/30/2009 - Published: 5/17/2009 - Complete
Let Love In by Terri Botta reviews
Eric decides it's time for him and Sookie to come to an understanding.
Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 209,764 - Reviews: 1640 - Favs: 2,836 - Follows: 872 - Updated: 1/13/2009 - Published: 10/1/2008 - Eric, Sookie - Complete
Something Lost, Something Found by Ms-Trixie reviews
In a world where the only hope was in the form of a deceased child, darkness roamed the land. An unlikely hero long thought dead makes an appearance from a different universe…can this alternate dimension be saved?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,641 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 139 - Updated: 8/29/2008 - Published: 8/24/2008 - Harry P., Lily Evans P.
Like a Bird in the Wind reviews
After the night that Bill proposed to Sookie, he disappeared for a week. It is now six months later and he still hasn't told her where he was,and Bill isn't the only one keeping secrets. Mostly S/E. has lemons starting in first chapter. First fanfic ever!
True Blood - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,799 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 7/1/2010 - Published: 6/26/2010 - Eric N., Sookie S.