soooo one fateful new years eve, two years ago, a humble little 14 year old me stumbled across a beautiful pink (i love pink) book in the manga section at borders. it was wrapped tightly in plastic and the cover was so alluring i grabbed the first 3 volumes without a thought and found myself at the checkout counter without even realizing it. I had no idea what it was that was glowing in my hands, i didn't even know what the word yaoi meant, but as soon as i tore away the thin plastic wrapping, my world changed. It was Junjo Romantica and my life has never been the same since. Two years and a whole buncha moneys later, i'm still enchanted, for that beautiful pink book i held for the first time in my hands that day became my heart. It got me through hell and it never fails to pull a smile onto my lips. and we'll live happily ever after. WOOOOOO MISAKI + USAGI! YEAH!!

So dramatic...i am so dramatic...thats why i write though eh?

I'm a possessive psycho (it's a good thing i prefer fictional relationships over real ones), i'm not good with children, i stopped preferring heterosexual relationships when i was 12, i like movies that make my mind break and puke rainbows, beautiful things are small and unobtrusive, i'm going to teach english in Japan, i hardly eat anything but produce because i don't like the thought of other food being in my stomach, i like the honey, hot smell of summer, i'm sick of high school, i know how orchids breed, i have an '87 jeep grand wagoneer named tanku (long story, it should actually be sensha but that doesn't sound as cool), i enjoy donating blood, i've done over 90 hours of community service in 2 years because i like to, junjo romantica got me through hell (as pathetic as that sounds), on midnight of my 18th birthday i'm running into my parents room screaming "I'M ADDICTED TO GAY PORN!" (I don't however believe JR is porn), i bought skullcandies just so i could listen to crystal castles with them, i'm a virgin because my sisters were teenage moms, i've never done any drugs cuz i've seen people get fucked up, i've never drank alcohol because i can wait, i'm not sure why but i've played the clarinet eight years, i'm good at math, i can't cry when i'm sad, every color in Marie Antoinette is my favorite, a house in Bellevue Ohio used to be my home, but it got torn away, I want nothing but to live in a tiny apartment with neon lights streaming through the windows and illuminating my stacks of manga and worn out classics (in Tokyo of course), I have good parents, i'm happy enough and being happy enough is enough because i know what i need to do to become incandescently happy.

If anyone read all of that i'm amazed.

Favorite manga: JUNJOU ROMANTICA (of course), I reeeally love Loveless and Kirai Ja Nai Kedo too though...

Novel: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass, Wuthering Heights, Pride and Prejudice, The Mortal Instruments and others

Show: Queer as Folk, Veronica Mars, Charmed

Movie: Fight Club, Formula 17, Marie Antoinette, Donnie Darko, Suicide Club, Disney Classics

Video Game: Kingdom Hearts

Food: Tofu Yakisoba, anything consisting entirely of fruits and vegetables

Music: Anything that affects my pulse. Crystal Castles, The Presets, IAMX, White Lies, Placebo, Lady Gaga, 3oh!3, The XX, Versailles, etc.

ADDICTIONS: JUNJOU ROMANTICA, MILK AND HONEY, THE SMELL AND LOOK OF CIGARETTE SMOKE