I have to say... I'm hopelessly in love with someone. Her lovely name is Amelia. She is the most awesomest and most understanding person ever and she means the world to me. I'd literally die without her at my side.

My likes... I like very few things, but the things that are liked are absolutely loved. My favourites are drawing, writing (may it be poetry or stories/fanfiction), art trades, role-playing, hunting down reality, magical leoplurodons, and metal. I dislike greatly the following things: obnoxious people, fakes, stupid people, liars, smother-y poeple, and stereotypes. In a dim world I call reality, I have four younger sisters. In another view, I have seven siblings. I have adopted a brother, and his name is Amitri. Please ignore the fact that we went out; we deemed that part of our life as forgotten, so NO MENTION FORG YOOSH!!

Also, I tend to create extremely random phrases and words, so beware when you hear of something and don't have even the slightest idea of what it means. I am a vampire; more specifically, a part Kru-something or other, and yes, I know, most will say "Vampires are but mythical creatures, you bloody twit!!!" but to me they are real. And do not even speak to me about reality... I know nothing of it, for I have none. Also, I have not decided on a religion quite yet. I've played around with quite a few of them and can't decide which one I'll stick with. Feel free to message me on Yahoo or MSN - or even PM me on here - sometime if you have questions about my artshop or have any other questions.

Something I should mention - my reality slips away from me more often than not; to the point of thinking I'm someone that doesn't exist. Oftentimes I will have a feeling of awkwardness, followed by a feeling of not being myself. Of course, I don't even know who or what I am yet. Many times I ask myself "Am I worthy of living a life such as the one I have?" The answer shall remain unanswered, for I am not even sure myself. I see myself as a girl just trying to find her missing place in the world.

A bit more about my interests- Call me what you want, but to myself I am an artist, a writer, a singer, and musician. I have been drawing since I was small, and throughout the many years that have gone by I have practiced my style, changing it and forming it into what it is to this moment. I enjoy writing greatly. Whether it be about myself or about someone I have created, I can write about it. But there are some subjects (such as love or happiness) that I cannot write of. Simply put, I am a very dark girl who knows nothing of happiness and love; I have no experience with those subjects so I cannot write about them.

And ah... The singing. I enjoy music so much it's hard to explain it. Most people say I have a lovely and pretty voice, but I think differently. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. I write my own songs and compose my own music to the piano, creating a song. I will play the songs on the piano for my loved ones, but I refuse to sing to them. Call it stage fright or whatever, but I simply cannot sing in front of my friends. If they hear my voice by accident, they like it, but they will never hear it again. Playing the piano (clarinet, organ, some guitar) soothes my tattered and broken soul. Not a day goes by that I do not sit down on my piano bench and just let me fingers do their bidding. The things I create... The dark melodies, the haunting tunes, whatever it may be, I can play it and enjoy it. I absolutely adore sitting on my bed while it is raining outside; it gives me a feel of solemn peace. As I said above, I love drawing writing, singing, making music, ect. I love being with my small group of friends, for they accept me for who I am and the things I do, may it be to myself or to others. I do not sleep much, so I find entertainment just walking around my blackened house in the dead of night. I love walking outside on cloudy, breezy days. I love the rain, the feeling of its coolness against my skin, its small amount of pressure pattering on my skin... Enough of my seemingly pointless ramblings...

Who Lies Among My Closest Friends:

3 Amelia (Tawnei Black) 3
Goddess, I luff her so much!!! glomps
3 Caleb (Jet Trinity) 3
Ferran will luff you forever, Caleb!!
Rayvn (Rayvn_Draka)
Amitri's lover xD and one of my best friends ever
Rayne (Dragonfly_Dreamer)
My younger sister
Appolyon (Mr.Kickass)
Amitri (Amitri of Shadows)
My adoptive brother
Aubrey (Aubrey James Silver)
Marie (Marie of Shadows)
James (Yuven of Shadows)
Amanda (Manda Was Here)
My first friend ever
Malcolm (Kyo_Sohma-San)
8D
Anthony (anthyo)
He ditched me for someone else... He no rikey me no more -_-
Marcus (Ueki_kosuke)
OMG he's such a little perv, but he rox
Dylan (Ike the Laguz)
Mah buddy
Kayleigh (Living_Dead_Girl or SaidTheRavenNeverMore)
She's so awesome!!! 8D glomps

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ooohh... teh sparkle-nesh..lol

I am a magical leoplurodon who will show you the way to Candy Mountain...

I HAVE SPOKEN!!!! I HAVE SHOWN YOU THE WAY!!!!!

but I didn't say anything!!!

...STFU, CHARLIE!!!! throws a shoe

My Roleplay Character:

Username: Ferran of Shadows
RP Name: Ferran Il' Menil Trinity
Age: 114
Gender: Female
Race: Half-Vampire, Half-Elf
Appearance:

She has short, hot pink hair with parted-to-the-side bangs that hang in her face. She has four markings on her face, two on each cheek, that represent her half-breed race. She is on the small side and has a medium size bust. She has thick, black, square-rimmed glasses that are mandatory to wear. Her eyes have an evil, pointed slant to them, but they are still medium-sized. Her face looks quite immature because of the size of her eyes, but she acts far more mature than ehr age. She dresses in a style similar to that of GothicLolita, wearing dark colours and always wearing a choker necklace with a cross on it to show her religion, which is Enercalm Struiy. She usually wears Mary Janes, boots, or High-tops. Whenever she wears her frilly skirts, they're usually accompanied by tights or leggings of some sort. She always wears cut-off gloves that flare out at the edges, along with any other wrist/arm apparel she might see fitting. She usually wears a leather belt, as her bottoms are always falling off or drooping because she is so small. On the back of her neck, there is a tatoo of the Trinity family crest, which is a cross with curved lines on the horizontal part, and arrows at the top and bottom. Ashamed that she is but a half-breed and not pure-blooded in a race, she got rid of her elvish ears and replaced them with cybernetic ones. She also hones the vampiric fangs that she inherited from her father.
Height: 5'3"
Weight: 110 lbs.
Hair Colour: Hot Pink
Eye Colour: Garnet or Crimson
Personality: She is very cold and cynical, but is very caring. Though she may not look it, she actually cares a lot about the people she meets, whether that be friend or foe. If they are a friend to her, then they have earned her full trust, which is a very rare case, as she is very hard to please and has a hard time trusting other people. She tends to snap and lash out at people, which some humans might call "teenage mood swings", but she acts really mature for her age and appearance.
History: She grew up in a keep far from civilization called Amor Il' Menil, which is Sylfeen for 'Manor of Shadows'. Sylfeen is a forgotten language spoken mainly among the old civilizations of half-breeds. Her father had knowledge of this language, and named everything according to it, including all the names of his children; Ferran's true name is 'Wanderer of Shadows Trinity'. She grew up never knowing or meeting her parents; she was lonely mainly all her life. She had never even met her siblings, let alone knew about them. One day, shortly before her eleventh birthday, a battle that had broken out between Lycan (werewolf) and half-breeds. The Lycans were winning the battle, and they were about to infiltrate the keep when a servant of Ferran's gave her orders to retreat into the cellar. But she had a plan devised for situations like this; she was going to finally escape her pitiful, isolated, and lonely life to search for a better one full of adventures. After her plan became successful, she wandered aimlessly, looking for a new place to call her home. She eventually met up with a boy about her age called Rowan, who was a vampire. They became good friends, and Ferran slowly fell in love with him. But on yet another day fateful a few years later, Ferran and Rowan were on their way to a trading city called Vendain when they met up with a couple who was traveling the oppposite way. The scene eventually led to the death of her beloved and a girl about her age. Since then, she has been searching the very depths of herself to find the real Ferran, whom she lost along with the only one she ever loved. She has stayed at the side of the young man whom she met that day, finding out that he was her twin brother, him being older by a full four and a half minutes.

Vampires:

1) We don't sleep in coffins.
2) Sunlight only burns us if we're weak for some reason.
3) We don't HAVE to breathe but the human habit is hard to break.
4) In order to change someone, the human must be drained and then take the blood willingly or not from the vampire's wrist.
5) If we kill one of our own kind we're tortured to death.
6) We can eat human food but it won't fill us up. It's usually eaten for pleasure of the taste.

I'm so goth, I'm not only "goth," but also "gothe" "goff" "gawth" "gauwth" "gothic" "gothik" "gothique" and "gawfickk" and soon I hope to be "gauewthickueu."

lmao