Don't Really Know Who I Am. My name is Cordi and I LOVE music!! Hi So I'm Cordi...If you havn't geussed by now that's not my real name. My real name is Aubrey, but i go by many names so it doesn't really matter. You may call me Cordi or Cordilia. I love music. I play the clairanett x . I also sing. I hope that one day my music will change the world. I want my lyrics to touch as many people as possible and hopefully make them think and wonder about the truth behind everything. I am currently waiting to see if i can sing in any bands so if ya'll need a lead singer heres your girl!! I'm really into all the romantic stuff. I love when guys come up and hug me around my waist and I love the secretive note passing between classes. Hanging out with eachother all the time. texting non stop. Presents for no apparent reason. one month annivarsiries spelled worng I love it when they try to hide there feelings by shrugging it off. I love it when boys get jelouse...I think it's cute when they mess up. But I wish they could just say how they feel. I wish guys could just understand how much we mean what we mean. I love it when guys give me there jackets...I love it when you hug them and you breath in...He smells like Axe...all the time. I love the hugs and the kisses and the way when we're at a park together he always ends up pushing me on the swing. People don't know this but I'm very protective of my boyfriends. I hate it when I see him with other girls...It kills me inside that he doesn't come over to me and hug me and keep me with him at all times. I love it when he misses me. I wish guys could be like this, but not all the time. because I also love the little fights...the little punches us girls throw attempting to hurt them but not wanting to and when they say ow we feel bad and they hug us tight and say it ok. Heh...wow ok...moving on now...I am a Steelers fan to the max! I used to play soccer and football back in elementary school when I acctually had energy. Then i also tried out for volleyball in middle school but i fail epicaly. I keep to myself alot and if you really wana get to know me you have to stay for the whole ride. I don't trust people very easily, but I am very friendly. Let's just say my days are spent wishing for a better tommorrow and wondering what me and my crazy ass friends might do next! I don't enjoy school very much but then again thats like the only way I ever get to see my friends XP My favorite subject is Language arts. Although I have always hated my L.A teachers...I also have issues with my science teachers who always seem to hate me through out the year or fail me on every stupid test that no body dtudied for any ways. My best subject is Social Studies x and I hate Math although I'm pretty good at it. My life consists of endless yesterdays and never knowing what tommorrow might bring. I am Single now...see how that changes so very quickly...I have a fear of being alone...so I geuss i could deal...oh well...I need to move on...My cell is never less than 5 inches from me and if you call i very rarely pick up. My forte is texting x If you ask my friends I am very random and I always try my best to make the people around me happy. I would sacrifice my happiness for theirs. My Best friend is Lidiot. I Don't know where I would be in life without her. she keeps me in check . I love her and she better know it! She's stuck with me foreva!! And I love All my friends. I love our random trips to the mall to dance the thriller in the food court or do the time warp outside of hot topic. lol. I hide my feelings alot. So most of my friends think I'm happy and that I don't feel alone even when I'm surrounded by people...but the truth is that I do feel alone...even at school...even at the mall...when I'm surrounded by people that care about me...I feel alone. There's only one person that has ever made me feel un-alone...any ways...Let's see were was I? Oh yes. I was born in Pheonix, Arizona and ever since i moved to colorado I wanted to get out. My dream is to go to Ohio. Why you ask? Because it's for lovers DUH! Lol. I really really want to run away. Even right now at 13 i want to run away to Ohio. But I can't leave that one person. I geuss I'll have to wait till he can come with me -shrug- I am very bi-polar if you ask me. My mom wants to put me on pills but i hate pills PX I really hate taking pills...even like motrin for head aches I just dont like swallowing pills. I sumtimes have anger issues but its an off and on thing with me. I don't complain as mush as i used to or maybe I do... My favorite animal is the Wolf. My favorite color is Midnight Blue. My Favorite T.V show is Ned's Declassified. I hate stereo types and I hate when people ask to see my wrists. I hate when people judge other's from how they dress or who they hang out with. I guess I really don't give a fuck what people think about me because they do call me poser. they do call me emo and all that shit. Oh well. Hmmm So I geuss that's pretty much it for me. If you want to know anything else hit me up on I.M or send me a message. i'm always here to help and in my opinion I give pretty good advice so if you have a problem do the same. My lips are sealed. x Enjoy my page!!