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Joined 10-13-11, id: 3337945, Profile Updated: 10-13-11

"We represent the Ultimate Outcasts." ~Andy Biersack

I'm Heidi, and I’m just another teenager stuck in this world. I’m nothing new, nothing special, and I’m definitely not going to preach about how different I am or "unique" because, honestly, no one is. I just want to leave this crap hole, get out and live my life how I want to. I want to be remembered. Not a face that fades and a name forgotten. I wanna be the girl that makes every ones day perfect. So far I’m doing a pretty good job. This is my one chance, my one and only life, and it is a great, terrible, short and an endless thing, & none of us make it out alive. And I have to find a way to get through it all. Anyways I have dreams and goals like every one else, and I only live once like everyone else. I'm going to act on my own impulses and stop blaming people around me for things I do. I’m not trying to fit in with anything, I’m not fake, or plastic. I’m real, I’m human, I breath, eat, sleep, and feel just like everybody else. Don’t expect anything more than that. Most people judge me quick, and don’t care... get to know me. But I guarantee you that what you think is the exact opposite of me. Most see me as quiet and shy, but that’s only because you don’t know me. I’m a lot of fun if we hang out at least three or four times. I'll start being myself. But I hold my wildness in around new people, haha. I’ll speak my mind after I know you and I might say something mean, but I’m just telling you my thoughts. I’m not someone that will go behind your back and stuff. I’m different and crazy, but hey, that’s what makes me, me. Most everything I do, even if it’s the simplest thing, I like to do in a strange and creative way. I’m definitely not afraid to express myself. I see things a lot differently than most do, And I’m not fully here all the time. I try to believe that everyone has some good, and that belief has faded a lot. I rethink things over and over again and observe my situations until I cant think straight, till I’m completely confused, which, by the way, that's pretty easy with me, haha. I hide from the truth of things, although I absolutely hate lies. I’m so confusing to the point where it doesn’t matter what I say. Because you wont believe it anyway. I like to take chances, try new things, that thrill can drive anyone to do anything, my advice is to take chances. Don’t look back and regret your past, because its gone, done. And don’t be over-thinking your future, because its not here yet. Live in the present, because so far its all you have and you need to make the best out of everyday. I’m learning & failing, I’m growing & losing. I’m not who I was a year ago, a month ago, or even a week ago. But, I’m not who I want to be. I’m not satisfied with myself. I'm constantly trying to better myself, and every time I do, I just make myself worse. I'm always comparing myself to the girl next to me, and I give up, you win.

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The pain was never inept by xInThisPlaceWeLiex reviews
This is a one shot in Bradie's POV...I've never written anything like it, it's completely the opposite of what Bradie is and yeah he is kinda mental. WARNING: SELF HARM AND DEPRESSIVE MATERIAL. Not recommended if you get 'triggered.'
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,071 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/24/2011 - Complete