![]() Author has written 3 stories for Dragon Age, Happy Tree Friends, and ParaNorman. I have been reading fanfics (Of course! What else would you be reading here? Ads?!) on this site for a long time but I've only recently created an account (Because you are so lazy!) and I've posted my first story just yesterday (Because you are Sloth personified). So I'm a novice at this (NOOB here everyone! Noob alert!) and I'm hoping for constructive criticism (You're lucky there's a spell check here), friends (Let's flame him, guys) and just to have fun. If you're wondering why there seem to be another person writing this profile, that's me trying to joke with you people (Oh! How pathetic to actually explain your humor. That's just sad). So this is Arzir. Glad to meet you all. (*cough*loser*cough*) -kamehameha the mean voice- n_n The Melancholy of Arzir Mormaya I am barely twenty-three years old and yet I can already feel how heavy the toll that the world has fined me. I am exhausted. And not just physically; my mind is weary, my heart is tired, and my spirit is slowly being crushed by the pressure of the responsibilities thrust upon me. For whom do I live for? What is the reason of my struggles? Why do I endure a profession that was never my choice? A job that I try so hard to love but have grown to hate instead. Questions. So many questions plague my every waking hour. Lo, the seed of doubt has long been planted within me, and it has only grown through time. Its roots have dug deep, strangling my confidence, draining my very resolve. And I can do nothing to remove it. It continues to feed on me as it causes me to question myself. To doubt my every move. Yes! It fills me with so much insecurity that it festers and rots my very soul. And that's when I'm having a good day. On bad ones, I am plague by thoughts that should've never caressed my mind. What are these thoughts you ask? If you must know they pertain to my three siblings. Oh how I love each and every one them. They are my light; the beacon that guides me in the darkest of my days. But, I could not help but think ill of them. For are they not to blame for my current predicament? Were they not the reason why I chose this kind of life? My love for them for them is the shackles that bind me. My responsibilities as the eldest have robbed me of my free will. So is it not my right to blame them?! But alas, I err; for the sin that I condemned them for is non-existent. They did nothing wrong, unless being born to this world is a crime; and it is not. Even in my confused smostltate I am sure, without a shadow of a doubt, that my brothers and sister did nothing wrong. Yet the dark question still lingers in my heart; would it have been better if they were not born. I might have the chance to choose my profession; a career that I actually want. To study a field of my own passion. To reach the dreams that I abandon for the sake of my siblings. And now your eyes have finally seen how selfish I am. You have heard my dark desire; my most wicked wish. You now know what the Crimson Puppeteer truly is. A monster. A demon. A slave. That very title is an ironic ridicule to the man; for he is no manipulator. He is anything but! He is stripped of his free will by the very people he held dear to him. He is and will always will be tied to strings and pulled by others. Forever a slave to his family, to his friends, to life itself. I am a puppet of the world. I am a marionette of fate. I am… The Crimson Puppeteer! Buto, kalansay, tabi-tabi po sa bangkay. Lulubog, lilitaw, sasarado’ng hukay. Buto, ‘pag hinimay, pinakulo, sabay lagay ng atay at gulay ang labas, hototay. Buto sa kamay, ‘pag panay paypay, magkakanda pilay-pilay, maski kuko mamamatay. Gusto mong tunay, makitang kalansay ng sariling bangkay, bigkasing sabay-sabay. Buto, kalansay, tabi-tabi po sa bangkay. Lulubog, lilitaw, sasarado’ng hukay. Pag tao’y namatay nagiging isang bangkay, ang buto, matitibay, nagiging kalansay, pero pag ang bangkay hindi nilibing ng mahusay, kaluluwa’y maglalakbay magmumulto panay-panay. Kaya para mailagay sila sa matiwasay, hanapin ang kalansay saka ilibing ng tunay. Si Hasmin, ating pakay, hanapin kanyang kalansay, kaya tayo’y magkapit kamay at bigkasing sabay-sabay. Buto, kalansay, tabi-tabi po sa bangkay. Lulubog, lilitaw, sasarado’ng hukay. Buto, kalansay, tabi-tabi po sa bangkay. Lulubog, lilitaw, sasarado’ng hukay. Buto, kalansay, tabi-tabi po sa bangkay. Lulubog, lilitaw, sasarado’ng hukay. Buto, kalansay, tabi-tabi po sa bangkay. Lulubog, lilitaw, sasarado’ng hukay. Buto, kalansay, tabi-tabi po sa bangkay. Lulubog, lilitaw, sasarado’ng hukay. My interest includes: Games: Dragon Age, Mass Effect, Skyrim, Borderlands, Civilization, Don't Starve, etc. Mostly RPGs Anime: Naruto, D. Gray-Man, UQ Holder, Negima, Trinity 7, The World God Only Knows, Angel Beats, Mirrai Nikki, No Game, No Life, etc. Mostly Echii, Harem, Comedy Authors (Novels): V.C. Andrews, Anne Rice, Stephen King, Chritine Feehan |
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