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Joined 02-24-14, id: 5553143, Profile Updated: 06-12-18
Author has written 8 stories for Hunter X Hunter.

Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've cried in my room when nobody was watching. Nobody knows how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap, but I just don't for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head when I'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody. Knows. Me.


Hurt me and you're gonna feel pain. Hurt my best friend and you're gonna need an ambulance. Hurt my family... I'm gonna need a shovel.


Never be ashamed of a scar. It simply means you were stronger than whatever tried to hurt you.


People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long.


Don't depend too much on anyone in this world because even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness.


Suicide doesn't take away the pain, it gives it to someone else.


Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. -Norman Cousins


The saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that.


The price of being a sheep is boredom. The price of being a wolf is loneliness. Choose one with great care. -Hugh Macleod


The worst feeling is wanting to cry but having to hold it in because you are in public. -Unknown


If you would not be forgotten as soon as you are dead, either write things worth reading or do things worth writing about. -Unknown


Hope is like the sun, which, as we journey toward it, casts the shadow of our burden behind us. -Samuel Smiles


Tell the truth boldly, whether it hurts or not. Never pander to weakness. If truth is too much for intelligent people and sweeps them away, let them go; the sooner the better. -Swamy Vivekananda


When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die. -Jean-Paul Saitre


I think I'd do better on my own, no friends, no fights. Just me, alone. -Unknown


It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it. -Aristotle


Don't mix between my personality and my attitude, because my personality is ME and my attitude depends on YOU... -Unknown


The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen. -Elisabeth Kubler-Ross


Behind every smile there are a thousand pains. -Unknown


A room without books is like a body without a soul. -Unknown


You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one. -Unknown


Sometimes you have to give up on people. Not because you don't care, but because they don't. -Unknown


I am who I am today because of the choices I made yesterday. -Eleanor Roosevelt


The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing. -Albert Einstein


Don't define your world in black and white, because there is so much hiding amongst the greys. -Unknown


Don't ever mistake my silence for ignorance, my calmness for acceptance, or my kindness for weakness. -Unknown


I wish all your dreams come true... but keep in mind that nightmares are dreams too. -Unknown


Family isn't always blood. It's the people in your life who want you in theirs; the ones who accept you for who you are. The ones who would do anything to see you smile and love you no matter what. -Unknown


Alone. Yes, that's the key word, the most awful word in the English tongue. Murder doesn't hold a candle to it and Hell is only a poor synonym. -Stephan King


Love has four letters, but so does Hate. Friends has seven letters, but so does Enemies. Truth has five letters, but so does Lying. It hurts so much when one changes into another. -Unknown


They say in every library there is a single book that can answer the question that burns like a fire in the mind. -Lemony Snicket


You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villain. -Unknown


People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don't think that's true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world. -Kim Culbertson


No matter how many times I break down, there is always a little piece of me that says... No, you're not done yet. Get back up! -Unknown


The only reason everyone holds on to memories so tightly is because memories are the ONLY things that don't change when everyone else does. -Unknown


Some people come into your life just to teach you how to let go. -Unknown


The strongest people are not those who show strength in front of us, but those who win battles we know nothing about. -Unknown


My wisdom is from experience. My passion comes from pain. My confidence hides insecurities. My weakness makes me stronger. My past does not define me. My strength is an illusion. My calm hides a storm. My innocence is not ignorance. -Unknown


Teach those who want to be taught, and be patient with those do not. Not everyone is ready to learn at the same time; but given time, everyone is ready to learn. -Ria D'Arcy


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Fortune X Freedom X Fate by Colorless Butterfly reviews
She was just an ignorant coward who was too scared of living to die properly. He was just a psychopath who became interested in her ability to see what he had hidden for so long. After all, his hands are swathed in murderous black strings, while hers are starkly bare - so tell me, what kind of bloodied threads will connect them together? Hisoka X OC. Pre-Canon. COMPLETE!
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 63,687 - Reviews: 445 - Favs: 810 - Follows: 679 - Updated: 1/5/2016 - Published: 11/6/2011 - [Hisoka, OC] - Complete
The Gift by Razorblade Mistress reviews
Aina Oshiro, native to NGL, recklessly pursues a fleeting love to Yorkshin and is forbidden from returning home. Overwhelmed, she turns to drug abuse until one night she is spared during a multiple murder at a party. Despite Aina's new resolve, it seems that perhaps her "savior the executioner" is not everything she'd hoped, and his world is just as far out of reach as her own...
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 12,213 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 12/8/2015 - Published: 10/17/2013 - [Illumi Z., OC] Leorio, Hisoka
Love Under Contract by Razorblade Mistress reviews
When Gon and Killua are joined by Misaki, a girl who claims to be motivated solely by the opportunity to help them on their current mission in the Volcanic Islands, young love eventually begins to blossom. However, Misaki is not everything she seems, and perhaps there is more than just the age difference that ought to deter Killua from pursuing his developing feelings...
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 77 - Words: 130,549 - Reviews: 275 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 10/21/2015 - Published: 7/2/2013 - Gon F., Killua Z., Illumi Z., OC
With my eyes wide open by LittleQueenie reviews
Bearing the heavy burden of keeping the family secret, the children of the Kurta clan are strong, but also have difficulty trusting anyone outside of their family. Looking for such a connection without realizing it himself, Kurapika lets himself be swayed by the words and actions of a man he really shouldn't trust [KuroKura drabbles concerning PL][PL not a prerequisite read]
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 32 - Words: 76,336 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 10/5/2014 - Published: 4/23/2014 - [Kurapika K., Kuroro L.] - Complete
Patches and Stitches by the64single reviews
Jun, the unbreakable woman: Hisoka's longest project. Many years spent cultivating her and soon, she may be ripe enough to kill - the sex was just a bonus. Jun had always thought that killing Hisoka would be her greatest triumph, but with a past that has been patched and stitched with pieces of him, Jun wonders if she could really fight against him. HisokaxOC.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 19 - Words: 82,613 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 228 - Follows: 254 - Updated: 6/30/2014 - Published: 5/21/2013 - Hisoka
Psycho Love by LittleQueenie reviews
As the son of the rumored dangerous Zoldyck family, Killua messes up a mission and gets caught in attempted murder. Only instead of to prison, he's sent to an institution to assess his psychological health. It's here where he is put on the case of two dubious psychologists that seem to have as many secrets as Killua himself has. (IllumixKillua AU)
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 51 - Words: 259,496 - Reviews: 206 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 6/26/2014 - Published: 9/22/2013 - [Illumi Z., Killua Z.] Hisoka, Kuroro L. - Complete
Good vibrations by LittleQueenie reviews
With Hisoka's focus currently on someone else, contact between him and Chrollo had become more relaxed, and focused more on information dealing than anything else. While searching out the leader of the Spiders this time though, Hisoka tries to sweeten the deal for himself [KuroHiso]
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,983 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/21/2014 - [Kuroro L., Hisoka] - Complete
Tsutae's Secret by Ria D'Arcy reviews
STAGE: Heaven's Arena and Kukuroo Mountain. PLAYERS: Tsutae (16) and Hisoka (19). THE GAME: What else could it be? Hisoka has found himself an interesting new toy, and he plans to savor the chase. Meanwhile, Tsutae's future becomes unclear when she is forced to leave Heaven's Arena for the Zoldyck's main house. At first, Hisoka's attention towards Tsutae was unwelcomed but now...
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 44,719 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 4/6/2014 - Published: 12/22/2013 - Hisoka, OC
Betting Games by Riseha reviews
AU: "Shall we play a game together, little brother? I promise to let you go if you win the bet. To win, you just have to find out my deepest and darkest secret. Tell me your answer in a week." Illumi/Killua. -Brother Pair-
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,130 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 2/22/2014 - Published: 10/19/2013 - [Killua Z., Illumi Z.]
Back At That Time by Bakuretsu-Shio reviews
A short drabble about a young Illumi meeting Killua for the first time.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 710 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/16/2014 - Killua Z., Illumi Z. - Complete
Material Girl by LittleQueenie reviews
In a world where the Zoldycks are still as renowned as they've always been for their assassination skills, one of the family members decides to become renowned in a certain secondary profession, when he notices it is highly profitable as well. Especially among a certain clientele, Illumi rakes in the money. [Rated M for Adultrio doing very smutty things]
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,072 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/15/2014 - [Illumi Z., Hisoka, Kuroro L.]
Tag--You're Dead by Madin456 reviews
Because that's what all this was, really: a game. A game in which the winner would become the next heir of the Zoldyck family and the loser would die as nothing but a disgrace. A game... of hide-and-seek.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,393 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/13/2014 - Killua Z., Illumi Z. - Complete
Illumi's Death by Ria D'Arcy reviews
Three years after the beginning of the Hunter x Hunter story: Illumi is twenty-seven and this is a look inside of the man who does not reveal his true self. One-shot
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,756 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/19/2014 - Illumi Z. - Complete
Played like a puppet by LittleQueenie reviews
When looking for some rest in between work, Illumi decides to visit a hotspring. The kind of rest he's going to get changes when he gets a visit from Hisoka and his little friend... [Hisoka/Illumi oneshot request] [I need to stop cackling at three in the morning]
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,637 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 13 - Published: 11/21/2013 - [Hisoka, Illumi Z.] - Complete
A bloody present by LittleQueenie reviews
When joining the Genei Ryodan yakuza, it is required you get a tattoo to indicate you belong. For this, Feitan was chosen to help its members. A renowned Tebori tattooist, but not one with the best of tempers; and he finds other uses for the newest member when he visits to get his tattoo done (HisokaFeitan modern au)
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,691 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/11/2013 - [Feitan, Hisoka] - Complete
Hard Times by Ada Kensington reviews
A black comedy set in a Hunter x Hunterverse recession, in which the Phantom Troupe are so hard up, they accept a job from the Zoldyck family to spy on Illumi at his Yorknew City townhouse. Easy money, right? [No OCs plus cracklicious plot equals ...profit?]
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 30,940 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 10/26/2013 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Hisoka, Illumi Z., Gon F., Killua Z.
Defining Killua by MeikoNexusGen reviews
Backstory for Killua Zoldyck before he appeared in the Hunter Exam arc. Killua contemplates his position within his family as he survives the punishment for his failure to follow orders. Why does showing no weakness mean not having and showing heart? Does his name and family truly define him- is he destined to be the perfect Zoldyck assassin- or is Killua so much more? *One-Shot*
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,811 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 11 - Published: 10/24/2013 - Killua Z., Illumi Z., Milluki Z., Kikyō Z. - Complete
Midnight Thoughts by Ria D'Arcy reviews
Killua and Gon have reached the 200th floor of the Celestial Tower and this is a drabble on the thoughts that pass through Killua's mind one sleepless night. One shot.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,617 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/4/2013 - Killua Z. - Complete
Decoding Feigned Empathy by Razorblade Mistress reviews
-Friend: (noun) A person whom one knows and with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically exclusive of sexual or family relations.- (Analysis of the generally deemed "friendship" between Hisoka and Illumi. Twoshot.)
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,575 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 9/27/2013 - Published: 9/25/2013 - Illumi Z., Hisoka - Complete
Nurturing Control by Razorblade Mistress reviews
"Behind the face of every human, regardless of their degree of supposed humanity, was once the blank, fresh slate of infancy...Illumi Zoldyck was no exception to this inevitable dawn of being." Oneshot.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: K - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,122 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/20/2013 - Illumi Z. - Complete
Will you illuminate me by LittleQueenie reviews
When Illumi gets a high paying job for a client, he is told that this client usually asks for more than just an assassination. Not wanting to back off on the already accepted job, and not caring in particular about the extra services he has to provide, he calls in a certain person to help him prepare for this. (Starts mild, but becomes explicit) HisokaxIllumixHisoka
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 73,953 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 172 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 9/17/2013 - Published: 8/4/2013 - [Hisoka, Illumi Z.] Gon F., Killua Z. - Complete
A Series of Very Bad Jokes by lunartick reviews
Part of the Series series. Faced with twenty-four hours worth of very bad jokes, there is only one thing Kuroro can do: retaliate - Ryodan style.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 29,038 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 4/10/2013 - Published: 3/27/2013 - Kuroro L., Phantom Troupe/Genei Ryodan - Complete
Remember Me? by Randomlysinging reviews
Canada has finally snapped. Warnings: Gore and Character Death.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/22/2013 - Canada, America - Complete
Kicks and Pleasures by Rockleerox93 reviews
Hisoka chuckled, "I expected as much from you. But if you're wanting to enjoy small things like Spades…sex is in the same category, ne? If killing is for your pleasure…then sex should be for your kicks, Illumi." Rated M for Sexual and psychological themes. HisokaxIllumi
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,646 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/6/2013 - Illumi Z., Hisoka - Complete
Social Niceties by Edmondia Dantes Redux reviews
A quiet meeting between immortals.
Crossover - Yu-Gi-Oh & Pet Shop of Horrors - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/23/2009 - Shadi, Count D - Complete
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Promise reviews
(ONE SHOT) Years ago Illumi made a promise, and it has finally come time to fulfill that promise.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 914 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/29/2015 - Illumi Z., OC - Complete
Inevitable reviews
Heavily injured from a fight he inevitably lost, Machi tries to heal Kuroro's wounds - but is it already too late for the Spider's Head?
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/20/2014 - Kuroro L., Machi - Complete
First Lesson in Torture reviews
It's Kil's first time being allowed to torture someone. With no guiding hand, he uses this rare opportunity to discover things on his own. *Told from the perspective of the victim
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,779 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 7 - Published: 8/2/2014 - Killua Z., Illumi Z. - Complete
A Series of Torture reviews
Enter at your own risk... A collection of one shots revolving around me torturing some of the most beloved and hated characters of the series. None will escape my fun.
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: M - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,480 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/19/2014 - Published: 3/19/2014 - Killua Z., Machi, OC
Feitan's Day reviews
Short one shot about Feitan's day. It wasn't exactly what he would call a "good" day either. (Rated since it's Feitan and involves blood)
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/15/2014 - Feitan - Complete
Not Just An Item reviews
*Yorkshin Auction Arc* There is something in the underground vaults which once belonged to the Kurta Clan. Her love for her clan was so strong that she is awoken and discovers the sole survivor. What will happen when his life is threatened? -Summary sucks -One shot
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,725 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/7/2014 - Kurapika K., OC - Complete
A Torturer's Fun reviews
Set just before the Genei Ryodan arrive in York Shin City. Feitan was bored in between orders from Danchou and took time to do some random torturing. *Gore *Swearing
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,558 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/2/2014 - Feitan - Complete
Victim Number 199 reviews
Benni Doron, the serial killer famous for his handcrafted "Benz" knives... this is the tale of the woman who was his 199th victim. *Gore (Rated T for now, may up it if I continue writing)
Hunter X Hunter - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,754 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/1/2014 - OC - Complete