![]() Author has written 53 stories for Sonic the Hedgehog, My Little Pony, Victorious, Amazing World of Gumball, Super Robot Monkey Team, Littlest Pet Shop, Zootopia, Happy Tree Friends, and Loud House. Facts About Me: I'm Vegan I'm Genderless/Genderfluid I'm Bisexual I'm an anti-social I'm a Christian (Protestant) I love Animals more than People I love Cats I love books and reading Most of my Fanfictions are based on true stories I have Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD and Depression My Suicide Letter Here I am, here it comes again I’m drinking all of my sorrows Here it is, it’s happening I’m drowning in alcohol I am crying for help I’m already seeing the light I need to get out of this hell I’m losing all of my might I lose my mind all the time I can’t control myself I am the paralyzed mime I’m falling from the shelf You accused me of all these lies None of you want to believe me You brought tears in my eyes I cry with no destiny My mood is all borderline And so is my personality I’m stepping on the land mind Because you wouldn’t trust me I already lost my best friend I lost everybody I know I want this to end I want everything to go I can’t stop cutting my skin I can’t stop setting myself on fire I feel so lost from the within I’m bleeding from the barbed wire I want this misery to end I want to inflict death on me I want back all of my friends But I’m losing my sanity It isn’t my fault I lost my mind It isn’t my fault I am crazy I’m feeling paranoid deep inside I’m becoming a wilting daisy I know I’m a fucking mess I know I’m the raining Milky Way I want to be free from this stress Why is everything not okay? I hate my own true self I just want to die a painful death I’m still falling from the shelf I am losing my last breath You hate everything I do and say You all called me a fucking bitch I’m not the attention whore everyday And yet, you still hate me to the ditch I can’t escape the pain you gave me I keep dragging myself down I can’t move from the gravity I’m falling all the way to the ground I can’t let myself go I can’t find my own peace I just want you to know That I am already down on my knees I am praying for God to take me away To bring me to my new home I think about this every day I’m better off in a catacomb I know you hate me more I know you don’t want to be my friend I’m slamming shut the door I’m letting go, to put myself to an end I feel so fucking lost I feel so fucked up Just send up the cross So I can give you the cup That is filled with all my tears The cup filled with all my cries Don’t follow my fears through these years Just leave me alone to die I just want to die by suicide I just want to be free from this pain I just want to be free from the inside I just want to stop this rain Please, remember this I don’t want you to forget I’ll still look up to you by bliss I don’t want any more regrets I’ll reunited with my deceased friend I’ll look down all the way I know you hate me until the end But I’ll still think about you every day I’m pretty sure God will forgive me I’m sure He will still take me to Heaven Where I can finally be free And be free for twenty-four seven I know you think I’m an attention whore I know you think I’m a fucking bitch But please forgive me some more So I won’t be buried in the ditch Now, the time has come The time has come near Suicide is what I succumb I will die peacefully until I disappear Death awaits me, I know he does Please, just set me free All because… because I want to be free from this misery I am sorry to say this But Misery Severity is no more She has died, losing all of her bliss Because it’s her you abhor All for no fucking reason At least she’s at peace She has died in the winter season Because she has lost all of her leaves Fanfictions Based on True Stories Shades of Grey Sparkle Suicide Fiery Rose Alone and Afraid Goodbye Tori Lost Fallen Ghost Love Hexagon (Inspired) The Depth Daddy's Little Girl I See You (Inspired) The Last Leaf Falls Bleeding Snowflake Missing Heroin (Inspired) Tori's Secret Someday Possible Upcoming Stories: UPDATED IN DECEMBER 22, 2016 Don't Stay Sonic the Hedgehog: Rated M for Blood, Murder and Very Dark Themes Characters: (Sonic, Amy Rose, Shadow, Silver) and (Scourge, Rosy, Mephiles, Venice) Genre: Horror, Mystery/Suspense Plot: Scourge the Hedgehog, Rosy the Rascal, Mephiles the Dark and Venice the Mink/Hedgehog are a team of blood-thirsty murderers who have committed massacres and held hostages on innocent lives. During their run and hiding from the authority, they became known as the "Malicious Four" while they're resuming their roles to commit more crimes, from robberies to holding more hostages, and even performing sexual slavery. Meanwhile, Sonic, Amy Rose, Shadow and Silver were all arrested and falsely accused for being the "Malicious Four." As they team up and escape from jail, it is up to the "Benevolent Four" to search for their malevolent counterparts and stop them before they get away. The Unborn Sonic World: Rated K or T Characters: (Sonic, Amy), OC Genre: Family, Hurt/Comfort Plot: Secret/Hidden Epilogue to "Imaginary." Six years later after their horrifying incident with Kimmerie, Lavender Rose Sparkle is 11 while Cobalt Jay Rush is 6. After one of his annoying pranks to scare his sister and her childhood friends Rayna and Ivy, Lavender nearly brings up his twin sister who died at birth, which caused her to remember the tragedy and supernatural horror back when she was 5. While Amy Rose takes Lavender, Rayna and Ivy to their ballet dance class, Cobalt goes through her bedroom and he finds an immortal white jasmine flower with "Kimmerie Liling" written on the pot. Wanting to find out the meaning of Lavender's jasmines, Cobalt goes to his father and Sonic tells the entire story and the truth behind Cobalt Jay Rush before he was born. Silent Belle Sonic Boom: Rated T Characters: (Sonic, Amy), Knuckles, Tails Genre: Horror and Supernatural Plot: Sonic, Amy Rose, Knuckles, Tails and Sticks were all hiking through the forest. When they got lost and suddenly fought over the directions on their way out, the Team find a mysterious girl all alone in the center of the forest. Because she is a mute, they are unable to find out her name, identity or even where she came from. With the help from Misery Severity, the haunting true story behind the silent girl will be shocking for the Team. To make matters more horrifying, everyone in Bygone Island begin to disappear. Crestfallen Sonic Boom: Rated T Characters: (Sonic, Amy), Knuckles, Tails Genre: Horror and Supernatural Plot: When the Sonic Team are having the same nightmares about strange five-colored beings haunting them, it is revealed that is has something to do with Misery Severity though she has no specific reason why. Deciding to go for drastic measures, the Team and Misery all travel within their own dreams and nightmares. The truth of Misery's crestfallen life will be searched for although the catch is that they have limited time before they all go into sleep forever. Piece of Insanity Pie My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic: Rated M for Dark Themes and Sexual (Lesbian/Yuri) Themes Characters: (Rainbow Dash, Pinkie Pie, Applejack) Genre: Horror and Romance Plot: Rainbow Dash and Pinkie Pie are a couple but then Rainbow cheats on her with Applejack. Unbeknownst to the two, Pinkie Pie catches the two making love. Out of anger and heartbreak, she transform into her true self: Pinkamena Diane Pie and wanting to seek vengeance, she drugs Applejack and the murder of the work pony gets grotesque and bloody. Warrior Down (Longer Edition) Super Robot Monkey Team Hyperforce Go!: Rated T or M for Insanity References, Blood and Suicide Characters: (Nova, Sprx) the rest of the main characters Genre: Angst, Tragedy and Horror Plot: Same as the original story "Warrior Down" with more descriptions within the plot. Before she commits suicide at the end, Nova was being haunted by spirits of the Hyper Force's previous enemies despite they are already deceased from the war. She was the only one who sees them and Chiro, Antauri, Gibson, Otto and Sprx-77 feared that she may be going insane. Nova has attempted multiple suicides (from hanging herself to gouging her eye out) and performed severe self-mutilation (from slitting her wrists to stabbing herself). Knowing and fearing that she's getting worst and unable to help her themselves, they had no choice but to sent her into a mental institution. It even caused a broken relationship between Sprx and Nova and the rest is history. Nacreous Super Robot Monkey Team Hyperforce Go!: Rated T Characters: (Sprx, Nova) Genre: Romance, Tragedy Plot: Sequel to "Warrior Down." One year after Nova's suicide, Sprx-77, along with Antauri, Otto and Gibson, strangely find a strange yellow robotic simian wandering through the streets. Believing it was Nova who was resurrected and rebuilt without any of the Team's consent or awareness, Sprx is willing to do anything to bring her back to the team and then re-start their new romantic relationship. Unfortunately, the golden simian has no memory of Sprx or any of the Hyper Force at all and her personality is completely opposite; instead of being brave, tough and strong, "Nova" is all timid, quiet and weak. She then reveals that she was never a member of the Team and she never was their courageous warrior. Throughout the entire story, Sprx goes into drastic measures by getting "Nova" to remember everything before she died. Scarlet Stockholm Super Robot Monkey Team Hyperforce Go!: Rated M for Sexual Themes and Dark Themes Characters: (Evil Sprx-77, Nova) Evil Spova Genre: Horror, Romance, Angst Plot: My version if the Soul of Evil was never gone. By the time they failed to remove the evil corruption from Sprx-77 and Nova was left unconscious after being brutally injured, the rest of the Hyperforce have died under their bloody defeat. Soon after the resurrection of Skeleton King and the post-apocalypse of evil began, Evil Sprx drags Nova into his imprisonment. Still wanting her for his lust and romance, he manipulates her into certain deeds of sexual slavery and pleasures until she eventually becomes satisfied to be part of his new malicious life... or until she conceives a child he heavily wants prior to his alteration. Fading Away WARNING: MAY CONTAIN SELF-INJURY AND OTHER TRIGGERING IDEAS. MAY BE BASED ON A TRUE STORY Inside Out: Rated T Characters: Riley, Joy Genre: Angst, Tragedy and Drama Plot: As soon as she starts high school, Riley gets bullied by her classmates and everyone other kids in her school. Meanwhile, Joy tries her best to keep Riley happy as usual but Sadness' has been doing her role more often than she did. With all of the memories becoming nothing but sadness, Joy realizes that she's too weak to bring any happiness for Riley. Believing that she's no longer needed, Joy leaves Headquarters in despair, left an idea for Riley and finally leaves Sadness, Disgust, Anger and Fear without the proper goodbye. She lastly sacrifices herself into the Memory Dump. The idea she leaves for Riley will bring a sudden tragedy: teenage suicide. Endangered We Bare Bears: Rated T Characters: Grizz, Panda, Ice Bear Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Family Plot: Focused on the sad backstories of Grizz, Panda and Ice Bear in my own version. Before they were cubs and before they even met, their individual stories will be focused on the tragic happenings of their parents and their original homes. During their cub-hood, their homeless lives will be described. Grizz reveals his hidden depression, Panda reveals his worst fear and Ice Bear reveals why he was a (selective/elective) mute. 10 Reasons Loud House: Rated T Characters: Lucy Loud Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Family, Drama, Angst, Tragedy Inspiration from "Thirteen Reasons Why" Plot: Lucy has been missing for over a week. The parents, all nine sisters and Lincoln himself are worried about her and they have received no evidence of her whereabouts. Suddenly, Lincoln and the rest of the sisters each received a mysterious note from Lucy indicating where she currently is. Each message per sibling shows the reasons why Lucy ran away and left the family without a trace. As the Loud siblings put the messages together, it all leads to the tragedy of Lucy. Prey and Predator Zootopia: Rated M for Sexual Themes and Social Issues Characters: (Nick Wilde, Judy Hopps) Genre: Romance, Drama Plot: Outside of the police force, Nick and Judy are in a relationship with one another. As time goes by, things have gone from first base to second base. Unfortunately for them, the prejudice against "inter-species" couples is in affect; to make matters worse, relationships between prey and predator is still illegal. When Nick and Judy are caught, it's doable that the two would suffer dire consequences, such as being forced to resign from the ZPD or even forbidden to be together. To make things even more heartbreaking for the sly fox and persistent rabbit... Judy is pregnant for the first time with Nick. |
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