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Lonely Scars by Cathywren reviews
(Warning - this story includes self-harm and mentions suicide) There's a reason that the young warlock never parts with his long sleeves - some things simply cannot be shrugged off as battle wounds. Can his friends help him back to the light - or is it too late for Merlin to save himself?
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,006 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 106 - Updated: 8/27/2014 - Published: 7/30/2014
Pale Skin, Stained Heart by lovelybones1029 reviews
Merlin has gone into a deep depression, everyone wants him back to his old self, but no one knows what has happened to make him so cold. WARNING CONTAINS: self-harm,suicidal thoughts, and is kinda sad. First fic, may turn into some Merthur. Who knows?
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 6,319 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 7/14/2014 - Published: 9/9/2013 - Merlin, Arthur
Affairs in the Castle by LadyLaneyOfRanger reviews
Takes place 6 months after the marriage of Gwen and Arthur. Becoming Queen, Gwen changes and Arthur falls out of love with her. When ho notices the scars and cuts on Merlin's wrist he questions him and Merlin admits his feeling. Arthur begins to fall for Merlin too. This is my first FF and it is honestly terrible. I don't take it down because it is my first
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 26 - Words: 18,696 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 2/17/2014 - Published: 12/13/2013 - Merlin, Arthur, Gwen/Guinevere
A Wayward Warlock by astudyinkevin reviews
Takes place during S3. Merlin finds an unhealthy way to cope with his inexorable destiny. Trigger warning. Self-Harm. Whump. As of right now a one-shot, but could turn into more.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,837 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 10/31/2013 - Published: 5/1/2013 - Merlin
To Myself my Secrets Keep by Welcome to my House of Mirrors reviews
"Merlin," Gaius said slowly, turning the flower around in his hands, "this is narkotika, not somnium." And just like that, Merlin's life came crashing down. *Rated for drug addiction and mild-ish language*
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,295 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 44 - Published: 9/2/2013 - Merlin, Arthur
Uncovery Of A Sorcerer by PenDragon Scars reviews
Hi! This is One-Shot Merthur story. How is Merlin going to reveal his secret? How is Arthur going to take it. Read and Know! Warning: Merthur, boyxboy, self-harm, rated T for some kissing scenes
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,961 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 11 - Published: 4/27/2013 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
Here Comes A Lullaby by AlxM reviews
No matter how strong a man may be; even the most powerful warlock in the entire universe needs a release from his troubles. Merlin's emancipation from the heavy burden of his destiny comes in the form of the most horrible coping mechanism; self-harming. One-shot. No slash. Bromance.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,261 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 25 - Published: 4/5/2013 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
How To Be Dead by emmbrancsxx0 reviews
Merlin has waited for Arthur too long, and has turned to drugs to ease the pain and loneliness. Now that Arthur's back, he can stop any time he wants. Only, he doesn't want to.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 29,229 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 22 - Published: 3/22/2013 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Taunted by Flames by Foreshadow-of-Dusk reviews
Disturbed by nightmares of burning Merlin begins to retreat within himself and soon he is 'preparing' himself for the flames he feels are inevitable and well deserved. Warning! Self-harm and depressive themes will ensue. Rated T for now but may go up if I get a little graphic.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,977 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 3/22/2013 - Published: 2/2/2013 - Merlin, Arthur
Broken, Waiting to be Fixed by XLastForever reviews
Somewhere along the line Arthur fell for Merlin. Merlin has always loved Arthur but can Arthur help pull him out of the darkness? WARNING self- harm. I had this story up before but the grammar mistakes killed me so I re-did it.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,546 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 8/17/2012 - Published: 5/25/2012 - Arthur, Merlin
From The Woods by PASIV-Dreamscape reviews
For Arthur, his destiny is fortunate, and far more clearer than Merlin's. Growing weary with fear of what lies ahead, Merlin's anxiety drives him to find means in ending the path chosen for him. Suicide Attempts/Self Harm/Angst
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,418 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 5/14/2012 - Published: 5/9/2012 - Merlin, Arthur
Please don't hate me by daynight293 reviews
Merlin's upset and Arthur is trying to help. This is my first fanfic, this summary isn't too good but perhaps the story will be better. WARNING Self harm and there will be some slash in later chapters - don't like, don't read.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,522 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 6/25/2010 - Published: 11/11/2009 - Arthur, Merlin
Prompt Halluljah 2 of 4 up by DrusillaSnaps reviews
Mordern day fic. Its Merlin and Arthurs wedding day, and they are on the dance floor ready for their first dance as a married couple. Continues with their life with their newborn daughter. Chapter 2/4 now up! WARNING MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND PND
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,803 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 11/4/2009 - Published: 10/11/2009 - Arthur, Merlin
Arthur tells Merlin excatly how useless he thinks by DrusillaSnaps reviews
Merlin snaps one day at work, and demands that Arthur tell him exactlly what he thinks of him. Please R & R Slight fluff, but mainly funny!
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,349 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 17 - Published: 10/26/2009 - Arthur, Merlin