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Hello, I'm Bunnie, and no that's not my real name, it's just a nickname, i also go by usagi. and Miakoda, Mia for short.

About me:

Age- 16

Sign- Aquarius

Hair- natural: red

Eyes- blue (they change from time to time, mostly depending on my mood.)

Heritage- Irish, a little Latino, some African American, mostly Irish (HAHA my family is messed up.)

State- Missouri!!

Hobbies- reading, house work, music

Personality- shy, random, crazy, caring

Fave Music and Bands- I LOVE Gackt Camui,i love alternative music, and J-rock and J-pop, Sublime, KottonMouthKings, Tech9, Afroman, Dave and Tyo! ICP avengedsevenfold, 30 seconds to mars, Panic!at the disco, ect...

Fave Anime- DEATHNOTE and of course Naruto, inuyasha, World of Narue, Kare Kano(His and Her circumstances), and many more! total Ouran fan girl!!

Gender- Female

Relationship Status- met the greatest guy ever. never thought i could be sooo happy. he might be crazy, but then again, so am i!!

Orientation- heterofelxible(AKA : BI)

Extra info: lolz I'm a pathetic yaoi fan. I cant make friends. fanfiction.net happens to be my guilty pleasure. I love animals and i detest LARGE exotic birds; small ones are fine tho. i love to swim, and i love to garden. I'm great with kids, too!!

well thats me in a nut shell. i have a few stories up, and once i figure out how to add chapters, i can up date With or Without You.

Love ya!!

usagi

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THINGS TO DO AT WAL-MART

1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.

2. Set all the alarm clocks in Electronics to go off at 5-minute intervals.

3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.

4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,
" 'Code 3' in housewares"... and see what happens.

5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.

6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.

8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask,
"Why can't you people just leave me alone?"

9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.

10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are.

11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme.

12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels.

13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through,
say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!"

14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream..
"NO! NO! It's those voices again!"

15. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!

16. Get several bouncy balls and throw them down an aisle shouting "pikachu, I choose you!"

17. Throw skittles at people and yell, "Taste the rainbow!'

18. Go the toy section, get a light-saber and start challaging people to a jedi match.

19. Follow a random person and if they turn and ask why are you following me yell, "No I won't have sex with you!"

20. Put 16 cases of dog food in a cart, go to the cash regester, have them ring it up, then tell them you dont have the money to pay...

Repost this if you laughed...
Or are planning to do any of these things and add another one to the list! XD

I am the girl that was kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who has nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was just too much to bear.

We are the couple that had the reolter hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed even visit the child I bore, nursed and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support to turn too because I am a male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection towards other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who wanted to teach gym until some one told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with the society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors on my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it!

I hate they way people judge others. It's not right! Gays and transsexuals are people like everyone else!

I am a bisexual, and i hate how people treat me. i too, have been thrown out of a church, simply because i like girls. its how god made me, get the fk over your selves.

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Dear Mama,

I'm sorry to do this to you, but its just so hard. I love you mommy, please don't forget that. I know I messed up, and I'm sorry. Don't be mad, okay mama? I know this hurts you, and I never want to hurt you again. I guess if you're reading this letter, then that means I already disappointed you for the last time. Its not your fault, remember that. Tell my baby brother I love him, He can have my room if he wants it, and everything in it. He deserves so much better mommy, so try and give it to him. Tell my sister I love her, and that she will grow into a beautiful woman. Remind her that men are never worth her tears, and to hold her head high. Tell my big brother I'm sorry I didn't get to know him better. I want him to know I loved him, too. Tell my other siblings how much I loved them. Tell the smallest that I will always be with him.

I cant tell you why I did this, only that I couldn't handle it. I wont miss this life. I wont miss anyone, for I cannot regret making this decision. I'm in hell mama, I know that's where I am, because its only slightly better than the life I left behind with you'. You were a great mother, a good role model, and a wonderful friend. This is not your fault. Tell daddy that he's a fucked up individual, but I love him anyways. I never promised to take care of him, but I still feel bad for leaving him. Tell him he should have more respect for life. Its a gift, one I never wanted, so now I'm returning it.

Tell my friends;

To 'K': I will always love you. You were my first love, and you never forget something like that. Do you remeber our first kiss? It was on the bridge, at the park. a simple peck on the cheek, but back then it was a big step.

To Fluffy: I loved you once, but I stopped a long time ago. its better if you forget about me, and live your life. You have such a pretty daughter, dont let her go.

To Onee-chan: My favorite mother hen, I will miss you. You kept me sane. Kept me striving to get your attention. I love you, onee-chan. Keep the art coming, you were always so talented...

To My time-warp sister: You were always soo goofy, so kind. I envied your imagination, so keep cranking out those stories. Get every last one of them published, because the world deserves to see your brillinace.

To my Matt: Ex's and Besties, you've always been there for me. I loved you then, and I'll love you forever. You are my better half. You'll do great, just keep trying. I want more than anything for you to be happy, girli.

To My baby: I love you. More than life itself. Be strong, and dont give up. I told you there was someone better for you than me. You'll find them when the time is right. Just know that had I decided to keep on living, I would have been happy to have spent my life with you, forever. Sometimes, I thought you were crazy for loving me, and maybe I was right. Sometimes I thought you were just crazy in general. Dont you dare ever let go. I love you baby... I loved you Chris. Loved you with everything I had. You were my everything, still are, and always will be. Tell the big guy that maybe he should treat Angela better, she deserves so much better than someone who treats her like she's stupid. I wish I had met your parents; I wanted to thank them for creating the best thing to ever happen to me. I love you. I love you.

To My Guardian Angel: You're so perfect. So pretty and so kind. I love you sweetie; You mean more than the world to me. You deserve everything the world has to offer. I'm sorry you coulnd't stop me this time, and I'm sorry for letting go. I'm sorry for the things I said, But I just thought you should know. You helped keep me here for as long as I was, and for that I am grateful.

To the Blonde and her dream girl: You know who you are. I loved you alot, but never enough to go after you. I want you to be happy. I've know the other far longer, and thats what makes it worse. Be happy you two, you deserve each other.

Mommy, please tell my friends I loved them. Tell grandma not to be sad. Tell daddy I missed him most of my life. Tell your boyfriend how happy he made me for stepping into his place. Tell Kalee, and Krysten, and Mimi, and Zack. Tell Courtney and Angie, Paige an the rest. Tell Kodie and Mollie, Amber and Sara. Tell Alix and Jon, Courtney and Angela. Tell Max and Chris. Tell Sammy, too. Ask my friends who I missed in this list. I loved them so much, tell them not to forget; They made my life worthwhile for as long as I lived.

You probably will never find this, and for that I am sad. But I just couldnt take it. I'll email this url to someone I trust. Maybe nonone will find it untill I'm nothing but dust. Don't be sad mommy, I'm happier here.

Each player must accept the cards life delt to them, because once they are in hand, they alone must play them in order to win the game.

My thoughts immortalized,

~ M.I.A.

note: this is a fictional suicide letter. for my friends, do NOT take this literally.

1. YOUR REAL NAME: Megan

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle): megizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal): Blue bunny

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (Middle name and current street name): Skye Sea

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (The first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of your mom's maiden name): duvmeman

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favourite color, favorite drink): black korona

7. YOUR ARAB NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of your siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name): evetole

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's middle name): louise

9: YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets) Black snow well, actually his name is yuki, but it means snow

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For me, crazy is a loose term. Crazy is when you stare at a pencil and laugh when someone asks you just what you find so interesting about the eraser. Crazy is when you have an hour long sob-fest, then start singing and dancing when your favorite song plays. Crazy is when you do or say a totally random thing, like "do you ever wonder where the eraser bits go?" or start having a thumbwar with yourself (i find that i am a very tough opponent). So if you're crazy, copy this onto your profile.

1. Who is your favorite Death Note character(s)?
Matt, Mello, Near. in that order.

2. What is your favorite pairing(s)?

MattxMelloxMatt, MxNxM, M2xNXM2, ect...

3. Are you a Death Note yaoi fan?
YES!! did you even have to ask?

4. Ever cosplayed Death Note characters? If so, who, where and how many times?
Yes, Matt and Misa...Misa to a small party, and Matt only when i'm alone. (i don't like to bind down, so if you wanna see that costume, you'd better beg. XD)

5. List your collection of Death Note junk and merchandise, if any:
one volume of the manga, many fan service pics, and The Los Angeles B.B. Murder Cases.

6. Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Death Note character?
Yeah, Matt. but only cuz I identify with him the most, the faithful lap dog to an emotionally insane blonde.

7. Near/Matt or Mello/Near?
Near/Matt. but i really prefer Mello/Matt.

8. Light/Misa or L/Misa?
its L/Misa. all the way.

9. Did you think Matt's death was fair?
No, He was just following his best friend. He never should have died. but atleast he died with some dignaty, as all true smokers wish to die. cigarette smoke as your last breath, the rush of pure calming nicotine.

10. Why did you think Mello helped Near in the end?
Because Mello's number one priority was to avenge L, and he knew he was going to die, and thus it was his last ditch efort.

11. Do you support Kira's theory in making the world better by using the Death Note and killing off the bad people?
I'd have to say that I agree, but he's going about it the wrong way.

12. Your favorite Wammy kid?
Matt

13. Are you Pro-Kira or Anti-Kira?
Pro-, b/c he's a nutcase, and much better than the IDIOTS that want to brainwash everyone.

14. Have you seen all Death Note episodes so far?
Yes. like, DUHH!

15. Have you read all the chapters so far?

Yes!!

16. Do you believe Misa has ADD?
She's just... happy.

17. Sub or dub?
Dub, easier to get into the story.

18. Pro-Misa or Anti-Misa?
Meh... idc either way.

19. Lidner = Near's side or Mello's?
Mello's cuz he's badass like that.

20. Do you even know who BB is?
Yes. OMG yes. best serial killer out there. atleast for fiction.

21. L = Sexy beast or Ugly nerd?
Honestly...sexy beastly nerd.

22. Which character would be the best cross dresser?
Mello or Matt. Matt'd be the cuter one, Mello'd be the model beauty.

23. Mikami = Weird or Awesome?
Bleh...crazy.

24. Which character would be the best OOC?
Near, because he totally PWNS

25. Do you like Death Note fanfics?
Yes!! love em

26. Do you write Death Note fanfics?

Yes.. but i'm having issues with the system.

27. Do your parents know about the Death Note characters?

my mother watched the entire series with my little brother.

28. Have you watched the Death Note Abridged Series?
Nope! what is it?

29. Have you seen The Death Note fanflashes?
YESSSS

30. Have you ever gotten someone else hooked on Death Note?
my little brother. XD score one for big sis!

31. Have you ever been drawing Death Note in school and has someone recognized it?
No, the only people who see me draw anything is my math teacher... when i drew a pic of him and his big head that always blocked the board. (it was supposed to be a realistic drawing, but i decided to make fun of his humongus head by making it bigger than a tire compared to his body. (I've gotta big head, and little arms)

32. Have you ever been in class drawing Death Note and the teacher came up to you and said 'WTF is this?'
Above answer... like really...

33. Has Death Note affected your school life and grades?

Yes.. i write oneshots in class, and i never pay any attention. the teachers all think i'm taking notes...heheheheh.

34. Are you broke thanks to Death Note?
No, i'm already broke. you can't break whats shattered.

35.Do you want to own a Death Note?
Hell yes! who doesn't. my first priority would be to kill my cousins boyfriend...stupid bastard.

36. Do you wish the series had ended differently?
With Matt and Mello living, Near dying, and M&M2 taking over as L

37. Do you draw Death Note fanart? If so, count how many there are in your gallery?
Oh...well...yeah, ya see... too many to count

38. Is Mello still sexy even though half of his face is scarred by burns?
Phsha...Mello's even sexier with the scar.

39. Do you have a Death Note OC?
Ya see... i'm not that far gone yet.

40. Looking back at some of your answers, do you think Death Note has taken over your life?
No. not at all...okay, i lied. it has consumed me. its to the point where i'm hiding it from my boyfriend...it has taken over my life.

i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooX infinaty happy!! i got chapter five up!!1! finallY!!