Being betrayed isn't so bad it just makes you feel like the shattered pieces of your heart just exploded into dust,and spreads the black sorrow throught-out the lands.

You ask me to care, I ask you how can I when you no longer do.

When it all comes down to the very end... will you be here holding me in your arms, crying over my lost soul, mourning over me mutliated body, and wondering why I am no longer with you? Or would behappy I'm gone, happy that I'm no longer a burden to you, or happy that you killed me?

One who cries is not weak. One who refuses to cry slowly dies on the inside. One who can no longer cry, can no longer feel and is slowly dying from the pain it causes. I can no longer feel you next to me, my love...

My pretty sayings,stories, poems. My mom told me they were kinda sad and I shouldn't write these. I was like wtf, at least I spend my time now doing something educational instead of doing something stupid. Stupidcontridicting hypocrite.Oh well.Saiyonara.

-Shia

Wanted to Add Something.

My Theme Song:

I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
am I... your one and only desire...
am I the reason you breath...
or am I the reason you cry...

Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I feel... like you don't want me around...
I guess i'll pack all my things...
I guess i'll see you around...
It's all... been bottled up until now...
as I walk out your door...
all I can hear is the sound...

Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I left my head around your heart...
Why would you tear my world apart...

Always... always... always... always...

I see... the blood all over your hands...
does it make you feel... more like a man...
was it all... just a part of your plan...
this pistol's shakin' in my hands...
and all I hear is the sound...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I pick myself off the floor...
and now i'm done with you...
Always...
Always...
Always...

My name is Shia and I have a tendency to be spacy so don't mind me. Seriously don't. Anyway... want me to put anything else here tell me... and I'll add it, or you guys can look at my homepage.

-Shia R. ((World's Most Famous Monster.))