thirteen reasons why . . .

everythings changed
my lifes rearanged
i always said that won't be me
but thats who i've become to be
everytime i look in the mirror
i see a girl i don't like appear
even though the change has just begun
i fell as if its already won

thirteen reasons why here , but you can call me summer . i'll be fourteen as of july twenty third . dont forget :) . i read alot but who on here doesnt . oh yeah , i write like this for fun . dont worry , my stories i write properly .

my personality ; im a pretty happy person , got some awesome friends . can't really complain about my life , though my parents could loosen up a bit , but who doesn't wish that ? uhm , i know three languages ; english and arabic fluently and im starting to learn french . i want to learn latin next :D . anyways , i write for fun and i suppose you can call me a self proclaimed author . wow , big words . im kinda smart , i know big words and i read so much , youd think im a worm . like book worm ... yeah i know , i cant make jokes :) anyways , read my stuff . you'll love it ... well you might .

i thought you'd come back
i hoped you;d come around
maybe you wouldn't stay
but would a visit be so profound?

you left me broken
you said your never coming back
you were gone and i was alone
that i knew was fact

i still wish for your in the morning
cry for you at night
dream of you when im asleep
and imagine everything was alright

but deep inside i know
you never will return
my heart aches for you everyday
inside i feel that i would burn

my chest tightens when i think of you
i still remember how we spent our days
hand in hand walking home
feeling heat from the suns rays

but now its cold, never warm
since the day that my heart tore
you took my hands and i heard you say
i dont love you anymore

my tops

books . twilight series , thirteen reasons why , vampire academy series , uglies series , marked , shattering glass , dreamland , this lullaby , the isabel factor , harry potter , something girl , death wind and elsewhere

shows . supernatural , lost , desperate housewives , how i met your mother , big bang theory , the hills , tila tequila , the real world , ugly betty , smallville , the game , boston legal and house

music . boys like girls , panic! at the disco , cute is what we aim for , chiodos , flo rida , lil wayne , tokio hotel , the medic droid , paramore , vampire weekend , miley cyrus , fall out boy and avril lavigne

and if you havent already noticed , there is thirteen 'tops' in every section . did you catch that? no , thirteen is not my favourite number . it is runner up though to twenty three.

btw ; poems up there is by yours truly , the one on the bottom, i got the beginning from a book but i wrote the last two lines. :)

oh yeah , im single ;)

aha .

you cant stop the future
you cant rewind the past
the only choice you have
is to press play