'He promised it'd be like they'd never existed, like they'd never entered my life and turned it upside down, so why was there a gaping hole in my chest? It was time to move on, to start again with my life.' They'd left her, they'd took everything she had and they left her to pick herself up, now with a threat approaching will she be the one to save them? J/B as always.

When the worst thing imaginable happens to the Cullens, the consequences send Bella to Utah and Jasper into a catatonic depression. Will they both overcome their own fears and loss? Will they be able to help each other?

What if Bella's childhood was a bit different. Yes she still was raised with Renee but she moved to Forks for just her Senior Year, right before she turned 18. Bella's childhood with Renee was hard and Renee was too much of a free spirit, but throughout her childhood Bella had a Guardian Angel to help her.

Things just haven't been the same since Edward came back into her life. Bella is sick of the back and forth and has made some decisions. Alice got a vision and disappeared. No one knows where and Jasper has been left behind. Both Bella and Jasper feel out of sorts but feel a kinship with each other. The friendship will grow, but will other things?