Normal people have no idea how beautiful the darkness is.

"I can't get you out, get you outta my head. Love is cursed, now I'm worse then dead. Say hello to the blood that I crave instead, I can't get you outta my head." * 'Outta My Head' from 'I Kissed A Vampire'

"How do you love someone without getting hurt? How do you love someone without crawling in the dirt? So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun. How do you love, how do you love someone?" * 'How Do You Love Someone' - Ashley Tisdale

"Don't leave me alone, 'cause I barely see at all, don't leave me alone. I'm falling in the black, slipping through the cracks, falling to the depths, can I ever go back? Dreaming of the way it used to be, can you hear me?" * 'Falling Inside the Black' - Skillet

"Look here she comes now. Bow down and stare in wonder. Oh how we love you, no flaws when you're pretending" * 'Everybody's Fool' - Evanescene

"Whenever I see you I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue, pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong. Is it over yet? Can I open my eyes? Is this as hard as it gets? Is this what it feels like to really cry?" * 'Cry' - Kelly Clarkson

"You and I can't decide which of us was taken for granted. Make amends, some of us are destined to be outlived. Step inside, see the Devil in I! Too many times, we've let it come to this. Step inside, see the Devil in I! You'll realise I'm not your Devil anymore" * 'The Devil In I' - Slipknot

"This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, no happy ending. This is the way that we love, like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, but not together." * 'Happy Ending' - Mika

"Eyes bulging from their sockets with every swing of my mallet. I smash your fucking head in, until brains seep in through the cracks, blood does leak! Distorted beauty, catastrophe, steaming slop, splattered all over me" * 'Hammer Smashed Face' - Cannibal Corpse

"I'm standing here watching the world collapse around me, you're so close but I hope that you stop searching. I don't want you to see what I've become (So please stop looking...). I can't control the world that we've all been thrown in, and I couldn't bare to hurt you, I want this to end. So please, I'm begging, won't you leave me alone? It's better if you go..." * 'Unravel' - Jayn

"I never wanted to say this. You never wanted to stay. I put my faith in you, so much faith and then you just threw it away. I'm not so naive, my sorry eyes can see, the way you fight shy of almost everything." * 'For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic' - Paramore

"Will we ever say the words we're feeling? Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls. Will we ever have a happy ending, or will we forever only be pretending?" * 'Pretending' - Glee

Nicknames: Ish, Ie-chan, Iesha, Neko, Yandere-chan, Ish-chan, Scissor Girl, Little Yandere, Iesha-chan, Neko-chan.

Age: 16.

Gender: Female.

Likes: Sharp objects, drawing, sleeping, ice cream, anime, roleplaying, reading, writing, acting, singing, animals, Five Nights at Freddy's, and swimming.

Dislikes: Bees, intense heat, migraines, being sick, being bored, being sane for too long, annoying people, flamers and haters.

Phobia: Creepy fish... those are some scary a*s motherf*ckers.

Personality: (done by a friend) Kind, but also kind of scary. If you cross her, she will not hesitate to cut you. She's smart and considerate.

Anime Watched: Mirai Nikki, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Elfen Lied, Soul Eater, Ghost Hunt, Black Butler, Madoka Magica, .Hack/Quantum, Chaos;Head, Angel Beats, Kill La Kill, Corpse Party: Tortured Souls, School Days, My Little Monster, Sword Art Online, Another, Tokyo Mew Mew, Heaven's Lost Property, Attack on Titan, Baka and Test: Summon the Beast, Kotoura-San, Blue Exorcist.

Anime I'm Currently Watching: Tokyo Ghoul, Higurashi, Is this a Zombie?, Rozen Maiden.

Pick your birth month Italic anything that doesn't apply to you Bold the five-ten that best apply to you Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months underneath

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional Aggressive. Hasty Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally, Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain) . Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay (Why there aren't many stories are up). Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds (Never had one in my life). Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave andcaring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led.Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well.Very confidentSensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center(I don't really get that one... I'll just leave it blank) . Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated.Does not care of what others think.Emotional. Decisive Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential inorganizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

My Favorite Quotes

"Depression is like a war. You either win or you die trying."

"You think you want to die, but in reality, you just want to be saved."

"Depression is not a sign of weakness. It just shows that you've been strong for too long."

"Well aren't you just a fun-filled little lollipop triple dipped in psycho?"

"Unicorns can't fly. I can't fly. Therefore, I am a unicorn."

"I may look calm, but in my head, I've punched you in the face about three times already."

"Pretty girls enjoy turning heads. Then there's me. I enjoy breaking necks."

"The voices in my head are trying to kill me."

"She paints a pretty picture, but this story has a twist. Her paintbrush is a razor, and her canvas is her wrist."

"And if you should ever fall apart, just know that I will put you back together bit-by-bit until you feel whole once more."

"Just because you don't see her scars doesn't mean she doesn't have any."

"Sticks and stones could break her bones but names could make her starve herself to death."

"So much pain for someone so young."

"It's funny how fast someone you know can turn into someone you knew."

"Todays mood: Bitchy with a chance of sarcasm."

"I don't hate you, I'm just not necessarily excited about your existence."

"ABRACADABRA! ... Nope, you're still a bitch."

"My vocabulary - 50% swearing, 50% sarcasm."

"If I choose you over sleep, you better feel fucking special."

"Sometimes I use big words I don't completely understand to make myself sound more photosynthesis."

"Don't confuse my personality and my attitude because my personality is me and my attitude depends on you."

The Fifth of November

Remember, remember!

The fifth of November,

The Gunpowder treason and plot;

I know of no reason

Why the Gunpowder treason

Should ever be forgot!

Guy Fawkes and his companions

Did the scheme contrive,

To blow the King and Parliament

All up alive.

Threescore barrels, laid below,

To prove old England's overthrow.

But, by God's providence, him they catch,

With a dark lantern, lighting a match!

A stick and a stake

For King James's sake!

If you won't give me one,

I'll take two,

The better for me,

And the worse for you.

A rope, a rope, to hang the Pope,

A penn'orth of cheese to choke him,

A pint of beer to wash it down,

And a jolly good fire to burn him.

Holloa, boys! holloa, boys! make the bells ring!

Holloa, boys! holloa boys! God save the King!

Hip, hip, hooor-r-r-ray!