Hey people, I know I have not been updating a new chapter and I am really sorry. See the thing is (Hate me if you want) I have changed my views of Twilight. Yes I am no longer a Twilight Lover but a Twilight Hater. I know it is kind of ironic because I have written a story and before I was known as a Twilightfreak. Well not anymore. But I will try to finish off my story "forgive me or not" although it is going to take a while. I am so sorry my lovely fans.

About me:

Name: Not telling

Age: Not telling

Address:Not telling (well duh i don't want stalkers stalking. Or serial killers, or rapist in that matter. So good luck finding that out.)

Occupation: Student

Gender: Female

Hair Color: Black

Eye Color: Dark dark Brown really close to black and i am not kidding. You can't even see the brown, and i am not exaggerating.

BFF: Not telling. I don't want people stalking/rapping/attempt to murder her.

Future:

Want to get married: No way. i want to do many things in this life so i don't want to spoil it by getting married.

Want Kids: No way.

Want to help Kids: Yes of course. I would Loooove to.

Career: Lawyer or Journalist or Free lance writer

Likes:

Colors: Every single color that exists

Books: Way too many to mention

Genres: Romance

Subject: English

Hobby: Reading and writing stories, Playing games, hanging out with friends, watching movies. Many more.

Actors: I dunno, may be Will Smith (he is the most powerful actor in the world) I like actors that can act well i don't really care about their looks.

Actresses: Too many to mention. i only like them because they act well.

Movies: Too many to mention

Types of Movies: Romance and Horror

Musics: Pop and piano piece.

Dislikes:

Colors: Hot Pink (No Doubt). It just always reminds me of sluts

Book Genre: Chick Books.

Types of Movies: Chick Flick

Music: Hard Rock, country and the Bella's Lullaby in the twilight Movie. because it is dramatic when it is supposed to be calm and soothing.

Hates (it is a very strong word):

Boys: I hate Most of the boys in this world except for my family and the some of the fictional characters. Most of the boys in this world are selfish, arrogant, jerk, cocky, bitch etc. All they care about is themselves and their looks. In fact, I don't think any of the guys in this world looks good. Even the sluts are losers, all they care about is themselves. I don't really care about relationships now, i mean i got my studies to do, enjoy the world, university to look forward to, hang out with friends and families. I am far to busy to even think about guys, i don't give a damn about them.

Actors: Robert Patterson. i mean seriously, i hate him soo much that my dream is to punch/slap him in the face and go to jail for that. I also want to be a lawyer and sue him for drugging all of girls and having sex with them and end up making some of them pregnant. He doesn't deserve to live. And He is soo ugly that i had no idea who in the world even put him as Edward Cullen in the Twilight Movie. I think that he should find another job and not be and actor because he can't even act. He is a drunk - English - disgusting bastard.I don't mean to offend anyone but i am just giving my opinion.

Taylor Launter. He looks very, extreamly ugly. His abs are soo weird. it's all wavy and all.

Books: Twilight (I know you all will hate me for this but it is the truth)

Actresses: Kristen Stewart. She can't even act. She looks like slut. I don't even know why they put her as Bella. She doesn't even look innocent, nor does she look pretty. She looks sex-crazed and a bitch. Once again, i don't mean to offend anyone but i am giving my opinion. (I don't swear, I dunno why i am swearing a lot today. lol)

Movie:Twilight. it was seriously sooo bad. the books are 100000000000000... times better than the movie, that's how bad it was. I would give it minus - infinity out of 10.

So there you go. you know nearly everything about me. however, i will not tell you my name, age and address (well duh) And i am not a lesbian nor am i interested in guys so if any of you out there reading this and are interested in me, i am not your princess, but you will find her one day. ;)

Bella and Edward are in their meadow and Bella wants to know how Edward feels about her:

Girl: Do you think I'm pretty?

Boy: No

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I leave?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No way

Girl: What would you choose; your life or my life?

Boy: My life

Girl runs off crying in pain and the boy runs after her, grabs her and tells her:

The reason you're not pretty is because you're beautiful.

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always in my mind.

The reason I don't like you is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you is because I need you.

The reason I wont cry is because I would die.

The reason I won't do anything for you is because I do everything for you.

The reason I choose my life is because you are my life.

So sweet. =)

The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."

The black man turned around and stood up.

He then said: "Listen sir...when I was born I was BLACK, When I grew up I was BLACK, When I'm sick I'm BLACK, When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, When I'm cold I'm BLACK, When I die I'll be BLACK. But you sir, When you're born you're PINK, When you grow up you're WHITE, When you're sick, you're GREEN, When you go in the sun you turn RED, When you're cold you turn BLUE, And when you die you turn PURPLE. And you have the nerve to call me colored?"

The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away... I hate racism.

A True Boyfriend:

When she walks away from you mad
Follow her. When she stare's at your mouth
Kiss her. When she pushes you or hit's you
Grab her and dont let go. When she start's cussing at you
Kiss her and tell her you love her. When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong. When she ignore's you
Give her your attention. When she pull's away
Pull her back. When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful. When you see her start crying
Just hold her and dont say a word. When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind. When she's scared
Protect her. When she lay's her head on your shoulder
Tilt her head up and kiss her. When she steal's your favorite hat
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night. When she tease's you
Tease her back and make her laugh. When she doesnt answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay. When she look's at you with doubt
Back yourself up. When she say's that she like's you
she really does more than you could understand. When she grab's at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers. When she bump's into you
bump into her back and make her laugh. When she tell's you a secret
keep it safe and untold. When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does. When she misses you
she's hurting inside. When you break her heart
the pain never really goes away. When she says its over
she still wants you to be hers. When she repost this bulletin
she wants you to read it - Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.- Tease her and let her tease you back.- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.- Give her the world.- Let her wear your clothes.- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.- Let her know she's important.- Kiss her in the pouring rain.- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?" and make her laugh

WHY DO BOYS FALL IN LOVE WITH GIRLS?? aww this is so sweet even though im a girl!! :D

So sweet, please don't break! :)

1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.

3. How cute they look when they sleep.

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms .

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.

6. How cute they are when they eat.

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.

11. How cute they are when they argue.

12. The way her hand always finds yours.

13. The way they smile.

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight.

15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later...

16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.

17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".

18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).

23. The way they say "I miss you".

24. The way you miss them.

25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.

I got this from 7HockeyStarVampireObsessed7.

Y BOIZ SHOULDN'T CHEAT
There was once a girl named Ashley who
had a
boyfriend
named
Jack.

Jack was the most popular guy in school.
The
three most
popular
girls were
Courtney, ASHLEY, and Emma. Jack
thought of
Ashley as
OKAY,
but
he REALLy
liked Courtney. Courtney liked jack also.
Well of
course
she
did, everyone
did!

Ashley and Courtney were worst enemies.
Courtney tried to
steal
Jack away
everytime she had a chance to. One day,
Courtney asked
Jack
if
he wanted
to
go to the movies. Ashley heard
everything...what
movie
theatre
and what
time.

Ashley approached the movies that night
and
followed Jack
and
Courtney.
Ashley sat right behind them. she
watched them
get close
to
each
other and
kiss...not only kiss, but practically get it
on in the
theatre.
Courtney
told jack "Do you want to come to my
place and
skip this
boring
movie?" He
replied "hell yes."

Ashley had peeked through Courtney's
window.
Jack and
her
were

messing
around and Ashley watched the whole
thing.

The next day at school Ashley wasn't
there. For
the next
few
days Ashley
wasn't there. A week later her mother
found her in
her
closet
dead... she
commited suicide because she had loved
Jack so
much.
Next
to
ashley's dead
body was a note.

A note that read: My dearest Jack, I
watched you
at the
movie
and at
Courtney's house and I will continue to
watch you.
I never
thought you
would
do something like this to me. I really
loved you
jack. I
died
for you just
like Jesus died for us.

Always with you, Ashley

Please foward this or Ashley will
haunt
you and try
to kill you because she wants everyone to
know
about
Courtney.

Thank you

A girl and guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared!

Guy: No, this is fun.

Girl: No, it's not. Please, I'm scared.

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: I love you, now slow down!

Guy: Now give me a big hug.

She gives him a big hug

Guy: Can you take off my helmet and put it on yourself, it's bothering me.

In the newspaper the next day, a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it and only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized his break wasn't working but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him one last time that she loved him. Then he had her put on his helmet so that she would live even if he died. So sad.

Thank-you.

booksmylife