I write stories once in a blue moon. I'm mostly a reader. I have a community dedicated to AU stories of Hunger Games.

My candle burns at both ends;
It will not last the night;
But ah, my foes, and oh, my friends—
It gives a lovely light!

-Edna St. Vincent Millay, First Fig

Highly Recommended Published Books

The Awakening // Kate Chopin // Feminist Literature // P. 1899

By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead // Julie Ann Peters // Young Adult // P. 2010

Lolita // Vladimir Nabokov // Novel // P. 1955

Looking For Alaska // John Green // Young Adult // P. 2005

Fahrenheit 451 // Ray Bradbury // Dystopian Fiction // P. 1953

The Virgin Suicides // Jeffrey Eugenides // Novel // P. 1993

Flowers for Algernon // Daniel Keyes // Science Fiction // P. 1959

Ella Minnow Pea // Mark Dunn // Epistolary Novel // P. 2001

1984 // George Orwell // Dystopian Fiction // P. 1949

American Pyscho // Bret Easton Ellis // Transgressive Fiction // P. 1991

Tribes (Play) // Nina Raine // Drama // P. 2010

What's Eating Gilbert Grape // Peter Hedges // Novel // P. 1991

The Lovely Bones // Alice Sebold // Novel // P. 2002

Coriolanus (Play) // William Shakespeare // Drama // P. 1609

There will come soft rains and the smell of the ground,
And swallows circling with their shimmering sound;

And frogs in the pools, singing at night,
And wild plum trees in tremulous white,

Robins will wear their feathery fire,
Whistling their whims on a low fence-wire;

And not one will know of the war, not one
Will care at last when it is done.

Not one would mind, neither bird nor tree,
If mankind perished utterly;

And Spring herself, when she woke at dawn,
Would scarcely know that we were gone.

-Sarah Teasdale, There Will Come Soft Rain

Life Soundtrack Game

1. Put music on shuffle

2. No skips, each song is your anwser

Opening Credit: Mercy (Acoustic) // Shawn Mendes

Waking Up: You // Dayo Bello

First Day Of School: Small World // Jack Stauber

Making Your New Best Friend: Drink With Me // 10th Anniversary Cast (Les Miserables Musical)

Falling In Love: Waiting For You // Demi Lovato ft. Sirah

Breaking Up: Nothings Into Somethings // Drake

Prom: You're Not the One // Sky Ferreira

Graduation: Angel of Music // 25th Anniversary Cast (Phantom of the Opera)

Life's Okay: Enough // Counterfeit

Death Of A Friend: No Fear // Greyson Chance

Mental Breakdown: Disappear // Mike Faist, Ben Platt, Kristolyn Lloyd, Will Roland, Jennifer Laura Thompson (Dear Evan Hansen Musical)

Driving: The Deal // Original London Cast Of Miss Saigon (Miss Saigon Musical)

Flashback: Bus Bus Train Train // Frankie Cosmos

Getting Back Together: Over the Moon // Idina Menzel (Rent Musical)

Wedding Scene: New Years Day // Taylor Swift

Birth Of A Child: With You // Drake ft. PARTYNEXTDOOR

Car Accident: Girls // The 1975

Final Talk: CAN'T SAY // Travis Scott

Death Scene: Room 317 // Original London Cast Of Miss Saigon (Miss Saigon Musical)

Funeral Song: When I Look At You // Miley Cyrus

End Credits: Under Pressure // Queen & David Bowie

03/22/2019

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine

-Pablo Neruda, If You Forget Me

Musical Questionnaire

1. How does the world see me? To Build a Home // Rusty Clanton

2. Will I have a happy life? Die For You // The Weeknd

3. What do my friends really think of me? Temporary Nothing // mxmtoon

4. Do people secretly lust after me? Dentist // Steve Martin & Doo-Wops (Little Shop of Horrors Musical)

5. How can I make myself happy? Songbird // Fleetwood Mac

6. What should I do with my life? Finale/Children Will Listen Pt. 2 // Company (Into the Woods Musical)

7. Will I ever have children? sHe // ZAYN

8. What is some good advice for me? Nina // Ed Sheeran

9. How will I be remembered? End // Frank Ocean

10. What is my signature dancing song? How Ya Doin'? // Little Mix

11. What do I think my current theme song is? Epiphany // Johnny Depp (Sweeney Todd Musical)

12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is? I Don't Know Anything // Yung Heazy

13. What song will play at my funeral? I Don't Know You // The Marias

14. What type of women/men do I like? Hotter Than Hell // KISS

15. What is my day going to be like? iT's YoU // ZAYN

16. Will I ever have love again? Still the One // One Direction

17. What type of sex life do I have? Paranoid // Weezer

18. What song would be the title of my own porno movie? Room 317 // Original London Cast Of Miss Saigon (Miss Saigon Musical)

03/22/19