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Author has written 3 stories for Death Note.

Okay. Hi. I go by Blinks, Stephanie, or any variation of those.

If you want to contact me, I suggest doing so through my Tumblr. (see below) I'm terrible at navigating fanfiction, and sometimes it takes me months to see messages/ review alerts on here.

I'm really into music, and theology, though I'm not a religious person.

I also like to read pretty heavy fics with complex plot lines and melodic phrasing.

As a final note, if you know who Mat Devine is, I will marry you right now if you so wish.

My Quotables:

“There was a moment in my life when I really wanted to kill myself. And there was one other moment when I was close to that. . . . But even in my most jaded times, I had some hope.” - Gerard Way

We are all atheists about most of the gods that humanity has ever believed in.
Some of us just go one god further.
- Professor Richard Dawkins

If this helps your band noticed, then thank me in the DVD.
...If this helps your band get arrested, I never told you this shit.
-Mat Devine

Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary.
- Gerard Way

All that We see or seem is but a dream within a dream
- Edgar Allan Poe

"Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense." - Buddha

"Test everything. Hold on to the good."
...1 Thessalonians 5:21

"Evil is a point of view." - Anne Rice

"I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?" - John Lennon

"Conformity is the jailer of freedom and the enemy of growth." - John F. Kennedy

"Losing touch on reality is good. It keeps us sane." - McKenzie Moffitt

"At a given moment, I open my eyes and exist. And before that, for all eternity, what was there? Nothing." - Ugo Betti

"Be excellent to each other. And party on, dudes!" - Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure

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Tristan Chord by SlvrSoleAlchmst1 reviews
Some shounen ai: Matt x Mello. Two days left before they have to go down. Matt doesn't know what to think, but Mello knows the price they're paying. A hard desperation is rising in them both, and they've got to find answers before it's too late.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 37,084 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 6/15/2012 - Published: 5/14/2008 - Matt, Mello
The Flaw by ShinigamiMailJeevas reviews
There was a belief that there were no consequences of using a Death Note other than the nothingness of Mu. But not even the shinigami could have predicted the true nature of the note; it creates a flaw into each who touches it. –MM. M for later on.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 68,088 - Reviews: 313 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 2/20/2012 - Published: 12/16/2010 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Tattered by Shadow Dancer666 reviews
Wammy's House, a place full of gifted misfits with horrible pasts. The goal is to produce the next L, but at what cost? Take a peek into the lives before, during, and after Wammy's House. M for swearing, sex, violence, drug use, & other disturbing things.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 43 - Words: 226,806 - Reviews: 665 - Favs: 264 - Follows: 215 - Updated: 10/30/2011 - Published: 11/7/2008 - Mello, Matt
Straitjacket by Hedonism reviews
The insane are sent to wither away in a contained environment secluded from the rest of society. Two patients go through the hardships of existing in a corrupted, filthy asylum with no one left to lean on but each other. MxM
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,309 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 5/25/2011 - Published: 4/26/2009 - Matt, Mello
Voices by EasternSunflower reviews
"His wide, dead blue eyes, staring into his beloved Matt's dead green ones. Neither of them said 'I love you' because they couldn't. And because they didn't need to, their eyes said it all." One-Shot, Song-fic. Warnings: Rape, Gore, Angst.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,982 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 18 - Published: 4/30/2011 - Matt, Mello - Complete
A Broken Hallelujah by EasternSunflower reviews
"Maybe I was the one who couldn't live without him. Love truly was just a cold and broken hallelujah. A broken hallelujah." MXM; For Matt and Mello's Death Day.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,850 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Published: 2/5/2011 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Demolition Lovers by MXM's Holic reviews
Así es cómo siempre te vi, como mi prioridad en todo sentido, mi autoridad, mi dios, mi todo y era hora de demostrártelo de esta única manera: siéndote completamente fiel y útil hasta el final.
Death Note - Rated: M - Spanish - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,376 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/9/2010 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Little Wonders by Sonata Rapp reviews
Sometimes it's the little moments that can turn a tentative romance into a love for the ages. A series of connected oneshots focusing on the bond forged between an introverted gardener and a hard man with a scarred past. AU
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 35 - Words: 70,985 - Reviews: 249 - Favs: 117 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 11/30/2010 - Published: 6/24/2010 - Hiei, Kurama M. - Complete
For You, I Would by Dlvvanzor reviews
Mello will do anything he has to do to take over the Mafia. Anything. Or... well... almost anything. MelloxMatt, Mello POV. REWRITE. Complete.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 20 - Words: 33,814 - Reviews: 435 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 7/12/2010 - Published: 3/2/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Beyond by Catmoongirl reviews
Mello knew from the minute that smoke bomb went off that he'd never be able to see another sun rise and set, that he'd never be able to wake up with the smell of cigarette smoke cradling him to the one thing that held any lasting value in his world.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 43,634 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 234 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 1/26/2010 - Published: 6/1/2008 - Mello, Matt - Complete
When There is No More Room in Hell by Catmoongirl reviews
The virus still spread, there were still people out there, living but not, waiting in the shadows. Mello knew there were. He could hear them, the distant groans and inhuman shrieks in the night. AU; Matt and Mello in the zombie apocalypse genre.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 4 - Words: 20,032 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 1/2/2010 - Published: 8/14/2009 - Mello, Matt
The Night Of The Dance by FFictionKittyKat reviews
He waits for his love as he watches the dancers. He cannot find his shadow.
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,231 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/28/2009 - Kurama M., Hiei - Complete
Dance Floor Confessions by ILoveMyGeeWay reviews
Matt wants to dance with Mello and this leads to Mello accidentally letting out his darkest secret. How will Matt react? Read to find out. Reviews are greatly appreciated! M&M Yaoi!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,469 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/11/2008 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Shared Isolation by yuugata no baka reviews
Mello reflecting during The Kidnapping, of his last, heated encounter with Matt. [MattxMello, oneshot, heavy sexual content]
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,640 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/26/2007 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Rabid by Xany Kaos reviews
What made Bosie the smirking psychopath he became? How does that twisted mind of his work? And can he even accept kindness without stabbing the one offering it in the back? may be slight romance later, but only if you squint
Cold Mountain - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,981 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 17 - Published: 12/13/2006
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Bulletproof reviews
AE. "I'm sorry about your friend. Thank you for everything you have done for humanity." Mat woke up in a sterile room on February 1, 2010. There were bandages on his body.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,614 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/23/2013 - Published: 8/16/2013 - Matt
Endless reviews
Matt knew that it was going to be the last night for Mello, but he wasn't going to accept it. There wasn't any way that Mello could just leave him behind like a stray dog. MxM Yaoi Oneshot
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,272 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/16/2011 - Published: 3/17/2011 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Speeding Ahead reviews
I don't know when he changed. I wanted to help him, to help the man I had watched mature and grow, the man who had made me fall in love with him, little by little. MxM Yaoi Lemon Rewriting.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,524 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/19/2011 - Mello, Matt - Complete