Amanda should have accepted the walk home from Olivia, then none of this would have happened. Can Olivia help Amanda come to terms with her assault while dealing with the guilt she feels for letting it happen? Amanda and Olivia friendship story. This is the first story I have ever written, so please any tips welcome! Let me know if I should carry on!

Amanda is having a hard time and needs someone to be there for her. She wishes this "someone" to be her boss, Olivia Benson, who unfortunately seems to hate her. Will Amanda finally get some much-needed comfort from Liv? Trigger Warning: Depression

After her abduction by Lewis, Olivia is traumatized, in pain and refuses to do the rape kit. Amanda is fighting her own demons but decides to open up about her past in order to help her. One-shot set at the end of "Surrender Benson". Hurt/comfort. Rolivia friendship. Rated M for safety.

The case that broke the hearts of lots. Child abuse and one that gets close to Amanda. My take on the ending that should have happened instead of the one that did. Again SPOILERS if you haven't seen the episode...

Amanda, as broken as she is, gets into an intimate relationship with Nick despite having a troubled past with relationships. He convinces her he's a good person and wants to help her become whole again. Little does she know, Olivia is in love with her. Nick starts abusing her despite that he knows how she is and Amanda just couldn't believe that Nick was one of them.

After Amanda admits that Deputy Chief Patton raped her, she falls lower than ever before. Olivia helps her take her first steps towards recovery, sparking a deep friendship and relationship that will change Amanda's life forever. Post Forgiving Rollins Fic. Trigger Warning-Dark Themes and mentions of rape/violence.

Bad time of year for Amanda, brings back memories of her assault. Not to mention some hostility between her Carisi. The one person she didn't expect to turn on her did. The one person who she never expected to be there for her, being there for her. Takes place current season 19. Please note, I still love Carisi on the show, this was just to fuel into what Amanda is going through

The svu detectives investigate the leaking sink and the homeowners have to call the plumber. The leaking sink is in the kitchen. As soon as a pregnant Amanda Rollins sees and hears the water dripping, she feels uncomfortable. Since Amanda is 6 months pregnant, she needs a bathroom often because she has a weak bladder that she can't hold for long.

For the past five years, Amanda Rollins has been falling. Who will take care of her when she - quite literally - hits the ground? / Set during Patton's trial, i.e. 16x10 "Forgiving Rollins". Rated M for coarse language and potential future references to what Patton did to her. ****** Changed my mind: will be longer than a twoshot! ******

Olivia and Amanda unexpectedly run into each other on the street outside of Dr. Lindstrom's office, and Olivia tries to get Amanda to open up about what happened with Deputy Chief Patton. Takes place during "Forgiving Rollins". Olivia/Amanda friendship.

Amanda Rollins' sister is being sexually harassed by the new manager at her father's restaurant where she works as a hostess. When Kim Rollins is rushed to the hospital for a suicide attempt, her mother returns causing more drama for Amanda and her family. Kim's boyfriend has a surprise for her on her birthday. Warning: Sexual harassment and suicide attempt

Amanda Rollins got transferred to special victims in NYC after everything that happened with her previous boss, Patton. Olivia Benson is her new partner and hopefully a new friend as well. As time passes and, due to Liv's prodding questions, Amanda finds it harder to hide and lie about her past and about her baby girl.

It's not the first time she's been in trouble. And she knows it won't be the last. In fact, her record of creating one disaster after another has Amanda realizing that she IS the trouble. Why does she keep falling into this same pattern? How is she supposed to climb out the hole when she can't stop digging? TW: strong language, assault, dark themes

What if Patton came back to seek his revenge on Amanda Rollins? Would her colleagues realize and help her or will it be too late? This is my first fanfiction so any feedback is welcome!

Trust was an elusive, fleeting thing in Olivia and Amanda's rocky partnership. Amanda's past spills into the present, affecting her work. Can they ever move forward and build trust, as friends, or even something more? Warnings: Sexual Assault, PTSD

It all started with a dark apartment, a girl chained up and a perp inside, this seemed like the perfect situation for the two detectives, Olivia Benson and Amanda Rollins, to prove themselves as the best on the team. But when things went wrong and Olivia needed Amanda the most, did Rollins help? And will they keep on defending each other from the criminals of NY? Benson/Rollins

"You can't blame yourself, Amanda. He raped you. And he raped another woman. He is a predator. He created the situation, he overpowered you, just like he overpowered Reese". Olivia tries to convince Amanda to get help, and ends up recollecting her own assault in the process. Set after "Forgiving Rollins" (16x10). One-Shot.

Chief Patton told everyone he was leaving New York and they all believed him. But one day he calls Amanda and it all starts over again. Amanda relives everything that happened in Atlanta. A post Forgiving Rollins story.

Amanda knows she needs to tell the squad what will come out when she testifies in court against Deputy Chief Patton. Based on the Forgiving Rollins promo. Disclaimer: I own nothing recognizable

Amanda Rollins is attacked, and becomes pregnant, but her nightmare doesn't end there as her attacker comes back later on.

Amanda and Brandon have been dating for over a year now and Brandon invites Rollins over for a very special dinner that involves, her and Brandon under covers. 11 weeks later Rollins finds out she's pregnant and tells Brandon but he doesn't want to be part of it and leaves her. What is Rollins going to do now?