Dan was raised at the church. Phil, to say the least, wasn't. The only problem, Dan's gay. And he loves Phil...

Dan Howell hated his life. Ever since the death of his parents, everything went spiraling out of control and he isn't able to gain control of his situations anymore. So he turns to the one thing hurting him most: his razor. But when he meets Phil, will the life he hates turn into something he will love again? RATED T FOR MENTIONS OF CUTTING. Dan/Phil.EventualPhan

Dan's a poor barman and Phil's a student of photography. Entranced by Dan's punk style and desperate to change his own perfectionism, Phil offers Dan a good payment for modelling. Dan hates perfectionism as it doesn't exist in his eyes but he has no other choice but say yes. After all, he has someone else he needs to take care of except for himself and money isn't that easy to find

Phil gets a boyfriend and moves out. Dan's a mess. TW: suicide and alcohol. Maybe sequel. Written in second person.