You wanna be the one who's living the life. *

hey hi hello. i'm natalie & i love you. i'm a growing teenager who loves writing fanfics with my pet pirhannasaurus.

any questions? no? good. on with my uninteresting life.

h e r e ' s w h a t i l o v e | loud music. italian pasta. the boys of big time rush. fanfiction. my dearly beloved friends. summma time. apple cinammon candles. the friggggin jonas brothers. charlie mcdonnell. purple. my bedroom. smiling; laughing; talking my brains out. taking risks. degrassi. guy liner. adam f%$&ing lambert. staying up late. texting. camping. making memories. adrenaline. rockband. harry potter. being barefoot. walks in the rain. jersey shore. you.

h e r e ' s w h a t i d i s l i k e | posers. liars. backstabbing biotches. fakes. people who say they'll call you back, but never do. 'seddie.' glee. the truth. supermac18. overplayed music. country music. rings that turn my fingers green. high school drama. when only one earphone works. ke$ha. boredom. reruns. thunderstorms. elevators. my neighbors. scratched cds.

m u s i c , a n y o n e ? big time rush. trading yesterday. jonas brothers. secondhand serenade. the ready set. tokio hotel. nick jonas & the administration. mayday parade. nevershoutnever. all time low. forever the sickest kids. the medic droid. brokencyde. hollywood undead. paramore. breathe carolina. boys like girls.

I've lost who I am,
And I can't understand
why my heart is so b r o k e n.
Rejecting your love,
Without love gone wrong;
Lifeless words carry on.

But i know,
all i know,
is that the end's beginning..

I'm waiting for the moonlight,
So I can find you
In this p e r f e c t dream.
Don't think that you can hide
there in the shadows,
Girl, you're not invisible.
You're all that I can see.