This starts at the beginning with the fire. The boys are put in an orphanage when John doesn't return. Sam gets adopted by a nice family but Dean doesn't have that luck. Dean swears to find him. He faces many horrors as he grows. When they do find each other again, can they become brothers and family once again. There will be dark chapters that will have warnings.

Set in Season One. Dean is taken hostage by a demon, who isn't interested in hurting him, so much as toying with him like a cat would a mouse. She begins to pry into his deep-seated insecurities. Her words send Dean into a tail spin that he can't seem to pull out of on his own. Sam is at a loss as to how to get his brother to confide in him. Angst Winchester-style. *COMPLETED*

Dean loves his father, if only the feeling was mutual. The scars that cover deans body prove that. 18 years of abuse and Dean still loves John just as much as he always had. TRIGGER WARNING: Abuse

Saddled with an abusive, alcoholic father, Dean Winchester is forced to shoulder a burden far heavier than any teenager should carry—the survival and well-being of his younger brother. In a world teeming with sacrifice and pain, only Dean's guardian angel, Castiel, can pull Dean back to earth, heal his scars, and finally allow him to conquer his inner demons.

Dean had always had abandonment issues. They had just reached a point they should both have seen coming.

The Mark of Cain is taking its toll on Dean, but thank God Sammy's there to take care of his stubborn brother. This is post-demon Dean but while he still has the Mark, so he's still "yaking his guts out", like Crowley so eloquently put it :) Basically just an excuse for sick!Dean and caring!Sam

AU; No Magic. Tom Riddle: A mob boss. Draco Malfoy: A vengeful prick. Harry Potter: Stuck as a cleaning boy for Tom's office as a way to make up for something Draco claimed he did. Bottom Line: Damn all rich people to hell.