It takes a lot to be the bigger person, especially when it involves having to actually talk to your most hated enemy. Unfortunately, sometimes you just have to suck it up and do it anyway. (Rated M for graphic smut and disturbing themes.)

Toska (n.) - a Russian word roughly translated as sadness, melancholia, lugubriousness. "No single word in English renders all the shades of toska. At its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause." - Vladimir Nabokov

Set in the world of Alphas, Betas and Omegas. Shizuo, an Alpha, is always fighting with Izaya, who he thinks is an Alpha or a Beta, but is he actually? What if he's something else altogether? Can these two solve their differences at last? Contains Shizaya, M-Preg, yaoi, KidaMikado, and Rated M for Lemon scenes and language.

Really, Yosano had to wonder, how did anyone at the Agency put up with Ranpo? Or, 5 times Yosano held Ranpo's hand without his consent, and one time he held hers.