John's state of mind during Modus Vivendi, from the point the strike team finds them to the end of the episode. I need help. I seem to have an addiction to trying to get into John's or Jedikiah's mind.

10 months after John went AWOL, Astrid and the others have not lost hope. When they finally find him a changed man and without his memories, the group, which has been slowly falling apart, become stronger in attempt to both regain John's memories and stop Jedikiah's mad plan. Jostrid fic.

Dean had been living with a serial killer for twenty-six years, but he already knew that. As he grows up Dean struggles to protect his brother and himself. After twenty-six year of this something happens and things in Dean's life begin to change, for better or for worse, that's yet to be decided. Warnings! Abuse, non-con, violence, this is a dark story, be forewarned.