Pen Name: Rocketbella

About Me:

My name is Bella. I live in the Philippines, particularly in Manila. But then my family moved to General Santos City. You probably know this place because of Manny the boxer. This is the place where I met my wonderful and awesome friends: Angel, Tara and Nicolle. We call ourselves the NERD HERD because the four of us wears glasses and we're smart, BUT WE ARE NOT NERDS. Angel taught me how to fight and defend myself for what I want and what is right, and no, she is not a lesbian. :) Nicolle, we call her the Asian, although we are all Asians, she's the asian-ey one because she's Taiwanese.She's not bodily-kinesthetic (ha ha) and even if she's not that sporty, she taught me how to be strong in every way. And lastly, Tara. She taught me how to love myself and accept me for who I am. She brought out the inner writer in me. I excelled in many subjects, most importantly, English. I never knew I had "this" in me. I never knew that I could change who I was before. I never knew that I could write. But with my friends always beside me, I became ME. I became confident, carefree and true to myself and to other people. I honed my writing skills. But that's not what I am really good at. I draw. sketch. whatever. I like drawing. A lot. Landscapes, buildings, anything that has to do with interior design and CLOTHES. Lots of clothes. I may become a writer or an interior designer or a diplomat or a fashion designer someday, who knows? That's why I am thankful that I have my friends. Despite our differences, we know and love each other. We make up a good kind of clique actually. And they taught me to follow my dreams and be who I want to be. Someday, I will be somebody. You could be too, you know. Just follow your dreams and be AWESOME. :)

Love,

Bella (formerly Isabella Jiroux)

I love music, fashion, food, Nerd Herd and my bestfriend (You know who you are.)

I have many dreams and wishes that I want to fulfill someday and be glad about it. I'm the type of girl that will claw your eyes out from your skull when you hurt my friends and my loved ones. Small but terrible. Avid Shopper and very typical. And I want to be somebody someday and learn to kick some ass.;D

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.

10 things I want to say to 10 different people :

You make me laugh to the end of the universe…I just wish you put the effort to keep our conversations going ..;
I wished we could talk as often as we used to. I know you have someone now and stuff but still.
I know we’re like best friends and you have other stuff going on, I just want to say that I miss you ..;
I miss me, in this context me means you because we are the same ..;
We just started talking full on recently but I love our convos. LOL. ..;
Why are you so damn pretty? It makes it so much harder to hate you ..;
I can’t believe you’re dogging me for some other fancy girl. Who else am I supposed to have talks with? HUH! :( ..;
Why are you so smart? I know this sounds really bad…but maybe intelligence is/was the only thing that (might’ve) set me apart from everyone else..but now you’re smarter than me..or maybe you always were..and now..I’m not the best at anything…and somehow its reduced me to a lost sense of self worth..if that made sense ..;
Hmm. well we haven’t been friends for a really long time, but it always feels that way. the random things we say and talk about. I loooooove it. ..;
I envy you so much. You’re gorgeous, everyone loves you but you still maintain your natural craziness and intelligence, I’m glad we’re friends ..;
I wish I was a few years older ..;

Nine things about myself
I am the most laziest person I know.
I have obsessions with things and easily grow tired of them.
I like to make people laugh.
I like to give people self belief, even if I have none myself.
I just hope I won’t end up alone :)
I love flowers.
I do what I promise myself to do.
I stress very easily.
I normally do things last minute..which is really bad T.T”

Eight ways to win my heart

Send me sunflowers on a cloudy day.
Sing me a song ..wait better yet..WRITE me a song :)
Write a list about all the things you know about me.
Laugh at my lame-ass jokes.
Save me from a burning building.
Text me everyday..or close to. Even if its just hey ; yes I’m needy when it comes to JOKES.
When I come up with ridiculous situations or questions, just go along with it.
Be able to tell if I’m okay or not.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot
You.
Food.
Things I dislike :
What you’re doing.
Tumblr/Facebook/Twitter.
What song I want to listen to.
More food.

Six things I wish i have never done

Agree to do a dance composition ; not because i dont want to do it, but because I feel like I’m letting them down
LIED about something. :(
Have a crush on HIM . Because it’s so hard. He’s so in love with his girlfriend even though his girlfriend feel nostalgia about her former lover.(This sucks.)
Fallen behind in maths.
Left my phone at school. T.T” smart cookie

Five people who mean a lot to me

omgg there are so much more than 5 people…so here are 5 groups :L LOOL
The Nerd Herd (We call ourselves that because we kinda all have glasses BUT not nerds. ) TARA, ANGEL, NICOLLE and ME. the awesome people (jecon, patrick, dean, nico, bianca, betty, annika, jobert, mariane, justin, marj, janine, bryce and NERD HERD.)
School lovelies (My classmates)
HIM.
My dogs. :)
and Finally, my family. who i’d be forever lost without. especially the Lumbera cousins. :)

Four turn offs

Arrogance (even though I can be pretty arrogant myself)
Smokers.
Serious people. Loosen up :)
People who look only at looks.

Three turn ons

Smiles (*dies*)
Good Personality. :D
Humor. Defs.

Two smilies that describe my life right now.

One confession

Sometimes I cry even when I have no reason…sometimes I cry without a reason more than when I cry with one.