Being abandoned, you learn a lot that helps you grow. Like the dark side of ones soul. In different terms 'The Reality of the World, not the Fantasy.' You also not only grow in strength but in the mind as well. The down fall... feeling alone... a lot.The feeling strikes you as 'your unwanted' and you tend to think no one understands you and that everyone is better off without you which distance you from the world and leads you down a darker road. You think your alone and soon grow enraged, not only with the one who created you but with yourself as well. You turn dark, mysterious, cold hearted, and maybe even a little suicidal as the same quote that's been asked many times before lingers within. "Why am I here? I was a mistake...I shouldn't even be here..."...If anyone feels that alone they should know that there not... No one is truly that besides themselves... not even me.