ciao

im sixteen :)

i love and hate life some of the time but thats just me so yeah.

i have loved writing stories since i was six and hope to keep writing (hint: review)

I'm an EDWARD fan and i DESPISE JACOB BLACK:) :):)

i like art, photography, writing, reading and sleeping:)

i am a pessimistic, i do try but i have seen too much in life to believe in the fairytale endings..

I am a mixture of girly girl and tom boy dunno how that works??

I am usually shy and timid and don't talk, and yes some people think im always depressed becuase i don't smile every second of the day.

i have learnt so many valuable things about life...

i am a daydreamer and i express myself in many ways..

i do despise school for many reasons that i wont get into..

i cant wait to finish school and get out into the real world, yet i am scared of what i'll have to face..

i love tragidies and romances :) i know weird but i love crying in movies and stories...

i like watching horror movies they're great:)

i am proud if any of you actually read this :P

I recommend you read Touch my golden heart - smwb and simply cute bambi

they are amazing writers and i aspire to write like them some day

what i hate in fanfics:

when Bella and Edward cheat on each other (NO not like them at all)

when Edward and Bella find love and then its happily ever after (its not reality but i guess most books have fairytale ending)

im not saying i hate happy endings i like them but not the cliche ones

when Edward marries Tanya or someone else

i like sad endings and the reason for it is because it relates to reality

i also like stories that make me cry; if you have then your a wonderful writer and im inspired

i like stories that have poems or music lyrics

and i like peoples interpretations give us a wide mind:)

anyways enough rambling

if you wanna talk pm me.

i love feedback and i love my awesome reviewers

charming and insane, edwards heroine, touch my golden heart and edward and sara 4 ever have really inspired me.

i love reviews they make my day; if you want me to read your story i gladly will and i'll review and help you out as well

but do me the favour as well

ill add the new chapters of my stories when i have enough reviews and feedback.

maryam

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AND BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH;

i love the colours purple + green + black + white + blue

i love angsty stories with tragedies and sad endings (im not a masochist i just see happy endings as cliche)

i love photography and drawing

i like poetry

i love writing stories :D

and to my lovely reviewers i love you all:)

keep the reviews up!!

just a few things i find inspiring:)

The girl who seemed unbreakable ; b r o k e
The girl who seemed so strong ; c r u m b l e d.
The girl who always laughed ; c r i e d.
The girl who was on top of the world ; f e l l.
The girl who always held on ; l e t g o.
The girl who would never stop trying ; g a v e up.
The girl who had it all together ; f e l l a p a r t.

I am the girl that doesn't go to school dances, or games, and when I do go, I sit in a corner and read a book. I am the girl that people look through when I say something. I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn't call normal. I am the girl that people call weird and a freak either behind my back or to my face. I am the girl that doesn't spend all her time on MySpace, or talking to a girlfriend on a cell phone or regular phone. I am the girl that hasn't been asked out in a year. I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain. BUT I am also the girl who knows and is proud to be who she is, doesn’t care if people call her weird (it's a compliment), who loves reading and writing and doing the things that no one seems to have the time to do any more, who loves and is obsessed with Twilight, who can express herself better with words than actions, who doesn't need a guy to complete her, and knows the importance of the little things.

will this be the last goodbye pics: (will be updated soon)