John Egbert just managed to survive high school. Barely. Now he's off to college with his best friend and boyfriend Dave Strider and things couldn't be better. Except of course that he's plagued by vicious nightmares and the sight of people he doesn't know makes him panic. College!stuck AU. Triggers noted at the beginning of each chapter. HIATUS

A new school. A new start. You would think something like that would be perfect. But in Karkat's life? Hell no. Everything's too complicated. But... there might be sunlight in this hellhole, and that would be John Egbert - and the perfection he is. Sexual themes in later chapters.

Humanstuck. John has just professed something to one of his dearest friends and it didn't go well. In fact it went very poorly. He is at an all time low and he's beginning to think he's not worth it. Sadstuck. Self harm, bullying. Further warnings inside. Rated T for language and further items.