Life for me at the moment sort of sucks and that's okay because writing helps bring me out of my shell and into something that I want to be.

I have very little talent and what little talent I do have, I have to perfect in order to be proud of it and that happens so very rarely.

The little things in life are the best for me and as much as I try and deny it I have a very down view of life except when I can be myself; the way I express that it when I write.

When I'm happy I'm light a ray of sunshine, it's there and it makes everyone smile but it can disappear so quickly behind a thick layer of fog that you have to be careful. But when it's out it can last as long as it wishes.

I have a goal on who I want to be and what I want to do but it fades so much that i fear I can never do it or be the person I want to be. I try to be someone else and look like someone else that everybody will like because I'm not happy with who I am and I'm more than okay with that.

Because I know I don't want to change; the little things I like about myself appear so rarely that I enjoy it when it comes and miss it when it goes. But I know it'll come back, it always does just in a different way to how we expect it.

And in my experience life is a bump in the road. It's just one big step that everyone must face before they get to where they want to be. Sometimes that step is large and sometimes it's small but either way it's something that everyone has to cross before getting to the very good things in the heart of it all.

Admitting your faults and weakness' is just the first part to a better life, and changing the things around you is the next.

So embrace it, and love it.

For it's just a bump in the road.