And now we observe, as the creature we have unofficialy labeled as "B" stares with very little interest at her glowing computer screen. Having not eaten in over 15 hours, we can see that she is running low on fuel, and is desperate for a large dinner. Or, perhaps, an early breakfast, as it is now 2:30am. B, as we have come to determine can be extremely unpredictable in her activities, often times stepping into a room only to look around with obvious confusion before leaving again. She has been prone to violent mood swings as of late, lashing out at any and all objects around her no matter what their origin. We do not want to get too close to her, as she may be alerted of our presence which can only lead to a quick disemboulment of one kind or another. We will continue this observation at another time.

September 3rd, 2006 - 9:32

At the moment, (like litteraly at this very moment.) I'm working on chapter 5 of Rest. depending on my mood, and what songs itunes plans on randoming for me, it should be done somtime tonight... no that does not mean that I will update it tonight. More like tuesday. And if the reveiws are satisfactory, then maybe tomarow. LATE tomaorw. I don't know, ill have to see. But at least you all know that im working on it :) Hang in there guys.

"I'm an artiste, I'm tempramental."

September 07, 2006

Steve Irwin is dead... God, will I miss that man. But, like I've been saying for the past couple days; at least he died doing what he loved and not in some retarded car crash or somthing... I mean it's terrible that he had to go at all, but if he had to go some way, this would be how he would have preffered it. I grew up with this man as my idol. I bought a bearded dragon (native to australia...) when I was twelve years old and named her Irwin after my hero. I had always hoped to meet him one day at his zoo or somthing... but not now. I've been depressed the last couple days. Don't be surprised if I integrate some kind of tribute into chapter 5 of Rest for the Wicked, because I just miss him too much. Rest in peace, Steve... your enthusiasm and love for animals and life in general will be sorely missed.

September 11th, 2006

I really do not like this day... Everyone acts like I should feel like crap all day, and I just look at them. I do my mourning thing by myself. Meh.

My boyfriend recently got beat up by two people, resulting in a fractured jaw. He has to go get it wired tomarow, and I'm not going to get to sleep tonight. I KNOW he won't get any sleep. The poor kid. He's so nervous. I wanted to go with him... but sadly school comes before relationships according to my dear mother. She just doesn't like him...

Anyway, perhaps while my churning stomach keeps me up, I'll work on Rest. Meh.

December 04, 2006

Jeez, is it December already? God, it feels like it's still October or somthing...

I want to apologize for the lack of updates... and information... and any activity at all, actually. I've been such a wreck lately; a lot of personal problems I have to take care of before I can return to somthing as trivial as fanfiction. "TIVIAL?!" You may scream... Yes, it is trivial compared to my sanity. I am unable to express clearly what is happening right now, but it's not fun for me, or my family. Once I get myself straightened out, I will return. And I mean it guys. Although you may be suffering the agonizing wait, just know that you are waiting so that there is somone still here to write this stuff.

Once again, I'm sorry for my absence. If you have any questions, please PM me. I've been getting a lot of them lately, screaming at me like some strange internet... screamy... thing. "ZOMG where the HELL are you?"

I'm here... and yet I'm not. And wow, how I sound frickin emo. Let's just say that I'm alive, for the most part.

Hope to see you soon...

-B