I also have an AO3 account which is the platform I prefer to use. Although I should warn that there are only two stories on it, and I doubt I'll finish either of them simply because I am overly critical of myself and am never satisfied with the first one. And the short story is painful for me to write so I only really update it when something fucked up has happened irl. I mean... I intended to finish that one within a few days initially, but then my family found the physical copy that I had written, so I don't really have the desire to make things worse. But as for my primary story, my un-pleasable nature is only half the story, the other half being that I wanted to get that one *just* right so I can attempt to publish it, but as that story comes further along I keep looking back and pulling my hair out screaming "I could've done this better..." or "I should probably just throw that part out completely" and then it spirals and ends with "The whole thing sucks, I'm gonna just toss it!" then I calm down, walk away, come back later, write a little bit more, and the cycle repeats like that almost exactly. So yeah when put like that I guess it is pretty much just that i'm a completely un-pleasable bastard. I mean hell, the first chapter alone was changed twice post-release and I still feel like I haven't gotten it right... |
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