Um, well, I don't think I have the nerve to really write anything on here anymore at this point.

I think I'm done.

Once you lose a character, you can't truly find them again, and I believe that the characters that I have created in the fanfictions I already wrote have been lost in the abyss.

I've lost the mindset, and if I tried writing these stories again with a different state of mind, then it will be as futile as getting a ghost writer with a completely different writing style and train of thought writing for me.

I'm sorry. I truly am.

I've entered the mindset of new characters in original stories that I am working on. It will be harder for me to lose them since I never saw the characters I made for fanfictions as my own- I've seen them as still belonging to the author of whatever book I was doing fanfiction for. And, like I said, it's hard to write in the mindset of someone else with a different writing style and such. With characters all my own to work with, I feel a lot more comfortable and motivated.

Feel free to PM me if you are truly dying over what will happen next in the stories. I'll do my best to answer questions.

To probably knock a few questions out now- most of my stories were going nowhere. I was going in pointless, horrid circles. I had no idea what I was doing, and I was making things up as I went along. I wasn't enjoying writing, as I was in the beginning, and I wasn't satisfied with my work whatsoever. I was posting just to post, and writing just to have something TO post.

Hopefully, my torturing you all to practice my writing wasn't all for naught. Hopefully, I'll be able to have something to show for this all- and hopefully, that something will come in the form of a published book in bookstores across the world.

Big dreams, I know. Somewhat unrealistic, I get it, but shoot high, and you'll land somewhere on a far off target, right?