I'm back! Ihad given up FF for normal writing but a nice request has brought me back. My updates will be a bit far between but they'll be coming.

Deshera is a very active artist that loves both writing and drawing. Unfortunately she has the attention span of a gnat so she usually waits until her stories are almost finished before letting any one see them. This is mostly because she really hates dropped stories and long waits between chapters and apparently she likes writing about herself in third person...WEEE Third person!

Oh, you also should also know she has a very high tolerance for sad and hates cliché super happy endings. Not that she doesn’t love fluff to but she'll never force a happy ending. So at any point in time any character can die and horribly unspeakable things can happen to them that some authors wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole. For some sick reason she enjoys making people cry so you have been warned. Very warned since one of the stories she has previewed below she is writing backwards-ish. She created a horribly sad ending and is creating a story to fit it. She wont tell you which one it so you'll have to suffer and find out. All she can say is she really likes that story and is doing her best to perfect it before posting it so it may or may not be a while especially since she’s switching back and forth between that story and two other ones because of a really fickle muse. So basically you can expect three long stories, one horribly sad, one somewhat sad, one happy and a few short one shots in-between.

For some reason she's currently obsessed about the anime/manga Loveless. An amazing series that can bring out the shotacon in just about any one. Any one who reads Loveless and claims no shotaness is a damnable liar! It's a shonen-ai series between a twelve-year old and a twenty year old!

Oh, and she knows there are spelling and grammar errors in her profile because it's 3am right now and she doesn't feel like proof reading it. Frankly she prefers spending her free time writing for her real ficks rather than proof reading some stupid profile no one will ever take the time to read any way.

If any one is curious I made a Loveless AMV! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GtyK_YxsC58 It's about Ritsuka and his feelings of loss after Seimei's supposed death.

Finished Stories:

Misakie's Prayer- (Loveless)-A short introspective piece written from the view of Ritsuka's mother on her view of her abuse of her son. Drama

Four Little Letters- (Loveless)-A one shot where Ritsuka explains his love for books to Soubi. (Personal favorite) General

Nightmares and Demons- (Loveless)- A dark look into Ritsuka's life after Seimei's supossed death. Drama

A New Form of Punishment- (loveless) -An angry Ritsuka thinks up a new and terrifying punishment for Soubi. Humor

Current Running Stories:

Fragments- (Loveless)-A series of drabbles and short stories that should go on until my brain completely fizzles out. Sorry but no Yaoi drabbles. (All yaoi deserves it's own story.) General

The Butterfly of Doom- (Loveless)-A short extremely fluffy story where Ritsuka and Soubi spend an afternoon at the park together trying to enjoy a new flower garden but chance and an overly persistent butterfly ruins Ritsuka's plans for the day as well as his mood much to Soubi's enjoyment. Humor

The Stray- (Loveless)- An AU story with out spells and cat ears...well except for Ritsuka that is. One aspiring artist Agutsma Soubi is alone and heartbroken. One year to the day after is one and only true love Seimei died he finds himself withdrawn from society and life. Over the year since his beloved Seimei died he stopped going out and rarely paints. Desperate to pull him from his depression his best friend Kio forces him to leave his apartment and go out with him, frightened about his lack of interaction with other people within the last year. By a twist of fate just when he steps out for a quick smoke he fins a group of teenagers in an ally torturing a stray cat. After chasing the kids away he takes the frightened kitten home and tends to it. The next morning he wakes up to find that his newly adopted kitten has turned into a rather temperamental cat eared boy. As Ritsuka continually switches from cat to kid Soubi slowly finds himself being drawn out of his shell and finding a reason to live once again. (Long) Drama/Love

My Beloved Loveless- Souibi muses about their relationship now that Ritsuka is 17. I'm not sure where the plot is going at the moment.

Up coming Stories: (Sorted By rating) These are all the stories that I am currently working on or plan to write in the future. Most of these I’ve started but I don't like the way there going and are currently re-writing them or I’m waiting to get more chapters written before posting so that if my muse gets lost for a week I can still post something so my muse can take off with out any one noticing. Although comments tend to help keep my muse happy.

T ...Rated Stories (If you beg her politely and enough there ratings might raise...)

Ditto- (Loveless)- It wasn't the "I love You" Soubi had been always dreaming of but some how comming from Ritsuka it sure felt like it.

The Stranger in the Mirror- (Loveless)- This is a pre-series story that will take place during the two years Ritsuka spent after his personality change up till Seimei's death. If you pay attention to the manga you know that Ritsuka lost his memories before Seimei died not when he found Seimei dead so there’s a large gap that I couldn't help but fill in. This is for those who like myself love Seimei and his creepy ways with an innocent Ritsuka. This story will be a mix of cute and dark with a light dusting of Seimei creepiness. Just as a warning for big Soubi/Ritsuka fans there will be no direct Soubi/Ritsuka interaction due to the fact neither saw nor meet the other until the first chapter of the manga. (Very Long)

One Without Love- (Loveless)- An AU story. The school of seven moon is abuzz as word spreads that the younger brother of Seimei Ayogi, the sacrifice of the infamous and powerful beloved pair. Known for their legendary power Seimei and his fighter Nisei are recently graduated and already legends. Now his little brother Ritsuka has come for his training. Normally at school as soon as A sacrifice arrives he and his fighter are paired but for some reason Ayogi Ritsuka, also known, as Loveless isn't. After a few weeks with out being paired the students begin to stir and all the un-attached fighter begin to wonder exactly who among them may be partnered with the dark and brooding loveless.

The Bodyguard- (Loveless) An AU story with out spells and magic. Ayogi Ritsuka is now the next in line to inherit the Ayogi fortune. After his beloved older brother dies after his private when his jet crashes under questionable circumstances a new bodyguard is hired to watch over him. Already suffering from a previous attack himself the family fears for his future after receiving threats. Soon Ritsuka finds himself inheriting one of his brothers most trusted bodyguards. With new threats looming will the mysterious older man be able to save his young master?

M ...Rated Stories

Punish Me- (Loveless)- First in a series. After being asked one to many time to punish Soubi a 13 year old Ritsuka comes up with a rather wicked way to punish Soubi so that he'd never dare to ask to be punished again.

Punish Me Again- (Loveless)- Second in the punishment series. Ritsuka's now 14 and comes up with a few new ways to punish Soubi after he breaks a promise.

Punish Me Please- (Loveless)- Third in the punishment series. Ritsuka's 15 now and Soubi cant stop thinking about the last time that he accidentally asked Ritsuka to punish him.

Yes Master- (Loveless)- Fourth and final in the punishment series. Ritsuka is now 16 and has some interesting order for Soubi to follow.

Brothers Keeper- (Loveless)- A rather not so innocent moment between the Ayogi brothers. Yes you heard me right an ayogicest story. Shortly after finding out Ritsuka's true name Seimei comes home late and saves Ritsuka from their mother. After some thought Seimei decides the he will prove to his brother that he is loved no matter what it takes. (Currently being rewritten)

Now a gift for new fan fiction readers/writers..

--A Fan Fiction Dictionary!--
(If you want any thing in the dictionary just ask.)

Abreaviations
OC: Origonal Carachter
OOC: Out Of Charachter
AU: Alternat Universe
AR: Alternate Reality
D/S: Dominance and Submission
SM: Sadism and Masochism
BP: Blood Play with Non Vampire Stories
H/C: Hurt Comfort
IC: In Character
N/C: Non Consentual Intercourse
PWP: Porn Without Plot
S/H: Sexual Harassment
SI: Self Insertion -puting yourself in the story
WAFF: Warm And Fuzzy Feeling
R/T: Rape/Torture
POV: Point Of View
M/M: Male/Male pairing
F/F: Female/Female pairing
WIP: Work In Progress

Common Terms
Shota: Under Age Sex
Yaoi: Male on Male Sex
Yuri: Female on Female Sex
Shounen-Ai: Non Sexually Explicet Boys Love
Lemon: A sexualy charged story or chapter with littel or no plot other than explicet sex
Lime: A sexually themed story but refrains from being explicet
Fluff: A story or plot created for the purpose of being extreamy cute or sweet with littel to no ainxt
Solo: Usually refers to masterbation.
Crack: A story or pairing that is deliberatly crazy
Crossover: A story that contains two diferent fandoms
One Shot: A story that only takes one chapter
Seme: The dominate caracter "on top" in a pareing
Uke: The subservient caracter "botom" in a pairing
Drabble: A extreamly short fic that contains roughly 100 words or less

Misalanious
Chu: A sound effect commonly used in Japan to note a kiss
Murr: A moan/purr