"That is not true, Jim." Spock stated softly. He watched as Jim tried to figure out what he meant. Spock wanted to tell him everything, to explain to him his part in what happened...We are friends, I will always care about what happens to you..."

When Spock watches Jim die, he thinks he cannot go on. But when Jim gets a second chance at life, will the two men realise their feelings for one another? Spock/Kirk and Bones/OC, plus later Uhura/Scotty. Rated M for later chapters. Somewhat slow-build. Set after the events of Into Darkness.

When Jim Kirk bet he could make Spock lose his control without so much as touching him, Spock was intrigued. He was a Vulcan after all, surely whatever the Captain came up with would be no match for his superior biology. Unfortunately for him, it ended up being that very biology that became his undoing. Contains mature content! Smut. Spanking. Rimming. Etc.

When McCoy gives Jim some bad news, Jim breaks things off with Spock, but will he regret his decision? Now complete. Started long before Into Darkness, so not STID compliant.