My name is Kaitlan but it doesnt matter to me for the fact that I do not care since I let anyone call me as they wish. Ask what you wish. I know people and have family, who are or was in the army and always have. So I respect people who are or were in the military. I love to write and if u wish to read any of my writings. I am a music freak, I love to draw, write and listen to music. I am adopted and my biological mom is an artist, so I'm pretty talented in art in ways since its in my blood.I want to burn in hell just to burn and I hate myself more then anything. I dont care what happens to me and I dont give up that easily. When I have my mind set on something I won't stop til I get it or til after I go too far. I never really know when I'm at the line til I cross it and even if someone tells me I still test it. I am not ashamed of anything I do or say. I'm not ashamed of how I look I just say "you can look but you cant touch" when really I never care. I put others before me, but I dont show it. I hide in the shadows of others among the ones i know and care about, watching them, waiting for them to need me. I can't say that I don't live for anything or anyone because that's not true. I am a lot of things when it comes to the way I act. I say "if you cant handle all of me then dont handle me at all". I may get to spicey for you with the way I change back and forth. I hold back as much as I can of what I think i should. I hide my pain and everything that makes me weak to others often till I cant hide it anymore and I try to hide to not show others it. This is the way I live for now. I don't need others aknowledgement or attention. I take what I get and use what I have. I never deny anything that I do or say. I am not ashamed and I do not deny. I hide things more from myself then from others. Please try not to misunderstand me or underestimate me. I mean no real harm to others. I come when I am needed or wanted. I will come more when I am needed to help family and friends through the rough times. A side of me lives to fight while it fights to live. I love my country and in ways I can see myself as someone who tries to be the hero for those who are weak or falling. I am neutral often and I have a pretty good ability to uderstand others mostly through their feelings. I normally have a pretty good ability to see what others are really feeling when they are hiding it or thats what my mom has told me. I often look reality in the eye and i often think in a pretty high level on somethings as well as thinking logically often and prove pionts to those who can understand what I mean and am pionting out. I am also pationant with others most of the time and normally keep control over myself. Im willing to die before puting the ones close to me in any sort of danger also to die for my country. If I had to, to keep my loved ones and my country safe I would fight and die without a second thought. i am the sister of a soldier in the army and a niece of a soldier that a captian in the army. I am 15 and I was born on October 31.1993. Which is Halloween. I am methodist which is a type of christan. Right now I am in 8th grade in middle school which is the last year of middle school for my schools system on what grade they have in which school and so forth, I am a good person and kind and all of that stuff I just act among what side I wish to. I often have an atitude cause it just goes with my style. I do cuss often. If you didnt notice through this already. I have two older step sisters one older step brother a older sister through adoption ans an older brother through apotion as well. I'll have a brother in law when my sister and him get married. One of my step sisters I dont remember meetng and I dont know much about. My other step sister Courtney is 25 and she is pretty cool. I normally get along with her. My step brother Matt is pretty cool and he is married with two boys. My older sister Danielle is 21 geting married and has two boys Landen and Zac. Landen is 3 and Zac is 1. My older brother is in the army and married and has a daughter Cloe. I also have a half blooeded little brother who is 13 if i remember right and a half blooded sister who is 9. I sometimes talk about them to people who I know pretty well. I hate school, love science, chemistry, phisics, biologoy, a little astonam, technologey. Mostly figuring out how the technologey works and taking it apart and puting it back together again. I love puzze;s, i like wordsearches, I love Dr Pepper which i often call "dp" to make it short. I love the guitar and drums. I kinda play the guitar, but i havent played it in forever so yea. I love writing and drawling and painting but i probably already said that I like to read. I like some history stuff like the dark ages on the creatures that you hear about from then and I like to think how they could possable be real and make it in todays world. I like movies that takes place in older times or flashes back to them. I like to play basketball on shooting hoops and playing soccor. I like watching foortbackk and i like the Longhorns. that may be cause i live in Texas and im a Texas girl who works for what i want often just cause i want to instead of asking for it or for what i need.